Become One With All Things
Ryv remained silent as Romi spoke, his eyes locked on the red-headed youth at her side. He recognized that look in her eyes—that hunger for more, something to tie over the urging, to silence the nagging. Kyra's reaction made sense given the context. The poor kid was a junkie, and if Ryv had to wager a guess, the life probably did it to her.
"None of that crap is good for you, kid," Ryv stated after Romi stopped speaking. "Take it from me. Years go by in the blink of an eye, and suddenly, you're full of regrets you're never gonna shake. Better to get off the spice now while you can. That feelin' you got, that jonesin' for another hit, only gets worse. Folks won't be by your side forever. Make use of 'em now," he nodded towards Romi. "Addiction is an illness, one of the worst of 'em. You'll need someone like her to dig you out of that hole you've made for yourself."
He looked away from her, his amber gaze drawn back to Romi. "Like I said, boss, I want my boys to walk away from this a-ok. I don't want them to spend the rest of their lives strugglin' to get out of bed in the morning because of something they did when they were young, scared, and angry. Redemption, rehabilitation, atonement, call it whatever you want. Everyone deserves the chance. Even the Sith... it just can't come at the cost of hundreds, if not thousands, of innocent lives."
At that, Ryv nodded towards the Master and closed his eyes. The memories flowed from her mind to his, guided along the ethereal strands woven together to form the great empyrean.
The kiffar's breath caught in his throat at first sight. Oceiros? He hadn't seen the epicanthix since Korriban, the day the Sith sacrificed hundreds of captured Jedi in their baleful ritual to create a nexus within the force, one bound to the will of Bogan. This memory predated Korriban. It had to of been Bastion. Sith-Imperial legionnaires marched through the streets, their heightened positions far more defensible than the uphill climb both the New Empire and the Galactic Alliance were forced to face. Ryv could see the pain on his friend's face. The hurt in his heart at having to issue orders no man ever wanted to utter. Unfortunately, it was war. If they did not fight with the same conviction as their enemies, more lives would have been lost. Such harsh realities did not make that any easier.
The next one felt like a punch to the chest. His leg slid back reflexively, the kiffar's gloved hand finding Aelys' shoulder instinctively to balance himself.
Maynard, of course, it had to be him. There was no doubt about it. The Jedi-General fought with the very convictions needed to win such a war. An enemy like the Sith cared not for rhyme nor reason. If only his friend hadn't fallen to the darkness. Ryv had failed him by putting his faith in the Concordian time and time again, ignoring the signs, while the kiffar hoped he could do better. Hope would never be enough in the face of the Crimson Shadow. Ryv should've known that. He could've been better. If only he'd been strong enough to face his friend before his fall from grace. And now, with Loske gone, his brother's future looked grim.
Another memory, another blow to the Jedi Knight's mental. He dropped to a knee, his hand finding his head as his jaw tightened. Tears welled up in his glazed-over eyes.
"Bernard," Ryv muttered.
Soft voices that could not belong to an elder of the Sith echoed from below the arkanian. Ryv already heard this story. He knew those two got away, but if they were there, how many others could there be? He knew the Sith indoctrinated from a young age, but the archives spoke differently. Children were not herded into these temples and academies like younglings were. What were they doing there? How did Bernard fare after what happened?
Rhis' appearance didn't entirely surprise the kiffar. He knew of the nautolan's troubled past. The Sith did to Rhis what they'd done to so many others. They tore his home apart, wrenched his life away from him, and turned it all on its head. Just as they did Ryv, and Maynard, and most of the New Jedi Order for that matter. Ryv couldn't fault him for the pain he felt, nor the desire to purge the galaxy of what plagued it. Yet, seeing the crusader as he cut effortlessly through those ill-prepared to face him concerned the kiffar. The nautolan, paired with Rurik, could've overcome those who came at them early enough, but the academy was teeming with the Sith. There were dozens, if not hundreds more, on the planet, all of them heightened by the sacrificial ritual performed all across the planet. How long could that strategy last? There were so many questions, yet no answers to be found, even in the memories running through his mind.
