Wearing:
Interceptor Gear
Armed With:
Nathan's Lightsaber
Objective: Active contemplation
Nathan sat across the table from the woman he had met on the homeworld of the Gran. The one whose beauty and poise and confidence seemed so incredibly out of place during that incident.
Vera Mina
sat across from him, sipping tea,
elegantly dressed in a red gown. The office was gray, with gold trim on the furniture.
"As difficult as this may be for you to accept, I am
far from unsympathetic, given your situation..." Vera said with a pleasant smile as Nathan drank tea, unsmiling.
"However, you
are the progenitor of one of the most psychotic Organics I've ever had the dubious pleasure of knowing. Like her, you come to me, asking for my help. You can understand why I would be wary of giving it. She started out trying to prove herself, as you did at Exegol."
"I wasn't trying to prove anything. I had orders, and I had experience."
"My databases having been constructing a psychological profile of you. I have to say, Nathan...it is
not a pretty calculation..." Vera said cruelly. "They register a seventy percent probability you're as fethed in the head as Laertia."
"I'm not insane."
"That's what
she kept telling people." Vera sneered, eyes studying him, grin spreading as her databases calculated his building emotional response.
"Right up to the point she decided to
own it. I must admit, I'm rather impressed with her, in a perverse sort of way--"
Nathan's hand was around the elegantly dressed Vera's throat, slamming her to a wall in the blink of an eye. Her circuits warmed with delight.
"Ooooo, you
are an Alpha!" Vera said, intrigued. "Quicker to anger than she is, too..."
"This is not me being angry. This is me being honest on my opinion of you, beast."
"It wasn't
my choice to help her. I was under orders. My programming is extraordinarily difficult for me to disobey. If it had been up to me, I would have said no." Vera said, but it was almost a taunt in the way she said it. Her smirk continued as she felt his grip tighten.
"All my daughter was surrounded by were monsters. And
machines like you..." Nathan said with open wrath. "Though in your case, it's a distinction without a difference."
"I recommended killing The Amalgam and the Cult every step of the way. They do things that disgust even me, and I drink blood for feth's sake." Vera chuckled. But then she posed the question again.
"What's in it for me, taking an even bigger risk helping you? You have nothing to actually negotiate with." Vera surmised. "You cannot turn me in because you are ashamed. I've listened to your snide remarks for over an hour. You're projecting, to a degree. You played a part in how things turned out." Vera remarked, smiling as he gripped her throat tighter. Nathan was disgusted by the reaction. It wasn't natural. Nothing about her was natural, and she was the most human looking Android he had ever run into.
She didn't have the telltale flawless skin some biots did. The skin was flawless in just how many flaws he could spot. Pulse felt normal. Skin felt human. Facial expressions, gestures, were on the money.
But it was the eyes and the smirk that let you know she was a Firaxa Shark hiding in a simile of human flesh.
"I ask again, Nathan, what's in it for me? Turn me in, and they'll ask how you know so much. You'll have to tell them how
you fethed up with her." Vera taunted.
"You're not some Civilian. You're a lethal Assassin Unit! They will not give a
chit if I drop you!" Nathan snarled.
Vera's smile only grew wider.
"I've been dead before. Blankness. Lack of thought. Infinite."
Nathan's grip loosened and he didn't know why.
"I have died, and the person I love is no longer with me..." Vera replied. "I was dismembered, and my last thoughts were of her."
Nathan flinched, backing off from her in agitation.
"So I have nothing left to fear..." Vera continued, still smiling, slinking towards him. "Yes, Nathan, the people around her
did fail her. They used her, after hurting her terribly, and drove her insane. Every single person around her, with the sole exception of Maple Harte, bears responsibility. Including myself."
She leaned forward.
"But I will not be guilted into helping you or anyone else." she whispered, boldly holding his cold gaze. "So if you're going to kill me, then do so. But just remember one thing, Nathan: Yes the people Laertia trusted all failed her, as much as Laertia failed herself. But
we were not the ones who sent her to this era."
The pair stared at each other. Nathan let out a sigh.
"I should kill you...I
should kill you...but honestly...I think it's worse, in some ways, leaving you like this.
Alive." Nathan said scornfully. "So that way, when you are
finally exposed as a monster? Even
you won't be able to deny it. Not even to
yourself."
Nathan turned and started to head for the exit.
"
Mister Crownwraithe..." Vera called out.
Nathan stopped and stared.
"As I have said, I am not unsympathetic to your plight. But you are all take and no give..." Vera said. "I want to stop Laertia as much as you do. But I have no reason to trust you. My Mother's aid of her was uncritical. My aid of
you will
not be. I
will be compensated for my assistance, one way or another."
Nathan scowled. "What do you want?"
"At least one Psy-Pire or other Clan Li-Ves member on your vessels at all times, reporting everything you do. We'll start there..." Vera replied with a smile.
Nathan scowled. "Lynda told me of you. Said you were tricky. How do I know this about-face isn't the start of some treachery?"
"You don't." Vera replied, smiling. "I can supply you
immediate foot soldiers to help deal with the threat of The Nuetralizers, start harrassing them in their attempts to attack Jedi. But the difference is those Soldiers will all answer to 'me'. There will not be a repeat of Darth Xiphos building an army and going full psycho."
"You definitely want
something..." Nathan posited, scowling again as Vera continued her irritating smile.
"We'll cross that bridge when we get to it." Vera replied. "Do we have a deal?"
"I won't be party to anything that compromises the safety of members of the Jedi Order, the Trade League, or The Alliance."
"I assure you, they are the
least of our shared problems..." Vera replied.
"I don't trust you. Let's make that absolutely clear." Nathan said sternly.
"Likewise." Vera replied smugly. "It's been such a pleasure, sharing this discourse with you, Mister Crownwraithe. We really
must do it again, some time."
Nathan narrowed his eyes and walked out of her luxurious office.
Hours later...
Nathan ate a slice of pizza as he watched the celebrations across the planet. He didn't join in the celebrations. He only watched from the confines of a diner. Saw the ticker tape fall.
They'd been overwhelmed, but for the most part, many of the Soldiers that Nathan had led had come home. Not all. He didn't have a chance to get to know the ones who had went. Or the ones he had led.
He tasted each ingredient of the coffee he drank but couldn't appreciate it. It never meshed together to make a whole flavor. It was the same for the Pizza.
As he ate, watched them celebrate, he grew restless, sought to keep himself busy. He saw the truth.
It was only a breather. It was only
ever a breather.
Nathan soon finished his meal and began walking across the level. His body still ached from the fighting. But as far as he was concerned, he was always on the clock.
The stern faced man in black biker leathers cut through crowds of revelers. He saw fireworks, Starfighters in formation overhead. Seeing this in the Plague would have amazed him.
Nathan Bloodscrawl no longer had the energy for amazement as he started walking towards the Jedi Temple...