Just the whole scale and size of the RP community and the threads going on.
Lots of Open Threads, loads of Private, loads of established members cracking wise and making private jokes and in really expansive stories, and not many "welcomes" on my New Member post, all went to make me feel really out of my depth.
But as this was my first ever RP venture, I just had to watch, and learn and try to ease myself into things with similar characters to gel with others and go from there really, just like real life social interaction.
Thankfully I had amazing support from [member="Thurion Heavenshield"] and [member="Coci Heavenshield"] and [member="Kyra Sol"] to help me along the way and I wouldn't be still here without them. So good support and friendship makes things SO much easier to newbies.
But also...have faith and confidence in yourself and your ability and know you're NOT second best to anyone.