WolfMortum
OOC Account
Heading downstairs felt like a chore, one of those things that you didn't want to do yet you knew you had to. There were certain obligations that kept Veiere reluctant from telling her not to mention the possibility of embarrassing himself and potentially ruining the relationship they held already; he felt like a youngling again some days when he thought to much into his feelings. It had been a great many years since he had pursued any sort of romantic interest, not since he was senior Padawan back on Svivren. At the time the lectures from the Masters seemed to be so crucial, so necessary to distance ones self from their feelings, see straight and clear without the haste of ones heart and the desire for anything outside of the oath that they had given. Nowadays, thinking back on how things had gone then, it wasn't difficult to see why some disagreed with the teachings of the Jedi Order and thought them to be extreme in their expectations...
...Still, the fact was that the feelings were very much there and Veiere was his own man now, with his own pursuits and interests to prioritize. Being with [member="Lady Kay"] was one such priority; She had been there through his leave of Exile when everything else seemed to amount to failings. She had comforted and encouraged him after mimban where the shroud of darkness and death had stained his aura and soured his mind and now here on Commoner, without her help, his life would be looking very different.
Finding the center of the living room however, Veiere lowered himself to the wooden floor, crossing his legs and pulling his robe around him to keep the nights edge at bay. Meditation was and would always be an exercise that he would continue to practice throughout his life. If the Order had taught him anything it was that clarity and communication through the force was vital in finding peace in ones self. It was in these moments where his consciousness would thin and his body and mind be opened to the flow of life that ran through all things living in the world, that he could be himself and acknowledge his feelings, his concerns and try to find answers to them. The Galaxy had become a vastly different place, powers rose and fell as easily as life was given and taken sometimes. It left a lot to be concerned about when considering Commoner's interests and knowing that Kay would be the one to drive those interests forward and protect them. She was the pillar in which Commoner would lean on, and while he continued to breath, he would be hers. Regardless of whether or not he would be able to express how he felt about her.
The hours of the night would pass comfortably, time being a sentient constraint and in his meditation, something that could be forgotten about until he would once more feel the warmth of the sun on his back and listen to the sounds of the wild-life awakening within the surrounding forest once again.
...Still, the fact was that the feelings were very much there and Veiere was his own man now, with his own pursuits and interests to prioritize. Being with [member="Lady Kay"] was one such priority; She had been there through his leave of Exile when everything else seemed to amount to failings. She had comforted and encouraged him after mimban where the shroud of darkness and death had stained his aura and soured his mind and now here on Commoner, without her help, his life would be looking very different.
Finding the center of the living room however, Veiere lowered himself to the wooden floor, crossing his legs and pulling his robe around him to keep the nights edge at bay. Meditation was and would always be an exercise that he would continue to practice throughout his life. If the Order had taught him anything it was that clarity and communication through the force was vital in finding peace in ones self. It was in these moments where his consciousness would thin and his body and mind be opened to the flow of life that ran through all things living in the world, that he could be himself and acknowledge his feelings, his concerns and try to find answers to them. The Galaxy had become a vastly different place, powers rose and fell as easily as life was given and taken sometimes. It left a lot to be concerned about when considering Commoner's interests and knowing that Kay would be the one to drive those interests forward and protect them. She was the pillar in which Commoner would lean on, and while he continued to breath, he would be hers. Regardless of whether or not he would be able to express how he felt about her.
The hours of the night would pass comfortably, time being a sentient constraint and in his meditation, something that could be forgotten about until he would once more feel the warmth of the sun on his back and listen to the sounds of the wild-life awakening within the surrounding forest once again.