Kaili Talith
Forgotten, not gone.
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The fact that neither of them seemed any wiser than the other as to what they were supposed to do didn’t bode very well. Kaili looked at the dancing lights as well as the glowing Jedi next to her and couldn’t help but wonder what she had gotten herself into. She felt his strength drain by the seconds and knew that she had to do something, but what that was escaped her. Kaili turned to look at Theodor and he whispered something back to her. He could only keep it open for so long, she would have to be the one to lead them there. She blinked before letting her focus shift back to the light and those that danced around her. An idea crossed her mind but she didn’t like it. Not at all. Because the thing she shared with these kids was something she wasn’t sure Theo could feel, but Kaili knew exactly how the kids felt. The hopelessness and fear, the tears they’d have wept had they been alive and the nightmares they would have had to endure. It was a part of Kaili’s life she had kept under lock and bar for a good many years at this point. She didn’t like them, she hated them, but right now she needed them.
“Okay.” A sigh of defeat parted Kaili’s lips and she stretched her arms out wide to try her best at beckoning the souls of dead children to their death. It was an idea as morbid as she felt. “Okay.” Kaili repeated mainly for herself in order to try and steady herself mentally. “I can do this.”
Expanding her presence in the force she kept her arms by her side and closed her eyes to keep the light that burst out of the door from blinding her. Allyson had taught the blonde girl that the easiest way to connect someone was through a shared experience. For Allyson it had been her dead family on Corellia, and to Kaili it was to return to one of the bigger psychological wounds that still gushed whenever she stepped inside of ships. Kaili felt as her heart began to beat against her chest as emotions she had wanted to keep suppressed and buried was allowed to resurface. She felt the way they drew to her and danced around her like an angelic vision, yet Kaili was just at the precipice of a nightmare she had never wished to induce..
A deafening sound of metal shrieking in phantom pain filled the room accompanied by the crashest and bangs against a hull getting itself torn apart for each second that they spent in freefall through the atmosphere. The spirits and Kaili both had experienced this, she felt the way more and more drew to her as the sounds continued. Tears began to roll down her cheeks as the continued sounds of people in pain and terror echoed from wall to wall all across the chamber. The imagery grew apparent before her, she saw the way they all died, felt their lives fade from life to death, existence to permanent nonexistence. Some old, many more young. Some because they were torn out, others because they were torn apart when Kaili was not. She had remained seated in the pilot’s seat trying to steer a ship out of her league to a merciful death. Years later, when Kaili was still in a deep depression her brother had told her that she had succeeded with it, but she still couldn’t quite tell herself that.
It was hard to believe something like that when you had felt every single thing as person after person died around you. Yet she, just like a few unlucky souls in this very cave lived to tell the tale about it. There were few things that haunted her as much as the images of Maila did. From the moment the insectoids tore into her midriff to the way her blood ran between the cracks of Kaili’s fingers to the way she cradled her best friend to death when her last words had parted her lips in a whisper asking the one question that Kaili had asked herself for so long now. “Why Kay?”
Why was it that she had survived?
She should have died that day but didn’t. The tears on her cheeks began to burn the closer to the crack she got. It didn’t want her to approach, she felt the way the void pushed her back. Eyes opened to stare into the bright lit void Kaili had been denied for so long, the void that had taken so many people out of her life already. It was terrifying, it was beautiful. It was the light at the end of the tunnel. This door was the end, quite simply put and she was not allowed to step inside.
One little ball of energy detached itself from her and the closer she got the more of them detached. First in chains of two, five, eight, before eventually they all erupted into an explosion of souls that seeped through the door seeking peace. Kaili felt her own energy start to fade. The last soul swept through the cracks and then they closed. Something threw Kali off her feet and back towards Theodor. Heart still pounding against her chest she felt herself heave for air.
“We did it.” One breath passed before another until eventually she sat up next to Theo. “At least I think we did it.”
Eyes set on the man’s body as it laid prone next to her.
Panic.
“Theodor?” She slapped him across the cheek, mercilessly. “Hey. Wake up. Theodor!”
No, she didn’t like this. With the memories fresh on her mind it quite simply brought back too much. Hands latched onto his arms to shake him awake. “Theodor, wake up!”
“Wake up!”
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