The dark side ran rampant on Korriban. All of the Jedi there were not Skywalkers and Sunstriders. Most weren't prepared for where the Alliance determined them most useful. The sandstorm, wreathed in dark magics, coupled with the horrific ritual, was more than enough to overcome even the greatest of Jedi. Unfortunately, the New Jedi Order wasn't the greatest of the Jedi. They were young adults, brought up without masters, expected to fight a war, so many refused.
Ryv came back to, a hand rose to wipe down tear-stricken cheeks.
"This was..." Ryv took a deep breath, steadying himself to the best of his ability. "Yeah," he pushed himself to his feet. "A lot of what happened here is terrible, but... I dunno. I mean- it's a war. I don't know how much time you've spent with the New Jedi Order, Romi, but we aren't like you guys. You know, Coren, Cedric, and the other greats like Luke Skywalker. We aren't strong in the force. We didn't have masters. We've kinda just been left to fend for ourselves. When the Bryn'adul came around, or the Sith at Kintan, we knew we had to fight. The force has given us a means of fighting for others, and we want to do that to create a better future. It's just..."
He sighed. "No one was there for any of us. Now, I'm tryin' to change that. We're trying to help mentor those who come after us, like Rose and Aelys," he motioned to his two padawans, a somber smile on his lips. "I don't want this to happen again. None of us will walk away from this war cause, well, we have to fight it. But that doesn't mean we can't be better about it. Like I said earlier, we need help. No."
He shook his head at that. "I need help: you, Quill, Coren, Cotan, whoever. You all have so much more experience than me. I'm lookin' to your wisdom here cause we need it now, more than any other time."
Ryv slowly slid his hands back into his pockets, uncomfortable with the thought of his trembling digits on full display.
"I hold myself accountable for my Jedi. I'll gladly spend the rest of my life in prison if it means granting them the chance to have a long, well-deserved life after all this is over. We just need to make it there first, and to do it, I think we're gonna need your help."
"None of that crap is good for you, kid," Ryv stated after Romi stopped speaking. "Take it from me. Years go by in the blink of an eye, and suddenly, you're full of regrets you're never gonna shake. Better to get off the spice now while you can. That feelin' you got, that jonesin' for another hit, only gets worse. Folks won't be by your side forever. Make use of 'em now," he nodded towards Romi. "Addiction is an illness, one of the worst of 'em. You'll need someone like her to dig you out of that hole you've made for yourself."
He looked away from her, his amber gaze drawn back to Romi. "Like I said, boss, I want my boys to walk away from this a-ok. I don't want them to spend the rest of their lives strugglin' to get out of bed in the morning because of something they did when they were young, scared, and angry. Redemption, rehabilitation, atonement, call it whatever you want. Everyone deserves the chance. Even the Sith... it just can't come at the cost of hundreds, if not thousands, of innocent lives."
At that, Ryv nodded towards the Master and closed his eyes. The memories flowed from her mind to his, guided along the ethereal strands woven together to form the great empyrean.
The kiffar's breath caught in his throat at first sight. Oceiros? He hadn't seen the epicanthix since Korriban, the day the Sith sacrificed hundreds of captured Jedi in their baleful ritual to create a nexus within the force, one bound to the will of Bogan. This memory predated Korriban. It had to of been Bastion. Sith-Imperial legionnaires marched through the streets, their heightened positions far more defensible than the uphill climb both the New Empire and the Galactic Alliance were forced to face. Ryv could see the pain on his friend's face. The hurt in his heart at having to issue orders no man ever wanted to utter. Unfortunately, it was war. If they did not fight with the same conviction as their enemies, more lives would have been lost. Such harsh realities did not make that any easier.
The next one felt like a punch to the chest. His leg slid back reflexively, the kiffar's gloved hand finding Aelys' shoulder instinctively to balance himself.
