Location: Ropagi II
[Kaloder City]
Objective: Night of Celebration
Appearance: XXX
Tag: [member="Aiden"]
Oops. It was the only word that popped into her mind when things changed. It was plebian, childish, and unbefitting of a Knight but it was all she had. If it had been anyone else Naedira might not have noticed so keenly. Most people were animated to the point of exhaustion, but pulling emotion from Aiden was an art form she had yet to master. The shift in him would have been considered subtle by most standards. Silent. Yet, because it was him, it spoke volumes.
Oops. Because, she wasn’t as good at keeping her thoughts to herself as she thought she was.
Oops, because somehow, he knew exactly where her mind had unintentionally gone.
The small smile he issued caused unbidden warmth to spread up her neck. Olive-toned skin took on the barest blush and chestnut-eyes flickered down to the top of the bar. It was an unfamiliar feeling that she’d deliberately done her best to avoid in the past. A soft breeze stirred her hair, tussling waves and gentle curls, as butterflies emerged in her stomach. Her momentary respite ended when the Viceroy spoke her name.
Apologizing. Wonders, apparently, never ceased.
“You misunderstand me Aiden…”
“It wasn’t uncomfortable.”
It was dizzying. Warm, all-encompassing. The admission caused her to reach up and run her fingers through her hair briefly, pulling it back, before she took another sip of whiskey. Unsurprisingly he was already ordering another. Naedira had a strong constitution, but, she knew to pace herself. Especially, when something else, or someone else, was already clouding her judgment.
Braving the sight of him once more, his smile, his silver-green eyes, was almost her undoing. His candid nature chipped away at all of the walls she had intentionally raised. He barreled through years of isolation and self-imposed control as if it were nothing. When he spoke next it was timed with an unfortunate sip of her drink. Somehow, she managed to get it down, but that was a miracle in itself. Her body tensed, visibly, and it would become clear that the tide of her internal battle had shifted. Luminous eyes were filled with things unspoken—of things she had forgotten how to say.
Things he seemed to take great pleasure in causing her to remember.
“What you want to do and need to do are two different things.”
She almost sounded like herself.
Almost. Were it not for the breathy note to her otherwise steady vocals Naedira could have nearly convinced herself that she wasn’t suddenly feeling ten degrees too warm. As often as they spent time with one another, this sense of desire, was relatively new. Her iron will cracked.
Just a little. Her hand reached for his and slender digits wrapped around his, tugging it free from the tumbler, before she brought it to her face. A simple movement…
Nothing really, in the grand scheme of things, but for Naedira to initiate contact… It was something. Her cheek turned so that his palm pressed against it and her eyes closed, briefly, while she settled. Aiden was always warm. Her hand remained partially wrapped around his holding it close. Jus that small piece of him left the auburn-haired woman breathless. Her chest felt tight, though, her heart seemed to have a mind of its own. Fluttering, rapidly, as if her chest was a cage with a trapped bird inside.
“Duty, family, first.”
She could wait.
Probably.