Dreidi Xeraic
Jedi Witch
Location: Spaaaace! (Heading to Empress Teta)
Outfit: Padawan Garb
Equipment: Lightsaber
Tags: Jax Thio | Darth Carnifex
She was somewhat relieved that Carnifex did not continue to attack her, she was devastated that Jax seem to continue his focus on attacking Carnifex. Surprised that the Sith Lord could use Tutaminis and defend himself from the Lightsaber strikes. It was as if the Dark Side was blinding Jax now and making him blind to the fact that Carnifex was stronger in the Dark Side, more experienced and still deadly in a fight. Submitting to the Dark Side didn't make you instantly stronger, more powerful. Was Jax now that blind to the truth? It was disappointing and devastating to see him completely ignore her and the situation that they were in. Things were not going well and Dreidi did not hold out much hope.
The message from Jax came through and she watched as the man trying to act as her father figure was brutally attacked by Carnifex. "Help me then! Lets get out of here, together! Alive!" Dreidi called back before he was blasted and seemingly vaporised by Carnifex. Dreidi was stunned. She dropped to her knees, unable to process what she just watched. Jax was gone. Dead. She was never his biggest fan, no, but she was reaching the point where she could tolerant his presence for awhile. And now he was gone, he got himself killed, just like her father. So focused on the battle, on the win and not even caring that this was leaving Dreidi alone, alone facing Carnifex.
"NOOOOOOO!!! YOU MURDERED JAX!!!" Dreidi was heavily crying, the situation was bringing back the trauma of how her father left her, how her mother abandoned her and that now Jax had left her. Was everyone who tried getting close with Dreidi just going to leave or die? Was she cursed like this? Dreidi Force Screamed at Carnifex, this time was different. This was raw, this was uncontrolled and fuelled by a well of pain and fear that ripped through the young Padawan. She was going to bury this Sith Lord alive in rubble if it was the only thing she could do. The scream was so intense and powerful it was ruining her throat, she would be suffering a long time after this but she couldn't stop. She wouldn't stop. He needed to suffer, he needed to feel her suffering.
This was all she had. Pain, loneliness and suffering. She was too weak to do anything else and couldn't run. She needed to use the scream to defeat Jax's murderer.