A Simpler Life
It was clear [member="Jairdain"] was uncomfortable following [member="Krest"]'s words. Kaalia had simply listened and waited after she had shed light on her view on the philosophical debate the other two, despite the fact she had the temptation to speak out on multiple occasions. Now she saw it to be the right moment to let her voice be heard again. "You want knowledge and happiness. It seems we have similar wants, then." She sat up straight again, the casual and laidback tone replaced with something filled with understanding. "When I grew up, I was conditioned to be a Jedi. From age three I travelled with a Jedi master from planet to planet, and all I knew was the Jedi way," she explained. "It felt... wrong, somehow. Being a Jedi. It wasn't who I was, yet it was the only life I knew. Only when I was sixteen I had the courage to seek my own path. Through that path I found not only knowledge, but also happiness." It was a very short version of what happened, but it was accurate nontheless.
"Now I wish to know, how much of those two things, knowledge and happiness, have the Jedi provided you? Are you satisfied?" It was a genuine question, without prejudice. Where most of the Sith would ask such a question in a sneering way, expecting the answer to be negative, the woman kept an open mind. "Or, do you feel like I used to? Like something is not right, but do you also feel afraid to step into the unknown because of the warnings of the people around you?" Kaalia pocketed the datapad and got up from her chair to walk towards the small kitchen. "My old Jedi master, he always warned me about the evil of the Dark side. He knew nothing about it, however. He was led to believe that the path to Darkness will lead to your destruction by his own teacher, and he learned that from his. None of them dared to seek the truth about the Dark side, but I did. They were all wrong." Sliding open a cupboard she took out a glass, then walk over to a cooler where she took out a bottle of water. Twisting open the bottle, she then poured its contents into the glass before putting the cap back on and placing it back. "But, that's my story. You said you cannot be a Sith. Why so?" The redhead remained in the kitchen area, taking a sip of her glass as she leaned against the counter.
"Now I wish to know, how much of those two things, knowledge and happiness, have the Jedi provided you? Are you satisfied?" It was a genuine question, without prejudice. Where most of the Sith would ask such a question in a sneering way, expecting the answer to be negative, the woman kept an open mind. "Or, do you feel like I used to? Like something is not right, but do you also feel afraid to step into the unknown because of the warnings of the people around you?" Kaalia pocketed the datapad and got up from her chair to walk towards the small kitchen. "My old Jedi master, he always warned me about the evil of the Dark side. He knew nothing about it, however. He was led to believe that the path to Darkness will lead to your destruction by his own teacher, and he learned that from his. None of them dared to seek the truth about the Dark side, but I did. They were all wrong." Sliding open a cupboard she took out a glass, then walk over to a cooler where she took out a bottle of water. Twisting open the bottle, she then poured its contents into the glass before putting the cap back on and placing it back. "But, that's my story. You said you cannot be a Sith. Why so?" The redhead remained in the kitchen area, taking a sip of her glass as she leaned against the counter.