Three years and a lifetime ago

[Silfe Sosuri]

She had to agree that there was a certain enjoyment she got out of the discomfort of all of those business partners of her father's who had lost out on the chance to marry Silfe because Pandeima's offer for her hand had blown everyone else's out of the water. The thought of seeing the looks on their faces in a few months when she started to show was satisfying and she smiled rather evilly, dragging her wife back for another kiss and more celebration. She wanted her wife right there in the med lab with beeping monitors, cold surgical tools and a padded bed. "Oh yes." She said against her wife's lips. "Let them rot in their own filth and jealousy." In that moment, she loved her wife.... for all the wrong reasons, but she loved her nonetheless and she showed it.



Her father meanwhile, was getting antsy. He felt as though Pandeima was monopolizing all of Silfe's time and that made him jealous and frustrated. Had he not purchased her services in order to make sure that his daughter stayed by his side? The only mollification was that soon there would be children. He trusted that Pandeima would hold to that bargain as it seemed she wanted them as much as he did. He reminded himself to be patient, after a few children, he could kill off that Sith whore and get his daughter back. The idea that she would turn to him in her grief, just as she had when her mother died, was a wondrous feeling.

Alecard's wife came into his office with a beaming smile on her face. It was rare that she smiled nowadays. Alecard thought that maybe she was getting old and worthless now. Perhaps it would soon be time for a change. He would arrange for her murder later. There were plenty of young women who would jump at the chance to be in his bed. Many had without his sweet wife knowing. He was a man and a man had needs. But her smile was distracting and he let those thoughts drop away. "My love, what has you so happy today?" he asked kindly.

"Oh Alecard! We have the best news!! Silfe is pregnant!! It's still really early but she wanted to share the good news. Pandeima seems to think all is well."

"That is good news." he replied in a rush, a smile coming to his own face. It had begun! His heirs were coming. "We should go celebrate my love and get them a gift."


[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

Some few months later, Vanessa smiled. It had taken time to make sure that the embryo had appropriately gestated, but now, she knew - Silfe was proudly showing. Her alchemical perversion of the natural order of life had been successful - and above all, she had brought out the best emotions in Silfe. Pride. Pleasure in watching others suffer. She may not have been a Force-user, but Vanessa very much saw a Sith-like quality to her as it currently stood. Maybe it was her own thoughts being clouded, but such truly was wonderful.

Vanessa had brought a pair of plates in from a local restaurant - one for her and a double portion for Silfe and the child. Vanessa appreciates her wife’s appetite, but sometimes did wish she spoke up more. She had cleansed the woman’s scars, but Vanessa knew that when she had evacuated the child from her womb, the risk of her father beating her was an issue. Vanessa still worked and schemes on how to deal with the cruel man - it would be brutal.

“How’s my loving wife and mother-to-be doing today?” She asked.

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

Finally, Silfe was past the morning sickness stage, which had been quite bad for her. She had lost weight early on rather than gaining and Pandeima had been the perfect and helpful wife she was. If there was worry within her, she had not shown it to Silfe. She had attended her with loving support. And for the last week she had been able to eat and smell things without the overwhelming nausea. Since then she had eaten, ravenously. The plate her beloved wife carried toward her smelled so delicious that her mouth watered.

They were out among the population, finally able to show off the growing baby bump proudly. She did so wearing a gown that showed it off very clearly. Many people had noticed and it was definitely talked about within the dining establishment. Several cameras had appeared through the window, flashing pictures of the happy couple showing off their baby bump while they ate before management of the restaurant had closed the blinds. Those who took pictures inside the restaurant were good enough to be discreet about it. A group of her father's business partners were having lunch close to the back and most of them were scowling and talking to one another in hushed voices.

She smiled at her wife and took the plate from her so she could sit down without her hands full. "I am feeling so hungry I could eat 6 horses, but this will do." She laughed and almost immediately dug into the food. She still was polite in how she ate, her manners having been drilled into her from infancy, but she did eat with particular gusto.

Her father had noticed the missing scars. Silfe had bared her back on more than one occasion with her maternity gowns and several dresses had slits that exposed her thighs. His rage was only temporarily impotent. He had grabbed her wrist and turned her around, yanking her head forward by the hair to look and find his handiwork gone. Pregnant or not, he had thrown Silfe in his rage. Fear had clouded her eyes for only a moment before the remote had done its work and she had forgotten the abuse amid the pleasuring sensations. Instead, he had taken it out on his own wife. She had not been seen in public for several weeks.

