I wavered... but only for a time.
The touch of father's hand on my shoulder, the approval in his words, all grounded me in the moment. I had taken life, the blood would wash off my arms and my clothes, but it would forever stain my soul. However, I heard father's words in my ear, how much more must stain his, and yet he stands tall and proud, unburdened by it? This is what it is to be Sith, to be Vi'dreya, to be powerful. It is this; to paint your soul with blood, and still walk upright. He squeezed my shoulder as if affirming my thoughts.
I listened as he continued. Alchemy. I'd heard the word before, read about it a little even, but never had I paid the old art much heed. With bated breath I watched, hanging onto father's every word. He'd always taught us that the galaxy was what we made it... but I had never realised the true weight of these words until now. He touched my bare arm, at first I thought in comfort. But instead he coated his fingers in the blood of the men I'd killed, turning to the droid that had approached us.
The symbol he painted on the droid's chassis was High Sith, the same language I used in my personal journals. It was a simple rune; 'shield'. That was all it said. No incantation, no spell, no description nor instruction; simply a name, a name of an item.
"That's all it needs?" I asked.
My answer came presently. I was familiar with the song father's lightsaber sang when ignited. It always brought the tiniest of smiles to my lips. Such a powerful weapon, in the hands of such a great and terrible force. When father stood beside me, his weapon ablaze, nothing could touch me. I didn't need to take a step away. I had complete trust in the Darth that his control of the blade was complete. He wouldn't accidentally nick me. Besides, it was invigorating to see so close up.
He thrust the saber forwards directly into the droid's chest. I knew what was supposed to happen; the droid's core would explode in a shower of sparks, metal would screech as it would melt and yield, machinery would pop and break, the metal being would slump to the ground, gaping chest still coughing and pouring smoke and sparks.
But it did not happen that way.
The lightsaber rattled and complained, but the chassis didn't yield. The two forces matched one another. The droid itself, bizarrely unencumbered by the experience, simply stood, silently awaiting its next order. The man dismissed the blade, before holding it out to me. I reached up my hand, fingers closing around the hilt. I paused for a moment, holding the blade in my hand. It was the most potent weapon I'd ever held. While I didn't have a lightsaber of my own yet, I knew how to fight with one. This, however, was something different. This was father's.
Steering my mind back on track, I mimicked what he'd done. Moving the blade's hilt to my main hand, I held it as I dragged my own fingers across the blood-soaked skin of my arm. Thick blood instantly coated them. It was... still warm. As I brought my hand up in front of my face I paused for a moment, staring at the dark red substance as it glistened upon my skin. The blood of my victims. The blood of the dead. My breath caught in my throat. The blood of people I had killed. Whatever happened to our souls after we passed on... surely I would have to answer for this.
Then answer I would, for it was done now.
Steeling myself, I let out my breath and moved my hand to the droid's neck. Having written in High Sith regularly, I knew the symbol well, painting it elegantly upon the droid's neck. Then I wiped the excess blood on my thigh before taking father's lightsaber in both hands. With a press of the button I activated the blade, the saber instantly responding with that delightfully foreboding hum.
I stepped back with my right foot, planting it in the ground behind me. Holding the weapon in both hands, I swung it around, leaning back onto my right foot as I threw my body into the swing, giving it as much momentum as I could. Were this a normal target, the head would have come clean off.
However, my strike was was stopped, my entire body suddenly stunned with the jolt of my momentum slamming into me as my blade was stopped by the droid's nack. Taking just a moment to recover, I let out a gasp, before dismissing the saber's blade with a delicate press of the button. I held it for another moment, before turning to hand it back to father.
"Wow."
The word came out hushed with awe, a little quieter than I would have liked. Clearing my throat, I glanced down at the bodies,
"Why did it have to be five?"
[member="Darth Metus"]
The touch of father's hand on my shoulder, the approval in his words, all grounded me in the moment. I had taken life, the blood would wash off my arms and my clothes, but it would forever stain my soul. However, I heard father's words in my ear, how much more must stain his, and yet he stands tall and proud, unburdened by it? This is what it is to be Sith, to be Vi'dreya, to be powerful. It is this; to paint your soul with blood, and still walk upright. He squeezed my shoulder as if affirming my thoughts.
I listened as he continued. Alchemy. I'd heard the word before, read about it a little even, but never had I paid the old art much heed. With bated breath I watched, hanging onto father's every word. He'd always taught us that the galaxy was what we made it... but I had never realised the true weight of these words until now. He touched my bare arm, at first I thought in comfort. But instead he coated his fingers in the blood of the men I'd killed, turning to the droid that had approached us.
The symbol he painted on the droid's chassis was High Sith, the same language I used in my personal journals. It was a simple rune; 'shield'. That was all it said. No incantation, no spell, no description nor instruction; simply a name, a name of an item.
"That's all it needs?" I asked.
My answer came presently. I was familiar with the song father's lightsaber sang when ignited. It always brought the tiniest of smiles to my lips. Such a powerful weapon, in the hands of such a great and terrible force. When father stood beside me, his weapon ablaze, nothing could touch me. I didn't need to take a step away. I had complete trust in the Darth that his control of the blade was complete. He wouldn't accidentally nick me. Besides, it was invigorating to see so close up.
He thrust the saber forwards directly into the droid's chest. I knew what was supposed to happen; the droid's core would explode in a shower of sparks, metal would screech as it would melt and yield, machinery would pop and break, the metal being would slump to the ground, gaping chest still coughing and pouring smoke and sparks.
But it did not happen that way.
The lightsaber rattled and complained, but the chassis didn't yield. The two forces matched one another. The droid itself, bizarrely unencumbered by the experience, simply stood, silently awaiting its next order. The man dismissed the blade, before holding it out to me. I reached up my hand, fingers closing around the hilt. I paused for a moment, holding the blade in my hand. It was the most potent weapon I'd ever held. While I didn't have a lightsaber of my own yet, I knew how to fight with one. This, however, was something different. This was father's.
Steering my mind back on track, I mimicked what he'd done. Moving the blade's hilt to my main hand, I held it as I dragged my own fingers across the blood-soaked skin of my arm. Thick blood instantly coated them. It was... still warm. As I brought my hand up in front of my face I paused for a moment, staring at the dark red substance as it glistened upon my skin. The blood of my victims. The blood of the dead. My breath caught in my throat. The blood of people I had killed. Whatever happened to our souls after we passed on... surely I would have to answer for this.
Then answer I would, for it was done now.
Steeling myself, I let out my breath and moved my hand to the droid's neck. Having written in High Sith regularly, I knew the symbol well, painting it elegantly upon the droid's neck. Then I wiped the excess blood on my thigh before taking father's lightsaber in both hands. With a press of the button I activated the blade, the saber instantly responding with that delightfully foreboding hum.
I stepped back with my right foot, planting it in the ground behind me. Holding the weapon in both hands, I swung it around, leaning back onto my right foot as I threw my body into the swing, giving it as much momentum as I could. Were this a normal target, the head would have come clean off.
However, my strike was was stopped, my entire body suddenly stunned with the jolt of my momentum slamming into me as my blade was stopped by the droid's nack. Taking just a moment to recover, I let out a gasp, before dismissing the saber's blade with a delicate press of the button. I held it for another moment, before turning to hand it back to father.
"Wow."
The word came out hushed with awe, a little quieter than I would have liked. Clearing my throat, I glanced down at the bodies,
"Why did it have to be five?"
[member="Darth Metus"]