Private Onward to Disaster!

[Mi'la Undari]

Onward to Disaster

Location: In Space

Tags: Wu Yeoh-Mei
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Mi'la was never one for turning down hugs, and took what Wu offered her eagerly. Though being told to rethink her condition was not something she had given thought to, and as she hugged the woman tightly, she pondered if perhaps her curse might actually be a blessing. It wasn't consideration she had before. How could the fact she would become a monster in time be anything but a curse? Was it possible she had another purpose in this life, or was this merely how things were meant to go? She hadn't a clue.

She looked to Wu as the woman took the bottle and drained it, asking Mi'la how she viewed it. "It's....half full I suppose." She said, not entirely sure, frankly this sort of question varied based on how she felt. "I'd like to think I know how to help others, but, some days I'm just not sure." She said quietly, eyes going shut, as she simply held Wu tightly, a sea of worries and concerns starting to coil and grip at her mind now.

 

[Wu Yeoh-Mei]

Mi'la Undari

Wu continued to embrace the woman and listen to her as she thought about what best to say. "From what I have seen you do know how to help others... you wanted to come here... you helped make sure it was safe and had the ideas of what to do. You helped here protect the world and those who might come here." She said it with a look at her and standing in the kitchen area as she looked at the twi'lek and could see the artificial lekku. She pulled back and looked at her going for the full eye contact. "There we go, now your thoughts are heavy but well worth it... just think of it along the lines of this. All experiences good or bad bring wisdom... and wisdom is important to pass along. The greatest teacher is failure a wise man once said and you can pass along all that you have learned the good and the bad so that it might help others."

 

[Mi'la Undari]

Onward to Disaster

Location: In Space

Tags: Wu Yeoh-Mei
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Mi'la had wished that she could believe even a fragment of what Wu said, but sadly, she could not in this moment. "I want to help, but I know I am a danger to others Wu, I don't know how to stop that, or control that. In time, I will destroy everything I come in contact with. I don't know what to do." She muttered, shaking her head as if she was trying to knock something loose from her mind.

She found Wu looking at her, pain radiating from within the Twi'leks form. She couldn't accept failure, not with what was at stake. "If I fail, people die. I can't accept that Wu. No one gets help if I end up killing them." She affirmed, though, couldn't work out if she actually believed that or not. She wasn't sure if the woman understood or not, but if nothing else, she just wanted to be heard right now.

 

[Wu Yeoh-Mei]

Mi'la Undari

SHe listened to her and nodded. "I get it but so far you haven't gotten me killed. So consider that a win." SHe said it and went to take a seat. "Don't overthink it though... for now you are doing fine.. you are helping people." She motioned to the area next to her so she could sit down. "You might become dangerous and that is why you have friends who can stop you.. you have those who care about you there to act like an anchor and try to pull you back. I do that for Kurenai in case she goes to far in a job... I do that for my padawans and former padawans should theirr needs to feed on force users become to strong."