Silfe's wrist had carried the memory though, turning dark from bruising. Every time she had seen it, it triggered that small part of her that was hidden away, gave it a little more substance. Every time her father abused her again and again, the real Silfe grew stronger. There had been times at least in her father's presence, where a little bit of her true self had come through. He had quickly used the remote and had not told Pandeima about it.

"And how are you my love?"

"This is an ABOMINATION!" shouted one of the business men. He was red faced and threw his plates in disgust.

[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

Vanessa noticed as for a moment her partner's wrist was exposed. It showcased the bruising - work of the governor, no doubt. Every day forward was a day closer to the moment Vanessa would kill the man, ending his worthless existence and ensuring Silfe was under her thrall, not under his. Vanessa was hardly of the desire to harm or inflict pain upon Silfe, even if a part of her wife seemed to garner pleasure from pain applied in the correct manner.

"I'm feeling wonderful spending time with you." Vanessa fidgeted - her intention was to get back to Sith space and take Silfe with her, but every moment that she continued with this, she was prohibited from taking part in galactic affairs, of regaining the prominence she once had and intended to regain. It was disappointing to her, but still, the feeling of having a partner she loved and needed to take care of was an intriguing experience.

When the businessman raged, Vanessa said nothing, only looking directly at him and giving him a smirk. If this man chose to start an incident... she would deal with him directly.

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

She was startled by the man's vehemence but shrugged her shoulders as if to brush off its stupidity. He was just a sore loser. They all were. There had been growing tension these last few months since it became clear that the wedding had been real and Silfe had been happy. Then her father had been beaming for the last few weeks before the pregnancy announcement. He had been nice to the serving staff for the first time in history. It garnered attention.

She did place a protective hand over her growing belly and rolled her eyes at the man before turning back to her wife. She could read that agitation. Perhaps Silfe did not know the entirety of the cause, but in her mind, she had memories that Pandeima had a life outside Cyrillia and her duty to Alecard's business deal. "You don't have to hide from me that you want to ... do whatever it is you need to." She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "Why don't you take a week or a few weeks and go attend to some business. Surely you have better things... well... maybe not better but important things that deserve your attention. You shouldn't have to spend all of your time catering to me. I have servants and my father and I am feeling so much better really. This is the perfect time for you to attend what needs attending and come back to me without all those troublesome pulls on your attention. I promise when you come home, I will make sure you remember why you did."

Silfe grinned even as several men joined their colleague. She was oblivious to their struggle with each other. Others in the group tried to protest and keep them from doing something stupid, but men who felt wronged often did stupid things. This was no exception. Three men, with murderous looks on their faces started walking towards the two women.

"How could you choose that trash over me!?" "Gods Above, that child is going to be born distorted and from hell itself." "What did you do? Cheat on your wife?" "No one will ever take you after you have come to your senses." "You have ruined your life." "She has manipulated you!"

[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

"No no." She said. "We just need to think about the future. About how we're going to live our lives." The focus on the word 'our' was deliberate after all - she was trying her best to indicate to her wife that soon, she would need to separate from her father as the pair of them would be able to live their own lives. Vanessa was eager to see the child, after all - they would be the first of a very merry brood. And as long as Alecard was still alive, Vanessa would have to keep Silfe with child so he did not do something he would regret.

The governor was not the major threat right now, however. It was these three men. Vanessa stood up and looked at them, smiling. "Gentlemen, we're trying to enjoy a nice meal here. Take your complaints and violence elsewhere. I won't ask again."

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

Our lives. The idea was a lovely one. She didn't want to feel that she was better off without her father. The idea made her uneasy in a way that she did not like. But before she could get into a serious bit of thought as to why, she heard her wife speaking, not to her though. The men had made it within feet of their table. At least one of them was ready and willing for a fight. The other two, less so, but going to back up their friend. Pandeima's words did nothing to calm or soothe them. They did not care that these two whores were eating together.

"Do you realize what your marriage cost me and my family?! We were depending on the deal with made with Sosuri! Then you messed it up."

"Yeah. We all had deals on the chance of getting a piece of that." One said, flinging his hand out to point at Silfe, getting angrier by the minute. His voice went low. "You know what. I am going to take whats mine, little girl. Your little wife can't protect you against all of us."

The other two men realized what he wanted and moved in to help as he walked forward, unzipping his pants as he walked. The restaurant quickly emptied. Silfe gasped, grabbing a knife from the table to defend herself and stepping back, nearly tripping over her own chair to do so.

[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

"No, but I realize that it's going to cost you and your family a lot more if you keep this up." She said. Looking at the other man, she sighed. When the men came forward, Vanessa raised her hands. The three of them would be choked as though firm hands were grasping around their throat, crushing down on their breathing tubes and their vocal cords.

