Yasha did as instructed, clearing her throat and pondering the dance with [member="Alvarex Zambrano"]. It was as perfect a moment as Yasha experienced in her entire sordid life. It had no battle, although enemies hemmed them all round. The shots taken were verbal, and Yasha felt well protected from those who would do her harm by her retinue of [member="Jor Kvall"], [member="Jake Awaud"], [member="Abel Australis"] & [member="Kaine Australis"]. All beside, there was an imperviousness to harm, when one was in the seductive throes of the Emperor Zambrano.
He wanted her alive, married and willing to continue the good tidings between Mandalore and Bastion. Alvarex did sweeten the bitter waters into honey wine, as unexpected as the burgeoning connection was.
“After Kaden died, I thought… I thought I was done with romance. The love of the Aliit was all I needed. Rex came in so naturally, a call here, correspondence there… little victories he wanted to celebrate with someone alone.” Taking the headdress off and sitting it in her lap, Yasha dipped her head down to slip her temple on [member="Lady Kay"]’s shoulder. She focussed on Kay’s words and her own breath, re-centering before the trot back in to the Ball.
“First Mama, then Kaden, then Baiko… I can’t lose you too Aunt Kay. I won’t. I love you too much.” Shutting her eyes, Yasha felt a sting in her nose, her jaw working to release the rising sense of foreboding which remained from the destruction of Commenor.
“Can I not have one person in my life, who is mine alone? That’s what Alvarex is, Aunt Kay. A chance at my own life. He… he cares about me. He loves Adara, and yes it could be some grand Sith trick, but every instinct in my body and what remains of my soul tells me that what I feel for Alvarex is true… and reciprocated. Must something so beautiful be wrong? I won’t be Mand’alor my entire life, one day some worthy warrior will come and I will gladly put my Mantle down. Someone who will take care of my People and give them more in their lives than only war… not today.
Today I am Mand’alor the Infernal in a den of enemies, bystanders and friends… I shall hold my bearings high, and honour my father, Gray and his sister Kay… and I think Adara would be terrible at helping you with your dress! Goodness, she’d need a box twice as tall as she is to get up here!” Yasha stood and helped the Queen of Commenor with the ties of her corseted dress, fingers more acquainted with a garrotte making short work of the silken binds.
“We could get Abel to do it. Have you seen him? He’s been striking out all night. Might be worth a dance, eh? He’s one of the wild ones, but a good one at that.” Grinning into her teasing, Yasha looked at Kay and herself in the floor length mirror on the wall. Yasha dwarfed Kay by more than 14 inches, and never before had Kay looked as frail. Oh, there was no physical reason for the sentiment, none that Yasha could see, but seeing her so human, getting help with a dress…
… the Infernal wanted to encase her worlds in armour, guard against the assaults, which would come for them both. Would she have a dashing Prince in her corner, holding steadfast to protect his potential Aliit? Setting her headdress back upon her brow, the Infernal was ready.
“Arm in arm, shall we conquer the beast of these hours, and throw ourselves later onto the couches of our victory, while Tamar and Aiya massage our tired feet?” A tempered smile dressed Yasha’s face as she and Kay returned to the Ballroom.
Yasha peered round the colossal room, the chipper music adding to her smile. So they covered pacing with a smile… and there was Alvarex, standing with his Imperial father and Uncle. Her smile deepened as she caught his eye, keeping to the outskirts of the room.