Objective I - Defend the Temple
Location: Krayiss II, Temple-Library
Allies: TSE
Foes: GA
IDK I'm Conflicted:
Viers Connory
OH GOD RUN AWAY:
The Amalgam
's Sith Spirits
Eva's head spun as she tried to make sense of the Jedi's words (it didn't help that they came between blood-choked gasps). How could you be a soldier - and in her mind, based on what she'd seen on Muunilist and what the morale officers had told her, the Jedi were just fancy mystical soldiers - and believe that life, all life, was sacred? The young corporal was rather fond of being alive, and there were plenty of lives that were sacred
to her, but all of them lived inside the borders of the Empire she'd sworn to fight for. If she thought about the lives she'd been sent to take in defense of those borders too hard, all that happened was that she felt sick and sad.
You had to push that aside and be willing to kill if you wanted to defend your family and your way of life... right? That was what she'd always been told. If all life really
was sacred, you had to forget or ignore or deny that fact when you went to war. The pale-haired Jedi woman on Muunilist hadn't had any trouble with that; Eva would never forget how she'd summoned the inferno that had killed Kafka and Irinov, and left Sergeant Zenik a burn-scarred wreck of a man. The young corporal had never truly
hated anyone before that moment, but she hated the pale-haired Jedi now. In her dreams she killed that woman again and again, and it felt like justice.
That had been a Jedi. The woman in front of her was a Jedi. How could their beliefs be so utterly different?
“You are not part of my war.” That stopped Eva cold and sent her baffled mind spinning back in the opposite direction. What the
feth was it supposed to mean? Technically the Sith Empire was involved in half a dozen wars - against the New Imperial Order, against the Galactic Alliance, against Ashlan fanatics and Maw raiders and Bryn'adul monsters and two separate factions of Sith separatists. They all blended together in the young corporal's mind, becoming just
THE War, the Empire's eternal struggle to firm against all the outside forces trying to tear it down. But she had a feeling that the Jedi wasn't talking about any of that.
My war.
If
her war wasn't against Eva's squad and the government it represented, then who
was it against?
Anger bubbled up in Eva's chest again as she considered the implications. So Kerelenko's death had been what, an accident? Collateral damage in whatever mystical battle the Jedi thought she was fighting? Was this some kind of
higher power,
clash of philosophies mumbo jumbo that boiled down to
I didn't mean to kill you, just tear down what you stand for? But that didn't feel fair, either. Eva had been in enough battles to know that clear plans and good intentions still didn't make war a clean, uncomplicated thing. People you didn't mean to hurt, people who had nothing to do with the war you were fighting,
always got hurt anyway.
And using force was a funny thing. Violence had a will of its own; you could wield it, but it was like a twisting serpent, always trying to get free and cause more harm than you ever intended. When Eva had been fifteen, back on Soullex, she'd gone into town one day to help her mom sell their farm's meager produce. There'd been a guy and his girlfriend walking out of a bar, and another man had shouted something lewd at the girlfriend. The boyfriend was furious, punches were traded... and the catcaller ended up dead on the ground. No one had wanted that; it'd just gotten out of control. Once a fight started, it was hard to hurt people
just a little.
The fact that the Jedi hadn't wanted to kill Kerelenko didn't bring him back... but it meant
something.
Eva still wasn't sure what to think, much less what to
say. She was saved from having to choose when the Jedi suddenly crawled toward her. For a moment the young corporal panicked... but it was clear that the fading woman was doing her best to be nonthreatening.
“My name is Viers,” she said, and brushed her hand over Eva's gashed scalp. The trooper shivered at her touch, then relaxed. Warmth was spreading through her, radiating out from the Jedi's touch. The wound stopped hurting.
Why? If the Jedi could do this, why wasn't she doing it to herself? Why use what had to be the last of her strength to help someone who might still kill or capture her?
“Survive, for your friend,” the Jedi said, and then collapsed. Eva leaned forward automatically, checking her breathing and pulse; both were present, but faint. What had
that been about? Some kind of penance for killing Kerelenko? Had she really meant everything she said, then? The young corporal shook her head, but found it no clearer. She was in the same position she had been before Viers had spoken: with no idea whatsoever of what to do. Zenik was still out cold, and it looked like Rance had passed out too, likely from the pain of his broken ribs. Both were men that Viers could have killed, if she'd wanted to.
You are not part of my war.
That meant there was no one there to see what Eva did next, to praise or damn her choice. She reached for her gun.
At that moment, purple lightning flashed overhead, a "light" that somehow
darkened the temple-library instead. Eva shrieked and covered her head with her arms, terrified.
What the feth was that?! In its wake, the temperature in the hallway seemed to drop ten degrees... and new sounds came, a howling and scratching that drove the young corporal wild with terror. That was when she saw them: the ghosts she'd noticed at the edges of her vision for her entire stay on this accursed planet, the spirits of ancient monsters dead but not gone. They drifted up out of the temple's dark stone, crawling and hovering and skittering, a mass of ephemeral horrors.
They passed over - and even
through - Rance and Zenik without so much as slowing. But when they saw Viers...
In that instant, Corporal Evalina Betrik was deeply unsure of a thousand things. She wasn't sure whether what the Jedi had said and done was enough, whether
anything could ever make her forgive the murder of her friend. She wasn't sure what the Jedi had meant about fighting a different war, or why this one seemed so different from the Jedi she'd met before. She wasn't sure what was right: to give the Jedi a quick, clean death, or to hand her over to the Inquisitors, or to just leave her here to bleed and let Typhojem choose her fate. But she
was sure of one thing, beyond all doubt: Viers didn't deserve to be eaten alive by those
things.
And if she abandoned the Jedi here, that was exactly what was going to happen.
So Eva made what might have been the stupidest mistake she'd ever made, or perhaps started down the beginning of a different path. Forcing herself to her feet, she lifted Viers in a fireman's carry, slinging the Jedi's slender form over both shoulders as if carrying a heavy bag of muja fruit back home. Then she ran, sprinting as fast as she dared while carrying a person's full weight, pelting up the hallway from which Viers had come.
"Feth me this is stupid," she said, and the words became her mantra, repeated every few frantic steps.
"This is stupid. This is stupid. Why the feth did I do this, this is so stupid." But she didn't stop running.
The cold wind and angry whispers at her back made sure she never slowed down.
The sounds of fighting grew louder as she neared the entrance, and Eva realized all the more acutely just how mad her impulsive action had been. What would anyone on either side see when she came running around the corner, an unconscious Jedi balanced across her back? What would they assume? This was a good way to get one or both of them killed. But the young corporal didn't stop. She had a feeling that the Sith ghosts would tear
her apart just as readily as the Jedi at this point. Her mind reeled, then settled on a memory, something she'd noticed on the way in: a small side door in one of the guardrooms, leading to a courtyard.
Eva turned and tore through that guardroom, giving thanks to Typhojem that it was empty, and hammered her armored fist into the door controls. The Left-Handed God must be watching, because it slid open without requiring security clearance. There was an echo-scream of ghostly rage behind her as she emerged into the courtyard, panting hard. No more time to think, no time to consider or judge; she'd put herself on the line for this Jedi, to spare her an eternity of horrors joining the spirits bound to this awful place, and that was all she could do. She gently lowered the other woman onto a dark stone bench. This was near GA lines. They'd find her.
"Goodbye, Viers," she said, shaking her head.
"I have no fething idea what to think about you." Then she ran.