Never Fade Away
thoughts | speech
Dammit to hell, that sucked! he thought as he tried to choke out a few words. Thankfully, it was only temporary, as he rubbed the side of his throat where the muffin torpedo'd into. Looking up at Ruby, he could see she had this wicked look on her face, and a twinkle in her eyes that almost scared him, if just a little. He barely had time to react as the alarm bells went off in his head, though. Ruby came careening toward him, this look of almost sadistic satisfaction in her eyes, yet, he felt nothing dark about it through the Force. Instead, she gave off the vibe of someone who was genuinely having fun. Not gonna lie, Johnnyboy, you've met people like this before... Sure you want to keep going this route?Ruby's boot came thundering into his own rib cage, and as it did, he tensed up every single muscle fiber to brace for the impact. She had some good strength in those legs of hers, he had to give her that. Still, he had to remember, just because he could take it, didn't mean it was a good idea to show that off. Don't want anyone catch on, Johnnyboy. Remember? So he played it up a bit, and winced, letting out a few grunts as he tried to protect himself from the couple of kicks that came after the initial boot to the ribs.
Suddenly, and much to the young netrunner's surprise, she seemingly jumped back, her face contorting first into disgust, and then contemplation in the blink of an eye. Johnny could sense doubt coming from her, and he grinned just a little bit. Let's play along, shall we, Johnny? he thought as he rolled himself forward in a somersault. As he came over full circle, he used the momentum to push himself forward, and launch his body, shoulder first, at her midsection, intending to tackle her to the ground. Just, this time, he was careful not to do so much damage this time. In fact, it was even more strange, as he began to laugh a little as he moved. He felt a sense of fun in this all as well, maybe even a little bit of happiness to boot.
That was most assuredly not the norm when it came to what Johnny Diamonds felt in his core most days, not by a longshot.