She almost pulled her hand away.
The ache that had begun in her chest was resonating in her bones. It chewed through the marrow and left calcified holes where her strength should be. She knew what it was that
Darth Empyrean
wrote so softly, so tenderly, against her flesh. It was a devoted message sent. An everlasting message received—And in the moment she could not
bear the salted raw sensation it left behind. The delicate pathways that she had woven between herself and so many others in the interest of preserving the future were fragile.
It would only take one misstep to undo it all.
One moment of weakness in which the soul that belonged to Maliphant lulled her into a false sense of security. Made her
believe that he could contain all that the Worm Emperor had done to him. No one else had been present, there, when she held the two halves of his body together. No one else had felt his life force slipping away as she had. No one else had heard his breath rattle, wet, and raspy while he used his final moments to try and bring her some measure of comfort.
No one else had felt his heart stop.
Srina stared out at the fighters while the memory of the resurrection of her husband played in the back of her mind. Not, for the first time. She hadn't been able to break the shields that that Worm had created to keep her out until warm blood called her home. How would she be able to stand against Maliphant if his affection turned cold? If his love perished, pulverized, beneath the sheer weight of Empyrean? Abruptly, she ended the chain of thought before it could spiral.
It didn't matter. To love was to suffer—It couldn't exist otherwise. Thus…She would willingly suffer the untold horrors that the universe intended. Her heart belonged completely and irrevocably to a dead man. For better or worse.
Srina let Empyrean continue writing letters against her skin. Accepting, the agony.
The loss. The glossy veneer of power and perfection that the crowd and onlookers silently demanded. To sit in these seats with the Triumverate and their followers meant to portray unshakable and everlasting strength. She closed the door on the things that they rarely spoke of but danced around for the sake of a burgeoning empire. Closed her heart. Gave everything, for the future and the exaltation of the Sith Order.
Everything.
"I do not think Jaidha Yndrel should be so easily discounted…Even if
Darth Strosius
is notable.", she responded, thoughtfully, while focusing on what was going on in the arena. The continuation of their previous discussion let her bury that which served no purpose but to seed doubt. Her wintry head nodded toward the dark-haired warrior in plain black robes.
"See how she waits. Measuring, her opponent. Her posture is upright, intimidating, without moving at all. No wasted energy. Haxim may have been trained by your little snake…But I see a cobra with fangs just as deadly."
She did not mention that she found masks to be a sign of cowardice.
Srina felt several sets of eyes on her person. That wasn't new. Silvery orbs slipped over
Darth Carnifex
and she offered him a gentle, respectful, inclination of her head. Few drew such warmth from her…Even if it appeared colder than the bittersweet winter air to the unwary. Perhaps, they would visit wen the festivities wound down.
Her gaze was broken by the appearance of
Darth Xyrah
. An indulgent expression crossed her features when the seemingly young Sith made the mistake of referring to Empyrean as Lord rather than Darth. Srina, would never understand it. No one in the Sith Order referred to her as Darth Omnia despite the fact that it was her truth. Srina had never complained. Not once—Because it wasn't the persona that the galaxy knew. Darth Empyrean had married Srina Talon.
Not the unknown Darth Omnia.
"Your sentiments are appreciated, Darth Xyrah. My domestic staff felt that I should…", she trailed off softly, though, mercurial orbs never seemed to warm or show any sign of emotion. Her voice never raised beyond what was required to be heard.
"Embrace the spirit of the people."
She did pause, however, and her chin raised just slightly.
"I hope that the repairs to your floating palace were not too costly. If needed—We will share that burden."
We. Not I. Most everything that Srina did within the Order held some sort of attachment to Empyrean. It was unavoidable. A face that she had not met previously (
Omon Kaa / Darth Diem
) also entered her periphery and she nodded at the polite greeting.
"You are very well met, Darth Diem.", she intoned, though, it was her husband that addressed the bulk of his standing. It was ironic that he was pleased to see her in more peaceful surroundings. It expressed his youth.
Srina Talon was a creature made for combat. By ancestry, alone. The fact that he didn't know or was so terribly focused on presenting his best face drew a ghostly smirk to the kiss of her mouth.
Peace was a lie, after all.
When yet another new face (
Darth Ecclesia
) came to greet the Triumverate the glacial woman grasped that this sort of supplication was expected. Perhaps, required? Despite the fact that she held an imperious and aristocratic bearing the political sphere of the Sith Order was not something she considered to be in her wheelhouse. Maliphant had always been the one to focus on galactic conquest, from monetary achievements to technological advancements, to simply becoming the Dead God. A symbol that made their enemies tremble. He was the one holding his cards ever so closely to his chest. This festival was a perfect example of that.
"Well met, Darth Ecclesia."
"Perhaps when you've had time to enjoy the festivities we might find a moment to discuss your...", Srina paused, briefly, before glancing at her husband while the formal woman began to move down the line.
"Talents."
Srina found her interesting. She liked,
interesting.