Son of God
As the doors were opened, and the two were marched inside with the rest of the acolytes, Lunaria and Soldane moved in lock step with one another. Their Naneth and Haru had known what trials would befall them, and had trained them for each of these. The locks, the stones, all of it. Some would assume it was cheating - but it was no more cheating than all the other education they had thus far received.
<< I have an idea… >>
Others watched them, or more specifically, they watched her. Lunaria was beautiful, and Soldane accepted she would garner some looks - but he tried to make sure they understood she was not someone to simply take advantage of. Those that made the mistake of making eye contact with him were met with a glare and a scowl, but only some were actually intimidated. The rest only returned a coy grin.
Animals, all of them. He’d show them who to be scared of.
Some, like
Udren Zeln
and
Viers Connory
had even spoken to Lunaria - while Soldane was left in the quiet bastion of solace beside her, lost in his own thought. She was becoming a hot topic, which would become problematic as time went on. If too many took an interest in her, it would mean all the more targets on their back - by those jealous, by those scheming, by anyone who had a bone to pick.
<< Be careful who you become friends with, Lunaria. >>
She didn't need him to tell her, but the impression came through regardless. They both knew the stakes.
His thought was broken as he looked back to
Aerik Lechner
and what he assumed was his family. Lunaria had seen them watching him, felt their attention on them. Soldane looked back and offered a scowl again - annoyed they were becoming too much of a piece of attention. Damned these wandering eyes - why couldn’t they watch someone else?
Yet, they were barely inside - and thus, it soon began.
Moments after they passed the threshold of the great gate and were amidst the crowds, they were pulled into separate lines. Soldane offered Lunaria a nervous glance, but only briefly so that no others would notice his unspoken word. Pushed into his own area, he resettled himself and practiced his breathing. Something his Mother had taught him - when his nature, his power, became too much for him in those moments.
‘Calm yourself…’ she had said once, as things smashed against walls and tears ran down his young face.
‘Breath as one with me. Breath like it is the only thing left in the universe. Pour your focus into nothing but the air in your lungs.’
How clearly he had remembered her words, as though she whispered them to him even now. And so, at the guidance of the memory of his Naneth, he closed his eyes for a few moments and let the air in his throat become the entirety of the galaxy. Soft, in and out breaths that dragged him from the anxiety of his solitude amidst enemies, and brought him back to a calm.
He knew Lunaria would be alright. She was his equal in all ways, likely stronger in many - he did not fear for her, but he did fear for his own ability to plan. He didn’t want to show the others what he was capable of, he wanted them to underestimate him. In spite of that, he wasn’t sure exactly what the minimum would be to pass among so many. A thousand souls had already been removed, what was he to do but do his best and ensure his entry?
Yet if he did that, he would draw too much attention, and the coming weeks, months, and possibly years could be hell on his young frame. He could not afford to show them all of it, all of who he was, who he came from and what he would be. That would not be a thing he could allow.
Instead, he considered his plan, and decided he would do something middling. He would be accepted into this academy, but he would do it on his terms.
The line shortened until it was just him. The child in front of him, who spoke of his parentage and wealth from the planet of Exodus and their high position in the Sith Bureaucracy, had failed his test. For all that his family was worth, he alone was surprisingly worth little. A shame, Soldane thought, and let the child’s lack of a future fall away from him.
“Rivan Dreadmoor.”, the man with a tester said with a flat, expressionless gaze.
“Please present your finger.”
Soldane, in his zen, lifted his hand and allowed the man to take a drop of his blood. He did not wince, he did not pull back - he could barely feel it. Lunaria had given him the worst cuts in their training, and he her. The device beeped a few times, and the man looked back at Soldane with a grave look.
“Over the limit.”
What? What did that even mean?
The focus, the calm, the very core that Soldane had held himself against in this swarm of power and predators washed away in a moment. His eyes opened wide, he glanced back to the others, to the man before him trying desperately to understand what ‘Over the Limit’ could possibly mean for him. He wanted to ride in the middle of the pack, but this?
This was a death sentence.
The tester lifted a hand and motioned for someone Soldane could not see in the darkness of an alcove behind him. After a moment, as his little hands clenched into fists at his side and he contemplated running, a Sepulchral Priest entered the spotlight of the testing area. They were androgynous, not because they looked like any gender - but because they looked like none.