"Should I let them live..." She thought for a moment. There had to be a good way to do this that was appropriate for Silfe. "Sweetie, tell you what. These bad men wanted to hurt you. I have them incapacitated. Do you want to be the one to kill them, or do you want me to do it for you?"

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

The men stopped. All three had looks of shock on their faces, knowing by what they were experiencing that Pandeima was NOT just a human. They knew they had made a grievous error. None of them had realized that she was a Force User. They stood, choking and gasping for air, clawing at a non existent hand.

Silfe stood, shaking with the knife in her hand and a protective hand over her belly and the baby within. She would have fought like a tiger to protect herself and the baby. Surely they would have known that. Surely they would have known that there were guards, guards now behind them and behind Silfe. They could never have made it out of here alive had they touched the daughter of Alecard Sosuri, but they wouldn't have even gotten that far with her wife here. They had been stupid and even though she had been terrified as they had approached, she had no sympathy for them now that their plan had fallen so flat.

At Pandeima's question, she looked at the men and contemplated with a heavy heart what needed to be done. It was obvious that she could not allow them to live. They would just attack her some other day when the stakes weren't quite as high. Besides, she doubted very much either Pandeima or the guards would let them live. She looked to the ring leader, his pants half undone and a snarl still on his face as though he could some how get out of this and finish his attack.

Silfe straightened and adjusted her tousled dress and hair. She placed the knife back on the table and held out her hand to her guard. He placed a blaster in it and without preamble, she shot the man in the genitalia. Just as coldly, as the man shrieked loudly, she placed the gun back in her guard's hand. "You may kill them how you like, but do it slowly and with a great deal of pain my love." Then she sat down and began eating her food as though she were bored of the men's presence and feeling the pleasant sensation that came from doing what she knew Pandeima would like.

[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

How Dark.

Vanessa was exceedingly pleased, smiling as she soon tightened the grip around the men’s throats. Eventually they would die of asphyxiation and Vanessa would motion for the guards to dispose of the bodies. She would simply carry on as though nothing had happened. No one would dare try to claim she had actively murdered these men - after all, they had tried to assault her and her wife. She was only defending herself.

Vanessa now wondered whether this was at the behest of her father-in-law. If it was, she would need to take action sooner rather than later. Until then she would continue to protect Silfe, to guard the child growing in her wife’s belly and ensure that perhaps some sort of normalcy could remain in their partnership.

Yet she didn’t know that what she had tried to kill was slowly returning to the surface.

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

The men suffered well enough, one crying as best he could as Pandeima choked him and he felt his crotch burning to ash. Before the end they all repented, though their words were not able to be spoken aloud. They all knew their impending doom and one by one, they fell to the floor, dead husks that once were men. Silfe simply ate her food and ignored them. It didn't bother her to have done what she did and the act of pleasing her wife, by being dark, was enough to send a wave of that pleasurable sensation through her. She was addicted to it, though it wasn't a conscious thing. Vanessa had done her job well.

The guards took the bodies outside and disposed of them well enough. Alecard hadn't been involved in this. He knew of Vanessa's Force ability and would never have been stupid enough to pit three unarmed human men against her.

Silfe finally looked up from her plate, stomach beyond full and quite happy. "Now my love. About that trip. I do hate to see you so restless and distracted. Now really is the perfect time for it. Will you consider it? Just a week or two." She reached out a hand to her wife with a smile of understanding and love.

[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

Vanessa took her wife’s hand, smiling as she did so. “Perhaps. I need to show you the ins and outs of my laboratory, the place where the base foundations of our child were created.” She thought for a moment - once the two of them were done, and they had left to return home, Vanessa asked Silfe a question.

“Silfe, what do you know of sorcery and alchemy?”

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

Silfe had not meant to join her wife, wanting to give her privacy to conduct her affairs, but Pandeima had been adamant and Silfe had found that she could deny her wife nothing that she wished. Of course they had enjoyed each other's company on a whole other level during the voyage to Malachor V where Vanessa's lab was. They were joyous together, happy to be away from Alecard and his expectations, happy to be away from men who sought to kill them for daring to reject all the suitors there had been, happy to just be the two of them; no guards, only servants who came when needed.

The fact she was pregnant did nothing to lessen her ardor for her wife and she spent much of her time convincing Pandeima to come to bed... not that it took much. It was as though they were on a second honeymoon.

