"Even when I was with the sith, i knew I wasn't one of them. I was undercover for the republic." He smirked and motioned out to the forest around them, or rather, the planet itself. "You can see how that worked out for me. I learned that they hated me, and now here I am." Hearing her thoughts on the Jedi, Vulpesen only gave his head a small shake. "They can have the power... and the mind... but it wasn't the jedi that I fought beside on Togoria. It was the Army of Light. The jedi sent a council dog on us when we celebrated our union. I watched him choke a woman because he didn't agree that we had the duty to save the citizens of the galaxy. Of course, I let it slide because I was barely even a knight... if that."
Vulpesen often talked down about the jedi, but usually there was some jest in his voice, some light heartedness that showed that he didn't hate them. But now, as he spoke, Ra would be able to hear the spite that he had used to hide among the sith. "Lacking intelligence doesn't make you a fool. The jedi believe in knowledge... when it suits them. It is lacking wisdom and resolve that makes someone a fool. I watched the jedi fall apart because they couldn't pull their heads out of their asses long enough to realize that the sith didn't give a damn about their treaties. And when they realized it, it was too late. The sith marched on Coruscant, jedi turned, and jedi died by the hundreds.Then when the corruption was found, jedi left and never once did the jedi in charge take responsibility. Your friend Josh left me in the company of kath hounds who hated and despised me... then had the nerve to insult me when I wised up and left the order... just as he had. At least I was smart enough not to return to a broken code." For a small moment, Vulpesen's eyes stared into the dark of the forests, his breathing deep and heavy as memories filled him... then, he let it go. With a long exhale, the Valde relaxed once more. "That's why I follow you Ra'amah. You are wise enough to know what you do not know. And when evil rises, you have the conviction to fight it. You don't allow yourself to be held back by another's code. You do what you know is right, even when someone would say its wrong."
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