"I uh... I guess I got caught up in the moment, back at the pitstop, and then we got to talking about other things, and I didn't really need to make use of any of it so, I uh, I guess, I..."
Colour entered his cheeks for a split second before they paled with guilt. He looked down at his feet, shoulders feeling heavy all of a sudden as Starlin chastised him for not speaking up sooner.
"I'm sorry." His voice was quiet, one might even say small, in the face of it all. Even when his Master eased up a little he didn't really lift his head or shift his demeanor, he just kept staring down. "I didn't mean to leave them behind."
It wasn't until Starlin verbalized the fact he had something to show that he tipped his head up a touch. At least there wasn't any anger or disappointment left upon his face, not that Eliphas could read, so that was a relief. Head lifted a tiny bit more, and he glanced over the shoto with intrigue.
"Lava crystal?" he inquired, still fairly sheepish in his tone. Eliphas had never heard of a lava crystal before.
"Gifts have always been special to me too" he whispered, a slight knot forming in his stomach as he was called out on his background, "I just... Prefer to give them. It's nice, to see something that reminds me of someone. I can't really indulge in that anymore, but when I could..." The only thing he'd bought for someone as of late was the holopad for @Iris Aranis and that had been more so that he could show her how to use it, and so they'd have an easier time keeping in touch.
Wasn't as though he had much of an allowance these days. Just a standard stipend that mostly just covered essential needs. Which made the loss of his gear all the more foolish.
His head dropped again. "Okay" he breathed, barely even registering the fact that Starlin was back to calling him a baby.