It had been fascinating, to see the lab where Pandeima had created their child, though Silfe didn't understand why there was a need for her to see it. She turned to her wife with a curious expression. "Not much. I know it exists and that some people use it either in lieu of science or with science to achieve ends." Subconsciously, she touched her belly now another month bigger.


[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

A wonderful experience, it was, as Vanessa showcased to her wife the ins and outs of the laboratory, the bed as well seeing plenty of work. Vanessa soon elaborated on the sorcery and alchemy. “Well... such processes were what were used to create our child. Without them, having offspring of any sort with you would be impossible. And there’s something that we should definitely consider.” She gently embraced Silfe from behind.

“You really like being a mother, don’t you?” Vanessa asked. “I can see it in your eyes. Your attention. The way you conduct yourself. You like being responsible for the growth of life in there.” A hand met with Silfe’s own over her belly. “Having a large amount of proper children will be very burdening to you, my love, but there is a way for you to put your body to such wonderful use, to benefit both of us.”

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

Silfe looked on at the glowing glass jars and computer screens and sighed contentedly as Pandeima's arms wrapped around her from behind. She closed her eyes and leaned back into her wife, holding tight to this precious moment together. "I think I will love being the maker of the tiny humans." She said with a cute smile. The idea of many children running around her feet as Pandeima looked on in the Mansion back home was an alluring thought.

"But if it would be very burdening to me, we should find other ways of having children Pandeima. There is adoption you know. We don't have to put me at risk to have more. You would know best of course, but one is more than enough for me made of my own body." She replied, not understanding what Pandeima was saying but swaying with her wife as the hands of the two women clasped over her larger belly.

[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

Vanessa smiled, unable to resist peering into Silfe’s mind and seeing if she supported such - and so she did. Vanessa truly had found an amazing partner, someone beyond all compare to have as her wife for what seemed to be the indeterminate future. As she listened to Silfe’s concerns, she sighed. “Don’t worry about that. You will be taken care of, Silfe. I will make sure everything in your life is handled for you, so you can sit back and carry a brood of children while I handle finances, trabel, and other plans.” She leaned in close, kissing Silfe on the ear.

“Besides, Ihave a way to make sure that you will have no issues when the time is right for your body to release its precious cargo.”

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

The old Silfe would have chafed at someone taking care of everything but breeding. But this Silfe was left in a constant state of bliss as long as she did what she knew would make her father and Pandeima happy. She smiled wider, feeling Pandeima's lips on the sensitive skin of her ear and felt parts of her stir in response as they always did. She let out a moan unintentionally.

"Really?" She asked, hopeful. While she would no doubt love any children made of her body or adopted by her and her wife, she did hope to give Pandeima more children if her body could take it.

[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

She smiled - taking complete care of someone and asking only that they bring forth new life in exchange was a truly wonderful thing to enjoy. Vanessa could hardly let such go. “Yes. You see, when you give birth, you’re not going to do so strapped to a cold durasteel hospital bed, a gaggle of droids and nurses surrounding you.” She gave Silfe a kiss. “You’ll do so on a nice portion of private beach on the pleasure planet of Zeltros, sand beneath your body as waves lap at your feet, my hands on your shoulders giving you a massage as you bring our child into the world. You deserve to have this be one of the most pleasurable experiences in your life.” She said. “Even moreso than our honeymoon.”

And that was saying something.

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]

 

[Silfe Sosuri]

Zeltros, an opulent world of hedonism and pheromones. She could imagine being there with Pandeima, bringing life into the world with joyous rapture. Once again Vanessa was tying in pleasure and pain for Silfe. The two were so intwined, she would feel pain no longer from Vanessa, but rather from herself for disappointing her wife in any way. For it to be better than their honeymoon would definitely be a feat of epic proportions. She laughed lightly and then frowned. Everything came back to her father and his disapproval. Something stirred but was quickly quieted within her.

"Oh, but Father will forbid it surely. He will not want to be so far away while the baby is being born." She turned, worried, to her wife. "He will be angry." And there it was, fear, gone almost as soon as it began to light her eyes. Again, something stirred and was gone.

[member="Vanessa Vantai"]

 

[Onrai]

“I would hope he would not be foolish enough to try and harm either of us in response. “Besides, once there we’ll spend as much time as you need to recover before we head back to Cyrillia.” That would give them plenty of time to enjoy each other as well as the many amusements of Zeltros. I’m certain we will enjoy pleasure there together like no one before.”

The hand on Silfe’s belly now slid down to her hip. “If we go there now we can begin enjoying things while you are still at your... I believe the colloquial term is ‘hottest and horniest.’” She chuckled and gave Silfe another kiss.

[member="Silfe Sosuri"]