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Brandyn Sal-Soren
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Briana Sal-Soren
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Briana didn't understand.
Yet.
Cybelle could both see and sense the wheels turning in the head of the young woman that stood at her side. The night-blind creature waited, silently, for her admission to settle between them. There was a notable sense of relief that echoed in her soul from being able to be honest with someone. With anyone—Other than the dark presence in the back of her mind. Rather than to crumble before the broken truth the quiet Knight seemed to find her strength. The sweetly wan smile slipped, slightly.
Revealing a spine that was coated in steel.
It was not weakness, fear, that kept her on her feet. It was strength that drove her through the motions, living, as well as she was. It was pure strength that kept her on her feet. That kept tears from falling—That left her chin held high when she spoke again. Firm.
"…I lost."
Lost.
When Briana touched her shoulder, Cybelle, touched that hand with her own. Her friend would see a glimmer of the duel that had occurred. It would be little more than a frozen shard, a fragmented snapshot, but through the haze, Briana would be able to make out two figures. One, leaning on the other. The smaller one, the female, with a red lightsaber running her through. The angles changed though neither figure moved.
Temerant, unfeeling, and face hidden by a helmet.
Cybelle, in pain. Fading fast.
The red saber light winked out of existence in small mercy, but it didn't matter. They both knew.
She was already dead.
Cybelle pulled her hand away and let the vision fade from her friend. Her petite jaw set tight while the sensation and sound of it, the sheer unholy smell, lingered. Foolish though it might have been to confide in someone so close to Brandyn…Cybelle did trust her. Briana, would also objectively want what was best for her brother. No
good could come of this being brought to light. Brandyn would take all of her pain, all of her suffering, fears, and failures—And lay it on his shoulders as if it were
his cross to bear. He loved her and his need to protect her would drive him to lengths she couldn't perceive. The fact that he had been denied the chance to do so, failed, to do so...
She didn't have the words, yet, to convince him that he wasn't to blame.
Cybelle hadn't been strong enough. It was that simple. It had nothing to do with how they'd split up or who they'd wound up fighting. In the end…Cybelle hadn't had the heart, nor, was she willing to sacrifice the goodness of her soul to kill another living person. That was her weakness.
Not his.
Brandyn, wouldn't understand that.
Her strength would come now. She could bear this...For
both their sakes. Cybelle let tawny topaz eyes rise toward Briana's perfect blues and held her gaze for a long moment. It was in that quiet moment that the situation would become disturbingly clear. She had lost…Everything. She felt adrift. Half-alive. Because…It was true. The only time she felt remotely felt anything like herself was when Brandyn was close by. Otherwise…There was nothing left. Just a hollow...
With a speck of light in the center, glowing for all its worth, blind, alone, in the dark.
"…He can never know, Briana...Not ever."