Dawn Comes
The rasping breathing of Sardun's chuckle nearly made Bernard flinch. A light-hearted response had been the last thing he'd expected. His eyes scanned the Master's face for subtle signs, anything that betrayed incongruence between his expression and his emotions. He found nothing. But he didn't allow himself to relax the tension that kept him coiled up in his seat.
With good cause, it seemed. Sardun's next words were bereft of lightness, seeping with the grim gravity of experience. Bernard sank progressively lower in his chair as the Master's truth uncurled.
He flinched at the mention of fire-bombs. The accusation in those words may not have been as sharp as he perceived, but it struck him like the bladed edge of a sword across his skin. Looking into the Master's eyes suddenly became difficult. His gaze lowered to the soft curls of steam rising from his cup during the brief pause in Sardun's speech.
Though his mind was buzzing with wild emotion, a few thoughts solidified enough to be distractions from the whirling chaos.
The simplicity of the dyadic nature of the Force didn't carry over to the people who wielded it. The assumption that it did had been the first of his mistakes, as much began to dawn on him.
But it also raised questions. If the dark side's corruption was not absolute, then how far did a being have to fall to become barred from mercy? Where was the line drawn? His mind began to work up to more and more implications, thoughts racing all of a sudden.
Sardun cut his thoughts' efforts short when he began his speech anew.
Bernard sat with new rigidity to his body, still smaller and hunched, but firm along his spine. His gaze followed the master's gestures and he listened intently to his words. The uncertainty they introduced about the true nature of the dark side, though unpleasant, rattled the rigid beliefs he'd held onto for too long and paved a new way forward. The edge of discovery brought new life that sparked embers in his gut.
Which were then as quickly crushed by the true extent of responsibility the master uncovered.
He sat stunned to silence as the truth of it settled. He didn't respond for several moments, eyes didn't waver in piercing the edge of his cup.
The dark side had been a monolithic evil to him before, manifested in the sea of darkness constituted by a mass of sycophantic servants. Gone were the black waves crashing against white cliffs that so often symbolized the light's battle against the dark side. The truth was much more complicated. Its servants were the smallest ends of roots. They grew each time they touched the mind of a new being, broke into the soil of their innocence, and twisted all good they found beyond recognition, until only darkness remained.
Bernard's fingers tightened around the cup, and he finally glanced up again to meet the Master's gaze.
"The Dark Side, it's not contained to only the Sith that we face in battle. It carries through their actions also? Each one of them, then, is a vessel that leaks malignancy with every step? Malignancy that would seep deeper and deeper into the earth we would preserve, unless we broke those vessels and rid ourselves of their vile blood?"
With good cause, it seemed. Sardun's next words were bereft of lightness, seeping with the grim gravity of experience. Bernard sank progressively lower in his chair as the Master's truth uncurled.
He flinched at the mention of fire-bombs. The accusation in those words may not have been as sharp as he perceived, but it struck him like the bladed edge of a sword across his skin. Looking into the Master's eyes suddenly became difficult. His gaze lowered to the soft curls of steam rising from his cup during the brief pause in Sardun's speech.
Though his mind was buzzing with wild emotion, a few thoughts solidified enough to be distractions from the whirling chaos.
The simplicity of the dyadic nature of the Force didn't carry over to the people who wielded it. The assumption that it did had been the first of his mistakes, as much began to dawn on him.
But it also raised questions. If the dark side's corruption was not absolute, then how far did a being have to fall to become barred from mercy? Where was the line drawn? His mind began to work up to more and more implications, thoughts racing all of a sudden.
Sardun cut his thoughts' efforts short when he began his speech anew.
Bernard sat with new rigidity to his body, still smaller and hunched, but firm along his spine. His gaze followed the master's gestures and he listened intently to his words. The uncertainty they introduced about the true nature of the dark side, though unpleasant, rattled the rigid beliefs he'd held onto for too long and paved a new way forward. The edge of discovery brought new life that sparked embers in his gut.
Which were then as quickly crushed by the true extent of responsibility the master uncovered.
He sat stunned to silence as the truth of it settled. He didn't respond for several moments, eyes didn't waver in piercing the edge of his cup.
The dark side had been a monolithic evil to him before, manifested in the sea of darkness constituted by a mass of sycophantic servants. Gone were the black waves crashing against white cliffs that so often symbolized the light's battle against the dark side. The truth was much more complicated. Its servants were the smallest ends of roots. They grew each time they touched the mind of a new being, broke into the soil of their innocence, and twisted all good they found beyond recognition, until only darkness remained.
Bernard's fingers tightened around the cup, and he finally glanced up again to meet the Master's gaze.
"The Dark Side, it's not contained to only the Sith that we face in battle. It carries through their actions also? Each one of them, then, is a vessel that leaks malignancy with every step? Malignancy that would seep deeper and deeper into the earth we would preserve, unless we broke those vessels and rid ourselves of their vile blood?"