The Corpse Priest looked between the tester and the boy, then spoke through dust and decayed teeth;
“This Academy is not for you. You will come with me.”, they said, reaching for a hand out.
Soldane took a step back, but that step back was met with the Force - and he was drawn close to the Sepulchral who’s expression did not change. In that moment of panic, as the Sepulchral pressed him forward to somewhere else - he glanced over to Lunaria, and she would feel his fear, the anxiety, the wash of danger in his tone. The pleading for help.
But what was she to do?
His next steps slowed and stilled as a new Priest stood before them. Yellow eyes glowing in the darkness of the next hall that would spell Soldane’s doom - whatever that would be. A voice like ash crept from it as the Sepulchral stepped into the light - another of ill repute.
“The Demiurge has given a command. Return the child to his place in the tests. Ensure the other is allowed the same.”, he said, then took a brief moment to look at Soldane. There was something in the priest's eyes that spoke to him. (
Darth Carnifex
)
They knew.
A deeper fear set in his heart then as he was turned back and allowed to return to the other tests. There was something beyond his control going on, beyond what he was able to know or understand. He was not old enough or smart enough to tell what the puppeteer strings looked like, but he could smell them as they dug into flesh. Blood was in the air, all around him, and his fate was carved before him like a river in a canyon.
He wasn’t going to make his own course as he thought - but he would still try.
Pressed to the next test, he made a desperate glance towards Lunaria’s place, but could not see her amidst the crowd. He could feel her, sense her even here, but that was the same as feeling where his hand was with his eyes closed. He just knew - but he could not explain how.
“Rivan Dreadmoor - you will lift as many boulders as possible. They range in weight from five pounds to sixteen tons. Perform your duty well, and you will continue.”
Soldane nodded, and collected himself as his mother taught him. It was harder now, with all he had just learned, but he could not stop to contemplate. It would only draw more attention if he withdrew. Instead, he relied on the plan he had already come up with - he wouldn’t lift the boulders using the Force, but he would lift them regardless.
He stepped forward, and the Tutor raised an eyebrow at his approach. Soldane rolled up his sleeves and found one of the heavier ones, but not the heaviest. With the Force drawn into his core, he lowered himself before one of many tons - and grunted as he began to lift it. His eyes misjudged it - and the weight was more than he thought. He struggled for a moment, barely moving the thing, then cried out in exertion.
The Force let him lift the thing, feeling his muscles tense and rip in effort. It was not what the Tutors had asked, but it would keep him safe from the eyes of the others - he was the child who couldn’t lift the boulder with the Force, he had to embody it within himself like a lever. Was it cheating? No, as the tutors let him set the boulder down and move on, but it was not what they asked. It was something many might look down on him for, because it was easier than what he was supposed to do.
Pushing forward to the next trial, he was presented with the locks. The Tutor here watched him, then let him close the distance between them.
“All locks are the same.”, she told him.
All the same, he thought to himself as he studied it. His Force perception was good - he was to feel the pins as they found their proper place in the slots, then repeat that dozens of times over to unlock as many locks as he could. He had practiced this many times on the Malsheem - and his record was seven. It was on par with many Knights, but it would be too much here. So he would do what he did before.
He would be the brute force, the dumb child who plowed his way through everything.
Soldane pinched the edge of the lock, then twisted. The pins snapped in their cylinder, and the lock opened and fell apart from its shackle. He grinned and moved to the next only to be stopped by a shout - from none other than the tutor.
“You’ve proven you’re strong, but don’t you dare break another one. Move on.”, she said with great annoyance. Perfect - he had passed through annoyance rather than brutality than precision. It was a bad way to pass the test, but it was good enough to continue onwards.
He must keep his strength as quiet as possible.
Soldane found a seat next to
Lunaria Talon
after both had finished their tests. His thumb worked tirelessly rubbing at the back of his other hand, clasping them in his lap as he considered what had occurred earlier. He looked to his sister and asked, out loud;
“They almost took me - but someone called ‘The Demiurge’ had already demanded I stay. Who could that be?”, he asked with an evident nervousness, “What do you think they would’ve done?”
After a moment, he glanced about, noticing the others in the room - Echani. A lot of them. Maybe it was narrow minded of him, but the thought that they could have some solidarity with their own race came to mind. With a motion, he tried to call over
Jarek Voss
- the angriest one he could see. He looked like he could be trouble down the line, so if he was going to be trouble…
He’d prefer him at least on Soldane’s side..