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Soldane Talon
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Matteo Guo-Yian
Alias: Artemis Dreadmoor
Wearing: School Uniform w/
Red Cloak
Artemis felt the warmth of Matteo's hand lacing into hers, the gentle pressure anchoring her in a way she hadn't expected. His touch was steady and familiar, and she found a comfort she couldn't quite explain in that small, reassuring gesture. She glanced up at him, the metallic silver-blue of her eyes softening just a little, her guard lowering, but not fully. Not yet.
He easily brushed aside the encounter with the Lady of Shadows, with such certainty, as if it had just been a random and strange moment in their lives. Perhaps, that was true. But…Luna wasn't so sure. Everything about tonight felt heavier than usual. Almost, like she had been thrown into deep waters without knowing how to swim. Still, Matteo pulled her through it.
An unwitting lifeline.
She could feel his efforts to lighten her mood, to distract her from the gravity of what had just happened. If the great masters at Jutrand Academy heard of their insubordination there would no doubt be repercussions whether they'd intended to draw attention to themselves or not. The way her friend talked about the carnival made the Eternalist Cathedral feel like a distant storm cloud that was destined to float away. The accepting notion of a candy apple, of fairy floss, like they were just regular kids looking for a fun evening made her smile. Though, it was small and fleeting.
The pale child appreciated it, truly, but her mind still buzzed with the remnants of the Sith Lord's presence. The memory of her words lingering in the air…Like an unfinished thought.
Her senses felt…frayed. Echani tended to see things more clearly and Luna was no exception to that. Her mixed heritage meant that her senses weren't innately quite as keen as her mother's but that didn't mean she couldn't learn. Artemis just needed to try harder to understand the unspoken cues that every living being suffered. The movement of the crowd around them, the sharpness of the autumn air, the warmth of Matteo's hand in her own—It all seemed amplified, yet distant, as if she were half in the world and half out of it.
She looked up at her friend again, trying to ground herself in the here and now. He was taller than she was, and she found herself leaning up on her tiptoes to look around at the varying vendors. Her curiosity felt called out when he asked if she'd even been to a carnival before and her cheeks took on a pink hue while she ducked her head for a moment.
"No…", she admitted, her voice still tinged with the seriousness of earlier…But it was lighter now.
"I haven't. We…Never left home. We were never allowed."
Artemis let herself be pulled along, her steps matching his as they weaved through the bustling crowd. The festive lights danced eerily around them, casting everything in a warm, almost surreal glow. She could hear the laughter, the music, the clatter of games being played, and for a few stolen moments, she felt her worries begin to fade. Her mind was still on high alert, every movement in her periphery causing her to glance over, scanning for danger…
But—She was trying. Trying, to let go. Even just a little. For him.
"Sometimes…I feel like…like I'm not enough, you know?"
She was terrible, apparently, at making light-hearted conversation. Her words were hesitant, unsure, but she spoke them anyway.
"Like, no matter what I do, I'll always be in someone's shadow."
The admission was coupled with a shy smile, almost embarrassed by the admission.
"But…Maybe I don't have to be. Maybe, being me is enough."
There was a pause, and then she added, with a hint of mischief creeping back in.
"Besides…You know I can beat you at any carnival game, right?", her smile widened just a little, the shyness still there, but now wrapped in a playful challenge. Competition was something she understood so much more than the messy network of
feelings she was desperately trying to navigate. It was also her way of lightening the moment—
She pivoted when she saw the candy apple vendor and tugged Matteo with her.
"My mom, she loves fairy floss…", the idle thought escaped her while they found a place in line and Luna kept leaning up to see what sort of apples they offered. They were heads and shoulders shorter than most of the bodies ahead of them.
"Oooh…Candy or caramel?"