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Matteo Guo-Yian
Alias: Artemis Dreadmoor
Wearing: School Uniform w/
Red Cloak
Luna's lips twitched in amusement as she watched Matteo carefully examine the caramel apple like it was some sort of puzzle he needed to solve. His earlier haughty sniff had already been ruined by the pure delight in his eyes when she handed him the sweet. Several years older, he said, but in that moment, he looked more like a kid than someone lecturing her about age.
She almost laughed, but her mind was still on the heavier things they had just discussed. His words lingered, echoing in her thoughts. That she was
enough. It felt good, hearing that from him. Better than she'd expected, even though part of her was still wary. She didn't let people in easily. She couldn't. Not with the secrets she carried nor the truth about who she was—who her mother and father were. Matteo didn't know the reality of that, and it needed to stay that way.
When he spoke about his own mother, Luna listened closely, her hand instinctively tightening around the caramel apple stick. She kept her gaze on him, even though she wasn't sure how to respond. Artemis appreciated his honesty, the way he spoke of his own feelings about family while offering her comfort. But every word about survival, about love being expressed through making sure she could fight and stay alive, hit a little too close to home.
The Sith Empress, distant and cold, was always protecting them but never seemingly
close. It was hard to reconcile love with the image of a woman who was more myth than person to most, even to her children sometimes.
But she couldn't tell Matteo that.
She glanced at him, seeing the earnestness in his eyes, and then back down at her apple. She decided to be careful, to give him some truth but keep the rest locked away. Luna found that she didn't like keeping things from him…But the consequences were beyond severe. If Tea-yo knew it might put him in more danger than even Jutrand Academy had to offer.
"Well…", Artemis began, her voice soft but thoughtful,
"My mother has always been… complicated. She made sure we could defend ourselves, that we knew where we came from, tradition, and everything about our dad…But love?" She paused, her fingers nervously twirling the apple stick.
"She's never said it outright that I remember…"
"Maybe in Echani."
Luna's eyes flickered toward Matteo again, catching the light from the festival around them.
"But I think you're right. She does care, in her own way. Making sure that we're capable… that's how she shows it. Even if it's not with words—She does give these really…really great hugs." She smiled faintly, the soft memory adding a touch of lightness to her voice. Lunaria had always thought it to be perfume, the scent of jasmine and rain, but it was something remembered clearly. Her mother always smelled of it. So much so, that Luna often sat in the rain when she was gone... Trying to remember.
It was still hard, though. There was so much more Matteo didn't know—so much she couldn't tell him. She thought about what he'd said, about how that's what Sith did
: they made sure the people they loved stayed alive. That was what her mother had done—what her father might have done if he was still himself. But love, real love, seemed so far away from that.
She glanced at the apple, finally deciding to take a bite, the caramel sticking to her lips. She winced a little as the sweetness overwhelmed her senses, but then quickly recovered, offering Matteo a mischievous grin
. "You know…", she said, wiping the sticky mess away with a napkin,
"For someone who's 'several years older', you're still trying to figure out how to eat a caramel apple, aren't you?"
Her eyes gleamed with a playful challenge, the heaviness of their earlier conversation seeming to have evolved and shifted.
"I'm glad you've got all this wisdom to share—", she teased, leaning closer,
"—because clearly, I'm going to need it to navigate this carnival without making a mess of myself. Or calling over more Ladies of the Shadows because I'm a crybaby…"
She was joking,
partially.
Artemis might have been young, but she was learning how to play the game. Not just those that the carnival offered, but one that involved keeping her secrets close, protecting what little of herself she could, while still letting someone in just enough to feel…
normal.
For now, she'd let Matteo's belief stand.
"Anyway…", the flaxen-haired child added with a sly, cheeky smile,
"I'll take your word on the whole 'Sith survival equals love' thing. But hurry up, chomp chomp, I want to beat you at archery…We get to shoot shrunken skulls."
There was something in her tone that was a little too excited about the activity…But it was more about holding a weapon than the grotesque nature of it. She felt bereft without one—It was something she knew.
Not this wild, confusing emotional roller coaster.