Little by little, the successors gathered, and Sasha watched as several would-be Echani came together. A small spark of desire ignited within him to join them... but he didn't. Why didn't he? Did he belong with them? He wasn't certain. He didn't feel like he belonged anywhere. He couldn't picture himself fitting in, even among his own kind. He shifted his attention away and drew up the hood of the long, darkened cloak he wore, feeling a myriad of strange sensations as his insides churned with uneasiness.
How could he possibly dare place himself with them? To do so would be presumptuous and arrogant, wouldn't it? It was hard to tell what was truly going on behind those icy cold blue eyes as the small-framed figure kept to himself. He had been one of the very last students to be permitted through the trials, and perhaps that alone set him apart with an uncertain stance. To have been measured and not deemed as good as everyone else, even if he did pass the bar where many others failed, it probably didn't feel too good to be one of the last individuals just barely making it. Maybe his thoughts swirled with what-ifs and regrets about how he might have done better, but that was all in the past now. He was impossibly shy and lacked the bravery to talk to anyone new. Here, everyone was a new face. The initial overwhelming numbers dwindled, surely releasing some of the pressure. There were fewer eyes on him, watching and waiting for him to mess up.
Perhaps he was even thankful that no one spoke to him yet. Social interaction was foreign and uneasy. Or perhaps... perhaps even he felt that no one here was good enough to speak to or interesting enough to bother with. That likelihood seemed a little far-fetched given the nature of this examination and where he stood, nearly in last place among those deemed viable. The more likely reality was that he was ashamed of his placement and couldn't bring himself to meet his fellow peers' eyes despite having passed the initial tests.
He lingered near the edge of the smaller crowd, not engaging with anyone as his hands busied themselves shakily with the edges of his sleeves or the hem of his cloak. His blue gaze remained downcast and his demeanor mousey.
He certainly gave the impression of a frail youth who had never worked an honest day in his life, a fish out of water trying desperately to remain unseen by the shore birds that crowded nearby. The atmosphere around him felt charged with unspoken tensions and silent judgments, making every moment a trial in itself. The truth of what lay ahead was obscured, and the real purpose behind the gathering remained shrouded in mystery, leaving Sasha to speculate and question the very essence of his presence there.
As Sasha stood at the edge of the crowd, his eyes widened and a chill shivered down his spine. The thought of being taken away to some unknown fate was terrifying, yet there was a small, dark curiosity within him.
What happened to those separated out? Were they killed? Transformed? His mind raced with possibilities, each more dreadful than the last. Sasha's heart pounded as he considered the implications. The room was alive with tension, the air thick with fear and anticipation.
Sasha's anxiety grew as he heard about the surveillance and the tracking of their every move. The idea of being watched constantly was unnerving. His thoughts were interrupted by the sudden silence that fell over the room as the Sepulchral Priest and the Praetorians entered. Their presence was imposing, and the sight of the red-armored guards carrying pikes and blades made Sasha's hands tremble even more.
The Priest's words shook him to his core. Sasha felt a knot tighten in his stomach as the Priest congratulated them on passing the first exam but warned of the challenges yet to come. The mention of minor houses and great honor felt hollow to him, a distant echo of a life he wasn't sure he belonged to.
As the flames ignited in the air, revealing the faces of
Viers Connory
,
Irina Jesart
, and
Jarek Voss
, Sasha's unease grew. The hostility and anger from the other students were almost tangible, and he knew that these three were now marked targets. He wondered what it would be like to be in their shoes, to have all eyes on him, scrutinizing every move, every mistake.
The announcement of the next trial sent a wave of dread through Sasha. The Labyrinthian, a place of beasts, machines, traps, and guardians, sounded like a nightmare come to life. The prospect of facing such dangers, of possibly encountering other groups and having to outwit or outfight them, was daunting. His mind buzzed with the weight of the criteria they would be judged on: speed, injuries, teamwork, and individual skill. He doubted his abilities and feared he would be a liability to any group he joined.
When the Priest mentioned the real possibility of death, Sasha's blood ran cold as his heart skipped a beat. The thought of bleeding to death on the obsidian floors, with no one to save him, was almost too much to bear. He felt a surge of panic as the room erupted into conversation and fear. Some students wept, others hardened their expressions, and a few unruly ones began to scout for potential targets.
Sasha's instincts told him to find a group quickly, but he was paralyzed by indecision. He scanned the crowd, looking for familiar faces, but everyone seemed like a stranger. His hands continued to fidget with the hem of his cloak, his mind racing with the daunting task ahead. He needed to find allies, people he could trust, but trust was a rare commodity in a place like this.
As the first groups were led into the darkness by the Praetorians, Sasha felt the weight of the situation pressing down on him. He had to make a choice, and he had to make it soon. The fear of the unknown gnawed at him, but he knew he couldn't afford to hesitate any longer.
Everywhere he turned, Sasha found groups that had just been decided or were already full. His heart sank with each rejection, the reality of his isolation pressing down on him like a suffocating weight. Desperation gnawed at him, his blue glassy eyes darting around the room for any sign of an opening. It seemed as though the very walls of the Sith Academy were closing in, threatening to swallow him whole if he couldn't find a place to belong.
He wondered briefly if the three best—Viers Connory, Irina Jesart, and Jarek Voss—would consider working with one another. It would be a smart move, considering the new proverbial hunters' mark they all bore. Their faces, etched in flames, had painted targets on their backs. Joining forces could be their best chance for survival, combining their strengths to ward off the inevitable challenges from envious peers. Adapt or die. The Sith way.
As he scanned the room, Sasha noticed the three champions standing, each surrounded by a small throng of admirers and opportunists.
Sasha's thoughts raced. Approaching any one of them seemed daunting, but it might be his only chance. He imagined the potential backlash—what if they saw him as a threat or a burden? What if they rejected him outright, leaving him even more vulnerable than before? The prospect was terrifying, but so was the thought of facing the Labyrinthian alone or with a weak, hastily-formed group.
His mind churned with the implications. If he could convince one of them to take him in, it might elevate his status and provide the protection he so desperately needed. But which one to approach? Viers, the genius? Irina, with her unyielding will? Or Jarek, with his fiery rage and strength? Each choice carried its own risks and rewards.
He simply couldn't approach any of them. That was the truth of the matter. He was too weak and a liability he thought. As he moved, he caught snippets of conversations around him—fear, bravado, and strategy mingling in a cacophony of anxiety. The room seemed to buzz with an electric tension, each student acutely aware that their next move could mean the difference between life and death.
He hesitated yet still, taking a moment to steady his nerves. His hands shook slightly as he pulled his hood tighter around his face, masking his uncertainty.