Allyson didn't hear anything else he spoke of, except those words and the name of the Jedi he suggested that would help him. She looked at Ryv and shook her head, "I don't know him." It was all she said on the matter, no one was allowed in her head. It was a mess, and she could feel every fiber of her being torn each way, unraveling like a ball of yarn. The fear of having someone in her mind and pushing things aside to organize it made the Corellian hold her breath, she remembered how Kaine Zambrano pulled delicate memories from her mind. He used them against her; he used Kaili against her, fear settled in and shook her head again.
My life is secrets... I'm a spy...I lie and have secrets.
She thought quietly to herself, there was nothing more she could say on the matter. If he knew everything she had done, if he knew every face she had been, he would condemn her. "Ryv I -" He moved away, she already knew he had gotten some sort of message. The device he used emitted that much to the Mechu Deru Master, she tilted her head, now having a focus that wasn't her own mind. His hand beckoned her, and she followed and poked her head up to see. Unlike the Jedi, she had been able to zoom into the sight head of them with the contact lenses she wore, Loske was talking to someone, and when she realized who it was, she felt the wind knocked out of her. Allyson sank where she was standing and fell inwardly, why was Jorryn on this side of the battlefield? A hand shook in front of her mouth as she fought the urge to say the woman's name.
Ryv's voice was muffled, but she was able to figure out what he wanted to do once he blew the wall. Gathering her blaster from her side, she chased the man doing her best to make it look like they had gotten into a scuffle, and he was on the run.
"Rae!"
She heard the lyrical voice of her lover the closer they got. Rae tensed and worry coursed through her as she knew that Jorryn had followed her into danger. It didn't matter that the woman was the Lord Inquisitor, Rae felt responsible, wanted to protect her, and her heart ached to know that she could be hurt because of the lies. There was no blur, nothing to announce Allyson becoming Rae, she didn't even feel the shift, a part of her wondered if she yet had done so. Rae and Allyson's lines were blurred so much that the Shadow couldn't discern when Rae took over.
The blaster shots started hitting closer and closer to the Kiffar, aiming at his feet now instead of the area around him. None would hit him, but when she drew close enough to Jorryn and Loske, Rae tossed aside the blaster and felt the force course through her frame. Eyes widened as she watched Jorryn turn her back on Loske, she was open for the woman to attack, and something inside of her cried out through the Force subconsciously to her friend, her best friend, her rock.
LOSKE NO! DON'T HURT HER!
As the words echoed in the Force to the blonde Kiffar, images flashed from deep in Rae's memories into the woman's mind, latching on to her affinity for Psychometry. These memories were full of the Echani Sith and Allyson's cover. Every smile the woman had ever given to her attendant, every time the woman showed the frustration she felt, and the times when she was vulnerable in front of her. Words echoed behind each flash of memory for Loske to hear, and with each word, she would feel the ebb and flow of her emotions tied to them.
"You would follow me anywhere? Even if this dream became a nightmare?"
"Make me feel better."
The words would continue to repeat themselves, growing louder. One memory continued to stick out, it was blurry, the feelings of fear and loss would vibrate through as muffled words echoed. It would be at the end of the sequence that Jorryn's face would turn and face whoever was beside her, the moment the mesmerizing gaze of the Echani would send a calm warmth through the memory. The rest of the world would cut out, leaving only the woman.
"They'll wait, I'm where I want to be."
The connection would fade, releasing Loske from the barrage of memories. Rae drew closer as she reached out with the Force and pushed Loske away from Jorryn, hoping to prevent any attack heading towards the woman. As Jorryn ran to her, Rae's Force powered sprint would allow her to move between the two Jedi and her Charge.
I'm sorry.
It would be the last thing Loske heard from the Corellian.
Without her blaster and not caring for her next action, Rae opened her palm and drew the blue lightsaber from her side. The blade ignited, crackled as the crystal felt the imbalance in the woman. Its ion blade distorted slightly as she held it in front of her, ready to defend the Echani if necessary. It was hard to discern if she was acting anymore or if her most authentic emotions were showing. Emerald eyes scanned the two Jedi and ensured her body protected the woman. It was her job to protect Lord Inquisitor. It was one she took seriously, especially with how she felt towards the woman. "Jorryn, are you okay?" Concern bled through her Imperial tone as she took deep breaths; even in her position, her focus was on the woman she stood in front of.
Nodding to Loske and Ryv, "You two should leave here."