Code Zero. A retreat. Allan's fist tightened angrily.
Diz had died for a Retreat.
A momentary lapse, his pulse spiked. He lashed out, struck a wall. A dent that went almost up to his elbow.
Imperials.
He'd fought Sith on Thule. Burned the Jedi on Ossus. These were no different. People clinging to an ideal they thought would help them. Something they believed had strength.
Barc had finished setting his charges, so he set his own. They were specially made by Diz, and not the breach charges Blonde suggested.
"Allan what's taking so long?" he'd plant them on the wall, twisting the caps down. It was supposed to be a two man lift. "Allan no. Not those! You'll kill everything in a square mile!"
Allan's brief moment of silence was the answer, as he continued setting up the charges.
"Then we'll be even. Part of me died today. Part of Christophsis will as well," He'd turn them down, before moving towards the Elevator. Power had been restored, so they shot it up to the top level. It was then onto the roof, and into the crystalline forests while the battle raged and chaos ensued. He had taken Diz's shotgun, and his helmet.
And now they were being followed. Something behind them was keeping pace fast enough that he could hear the thudding. When he turned his head, it was a droid. Massive. Not a War Dog, however. Something worse.
Five Hundred Feet Clear. Prepare the detonator.
His hands shifted the detonator around in his glove as he continued to sprint. Barc was a step behind him and he heard him fall. Turning, he watched some large mechanical monstrosity straddle his friend. The horror started one moment, and ended the next. He then watched Barc's head turn at an odd angle. Swore he heard a crack too. But Barc stopped moving, and it looked at him.
Allan didn't run from anything. Not Death, not the law, not even love.
Damn sure didn't run from no friend murdering Droid thing.
He'd sprint at it, confusing it for a moment. It's programming was to deal with things running away apparently. That, or it wasn't sure how to process being attacked. When he impacted it, the large Mandalorian managed to get it thrown to the ground. Roaring as it fought back, he'd slide the barrel of his DT-29 into it's head receiver through it's mouth and discharge all Six of the high-impact rounds.
Cthunk. Cthunk. Cthunk. Cthunk. Cthunk. Cthunk.
Click. Click. Click. Click. Click.
It collapsed to the ground with his arm partially in it's mouth. He grunted in pain as it did so, for it tore into flesh. Gripping his pistol tight, he'd snake his arm outside of it before looking at his friend.
No pulse.
Rage. Rage filled his body where grief and sorrow should be. They'd come later.
Rage burned at his soul, his skin, and his mind.
For several minutes, he'd look around for something to hit. Realizing it was only him now.
Diz, Barc.
"Diz! Barc!" he heard people coming towards them. Citizens, one of them clamored towards his arm.
"Mandalorian! Help us!" They asked of him. A War-Dog had followed them, chasing unarmed, and the unarmored. His mind processed a threat as soon as it turned on him.
It didn't matter who's side it was on. It was something big enough he could hit on it until he felt better. It didn't matter if it was a convenient scape-goat to get out of trouble. He hid the detonator in his armor, and reloaded his pistol. It thundered towards them. When he had finished, he aimed it back down range and fired until it clicked while walking towards the War Dog.
Cthunk. Cthunk. Cthunk. Cthunk. Cthunk. Cthunk.
Click. Click. Click.
When the weapon clicked, the War-Dog actually stumbled back.
He'd shift his shoulder around, bringing Diz's shotgun that he'd taken from him in the vault. Several rounds emptied into the banged-up metal chasis. The shotgun chewed through it at close distance. It fell against a crystalline tree. Allan planted his foot on it's chest and re-primed the weapon again.
Ffump. Click.
Womp.
The final round emptied it's skull onto the ground. Pushing off of it, he started to head further out from the Capital, to guide them away from the fighting.
The Night After
Somewhere, four-and-a-half miles outside of the Capital.
He had made a camp for them, helped them find shelter from the combat as long as he could. They were well outside of the range, and he'd been flicking the cover off of the detonator. One of them walked over and saw him.
"Hey Mister," called the young boy away from the camp. "What's that?"
He'd frown, before looking at him. "Memento. See?" he'd click down on it and start the priming sequence. "Head up there mate. Your mother will be looking for you,"
One.
"My mum's dead. Dad too," he'd walk over closer. "Everybody is. I just stumbled into this group by luck Mister."
Two
Allan put his arm around the kids shoulders. "Me too. Kid. Me too," he'd then wrap the arm tight around the boys throat before gripping the top of his head with the other hand and snapping hard. There was a muffled crunch, as he set the boy in the log he had been sitting on and head back up there with them. There could be no witnesses. And they'd taken from him his childhood, here. The books were even now. After a moment he'd stand there and light the wood up with his gauntlet.
Heading back into the small camp he'd speak over the murmurs. "Ears, buggers! Use em!"
Three
"We'll rest here for the night. Town's not safe. In the morning, We'll foray back to it, see if stuff has died down. If it hasn't, we'll meet up back here,"
Four
"Hit the rolls for now, wankers. S'abit of a good walk back into town. Don't want you dogging out on me,"
Five.
He felt it in his shoes, the explosion. Even at four miles out he could feel it. Along with everybody else, he turned towards it and looked. He could see the cloud in the atmosphere, as the explosion wracked the building they'd be in; where the treasury was. And then another. The side-effects of detonating that style of warhead in the town center? Horrific. Diz's body? Gone. As well as the others inside that Vault at the least. The Anti-Matter warheads would erase all trace of life in that entire building, if they were any left. At the very least.
Only ash would remain. Several grams of anti-matter. It took them countless hours to refine it at home. And now, he knew they worked.
He'd have to make more. Gripping a tree, he'd hold against the shock-wave. If the city had been in disarray prior, it damn sure would now.
Would also be probably War-Beast Less. And powerless, down to the backups. Total darkness, chaos, and widespread death. As the others turned in terror to go lay awake in the dark, he'd walk down to the nearby river he'd found. Placing a few rocks, and the log with the child in it, he'd block off the part of it that went towards town. And afterwards, he'd place a water-purifier. Sitting there, he'd watch for stragglers from the city with Diz's Shotgun and his pistol.
"Kad'Harangir," he'd call out, with a hand towards the sky.
"Are you not pleased with me? Is this why you have taken my brothers from me?"
"You took everything else, Kad'Harangir. My wife. My family. And now, my brothers-in-arms," he'd speak in Mando'a, everything now.
"I have given you everything. Can you not give me something in return?"
There was silence. He missed the loudness.
"You spoke to me before," he whispered, "Like a hurricane gale striking at my ears. You spoke to me before and you showed me everything. Is this the cost of it? I wished for silence and now all I can do is beg for noise. I have done all that you asked! Answer me,"
Silence, again. Not even a breeze.
"Answer me, damn you!" he'd shout, stepping forward from where he sat. "Diz. Barc. Not even given the courtesy of Mandalorian soil or a Mandalorian cause to die for and in. Some aruetii whore you force us to cling to so we could eat," He'd stomp loudly, "The least you can do is answer me! You ignore me, have you forsaken me?!" he'd look around, and then at the rushing water at his feet.
It was black, like coal. And then blood mingled in with it.
He had been answered. He collapsed against his seat once more out of the water and wept.
For the first time since he was a babe.
He wept for Mary, his beloved.
He wept for Clan Barret, his family.
He wept for his brothers, Diz and Barc.
And he wept for the gods he no longer trusted.
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