Spaceport, Vestar
One Week Later
Returning home had been an emotional experience. Seeing her children again reminded her of what she had been running from. It seemed foolish to her now that she had ever tried to escape her old life, or at least the motherhood part of it.
Ishani's mother was waiting for her as well. Over mugs of hot chocolate she had sat and looked at her, really
looked at her, for the first time in ages. Charisse's hair was going gray, her eyebrows lightening. She was developing wrinkles and jowls. She had a pillbox now, her days filled with medicines and vitamins. The process that had begun, for Ishani, with the death of her grandmother was accelerating. She was far more aware now that she couldn't afford to rely upon her mother so much. It wasn't fair to her.
"
I'm taking the kids with me this time," she had told Charisse then. "
We'll find a place to settle, one way or another."
Her mother had heaved a sigh. "I'd be lying if I said I never wished you'd settle close to home. But I knew you'd have to leave the nest some day, and I have faith in you. Even if you don't have much faith in yourself, I know you can do it."
It surprised Ishani when she felt that old familiar sting behind her eyelids and felt tears rolling down her cheeks. "I'll call you as often as I can," she'd said, wiping her eyes. "Marcus and Eloise can talk to you, too. Mom, I wish... I wish things didn't have to be this way too..."
"We all do," Charisse had replied, embracing her. "But all we can do is decide how to deal with what we have. I'm proud of you for what you're doing. Keep doing good, Ish, and you'll be all right."
In the present, as she made her way through the spaceport to the spot where she would meet with Tiland, Ishani was thoughtful. Once again, she carried no luggage, having left her belongings on her ship. Instead she guided two young children, a red-haired boy and girl aged three, by the hands.
Tiland Kortun