Maynard, of course, it had to be him. There was no doubt about it. The Jedi-General fought with the very convictions needed to win such a war. An enemy like the Sith cared not for rhyme nor reason. If only his friend hadn't fallen to the darkness. Ryv had failed him by putting his faith in the Concordian time and time again, ignoring the signs, while the kiffar hoped he could do better. Hope would never be enough in the face of the Crimson Shadow. Ryv should've known that. He could've been better. If only he'd been strong enough to face his friend before his fall from grace. And now, with Loske gone, his brother's future looked grim.
Another memory, another blow to the Jedi Knight's mental. He dropped to a knee, his hand finding his head as his jaw tightened. Tears welled up in his glazed-over eyes.
"Bernard," Ryv muttered.
Soft voices that could not belong to an elder of the Sith echoed from below the arkanian. Ryv already heard this story. He knew those two got away, but if they were there, how many others could there be? He knew the Sith indoctrinated from a young age, but the archives spoke differently. Children were not herded into these temples and academies like younglings were. What were they doing there? How did Bernard fare after what happened?
Rhis' appearance didn't entirely surprise the kiffar. He knew of the nautolan's troubled past. The Sith did to Rhis what they'd done to so many others. They tore his home apart, wrenched his life away from him, and turned it all on its head. Just as they did Ryv, and Maynard, and most of the New Jedi Order for that matter. Ryv couldn't fault him for the pain he felt, nor the desire to purge the galaxy of what plagued it. Yet, seeing the crusader as he cut effortlessly through those ill-prepared to face him concerned the kiffar. The nautolan, paired with Rurik, could've overcome those who came at them early enough, but the academy was teeming with the Sith. There were dozens, if not hundreds more, on the planet, all of them heightened by the sacrificial ritual performed all across the planet. How long could that strategy last? There were so many questions, yet no answers to be found, even in the memories running through his mind.
The dark side ran rampant on Korriban. All of the Jedi there were not Skywalkers and Sunstriders. Most weren't prepared for where the Alliance determined them most useful. The sandstorm, wreathed in dark magics, coupled with the horrific ritual, was more than enough to overcome even the greatest of Jedi. Unfortunately, the New Jedi Order wasn't the greatest of the Jedi. They were young adults, brought up without masters, expected to fight a war, so many refused.
Ryv came back to, a hand rose to wipe down tear-stricken cheeks.
"This was..." Ryv took a deep breath, steadying himself to the best of his ability. "Yeah," he pushed himself to his feet. "A lot of what happened here is terrible, but... I dunno. I mean- it's a war. I don't know how much time you've spent with the New Jedi Order, Romi, but we aren't like you guys. You know, Coren, Cedric, and the other greats like Luke Skywalker. We aren't strong in the force. We didn't have masters. We've kinda just been left to fend for ourselves. When the Bryn'adul came around, or the Sith at Kintan, we knew we had to fight. The force has given us a means of fighting for others, and we want to do that to create a better future. It's just..."
He sighed. "No one was there for any of us. Now, I'm tryin' to change that. We're trying to help mentor those who come after us, like Rose and Aelys," he motioned to his two padawans, a somber smile on his lips. "I don't want this to happen again. None of us will walk away from this war cause, well, we have to fight it. But that doesn't mean we can't be better about it. Like I said earlier, we need help. No."
He shook his head at that. "I need help: you, Quill, Coren, Cotan, whoever. You all have so much more experience than me. I'm lookin' to your wisdom here cause we need it now, more than any other time."
Ryv slowly slid his hands back into his pockets, uncomfortable with the thought of his trembling digits on full display.
"I hold myself accountable for my Jedi. I'll gladly spend the rest of my life in prison if it means granting them the chance to have a long, well-deserved life after all this is over. We just need to make it there first, and to do it, I think we're gonna need your help."
Vexander Graves
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Romi Jade | Julius Sedaire | Aaran Tafo | Viers Connory | Kyra Perl
Romi Jade | Julius Sedaire | Aaran Tafo | Viers Connory | Kyra Perl