soft epilogue
Cheese to teeth, chew. Cracker to teeth, chew. It was a delightfully cyclical but rewarding process, and it went on as [member="Owen Holst"] discussed his decision that drove him to start piloting with the Galactic Alliance’s strongest aerial team. The mechanical enjoyment paused though, and her h’ordeurves hovered above her plate.
It seemed that so many people’s actions were driven by their blood. Watching their parents, knowing their siblings, etcetera. It, unfortantely, cast Loske backwards in an envious state while Owen knew his parents and she did not. It caused her to consider for the briefest of moments, in silence, if her direction would be different if she had been raised by her parents. If she’d known them. All familial senses were empty, hollow, void. Family was not something the little blonde pilot knew or could navigate. She bet she’d love it though.
He then turned his story to her, inquiring on her own roots and Loske had to wipe her absent expression away and re-engage. “I was recruited, got a holomail from Admiral Tevv, had dinner at his place and called it a night. Flew before with the some hue squadron in The Republic - they went south and I guess I went kinda…” she traced an imaginary map with her cracker-holding hand “-west.” (har har).
“Just kinda been bred to have wings I guess, it’s all I can remember.” This was accompanied with a shrug and a light chuckle to accompany the statement. Which wasn’t a lie. It was all she could remember because it was all that was real to her. She was a flight plan battering ram. Trained only to fly, with talents from her paternal donor, and fight, with talents from both Master Grayson and Matteo. The Force within her was silenced, muted unless triggered and otherwise unknown. All other memories were not her own; infused also from pasts and experiences that were not hers and only triggered by external events for images.
“Your dad proud of you being in the Rogue Squadron?” No sooner had the question left her tongue, than a disturbance in The Force occurred. Not that Loske knew what it was, all she knew was that for some reason, her secure grip on her carb sliver was no longer secure. As if something had pulled it from her hand, and straight back to her plate.
“What the —“ she breathed quickly, confused by the action. It’s not as if it had slipped from her hold. This was a dry piece of food. Looking at her fingers, she frowned; then cast a look around her immediate circumference. Weird. Weird. Still. It was just a cracker, nothing insane had happened. Maybe she’d got lost in thought and she had dropped it. Curious, she reached for a tomato next; balancing it between her thumb and pointer with a slight curl and loosely holding it. Maybe she’d put too much pressure on the cracker, hence its necessity to shoot away.
[member="Micah Talith"]
"Side note.." Loske began, distracting herself from that moment of confusion "-I'm totally out of the loop I guess, what's this a charity ball for. Dulyovin?"
It seemed that so many people’s actions were driven by their blood. Watching their parents, knowing their siblings, etcetera. It, unfortantely, cast Loske backwards in an envious state while Owen knew his parents and she did not. It caused her to consider for the briefest of moments, in silence, if her direction would be different if she had been raised by her parents. If she’d known them. All familial senses were empty, hollow, void. Family was not something the little blonde pilot knew or could navigate. She bet she’d love it though.
He then turned his story to her, inquiring on her own roots and Loske had to wipe her absent expression away and re-engage. “I was recruited, got a holomail from Admiral Tevv, had dinner at his place and called it a night. Flew before with the some hue squadron in The Republic - they went south and I guess I went kinda…” she traced an imaginary map with her cracker-holding hand “-west.” (har har).
“Just kinda been bred to have wings I guess, it’s all I can remember.” This was accompanied with a shrug and a light chuckle to accompany the statement. Which wasn’t a lie. It was all she could remember because it was all that was real to her. She was a flight plan battering ram. Trained only to fly, with talents from her paternal donor, and fight, with talents from both Master Grayson and Matteo. The Force within her was silenced, muted unless triggered and otherwise unknown. All other memories were not her own; infused also from pasts and experiences that were not hers and only triggered by external events for images.
“Your dad proud of you being in the Rogue Squadron?” No sooner had the question left her tongue, than a disturbance in The Force occurred. Not that Loske knew what it was, all she knew was that for some reason, her secure grip on her carb sliver was no longer secure. As if something had pulled it from her hand, and straight back to her plate.
“What the —“ she breathed quickly, confused by the action. It’s not as if it had slipped from her hold. This was a dry piece of food. Looking at her fingers, she frowned; then cast a look around her immediate circumference. Weird. Weird. Still. It was just a cracker, nothing insane had happened. Maybe she’d got lost in thought and she had dropped it. Curious, she reached for a tomato next; balancing it between her thumb and pointer with a slight curl and loosely holding it. Maybe she’d put too much pressure on the cracker, hence its necessity to shoot away.
[member="Micah Talith"]
"Side note.." Loske began, distracting herself from that moment of confusion "-I'm totally out of the loop I guess, what's this a charity ball for. Dulyovin?"