Coryth Elaris
Shortstack of Fire
@[member="Ordo"] @[member="Arla Balor"] @[member="Siobhan Kerrigan"] @[member="Hevana Martin"] @[member="HK-36"] @[member="Verz Horak"] @[member="Joshua DragonsFlame"]
(Can skip time skip a bit if we want to. Up to those flying)
"More cruel than I think you may know." Cory having gotten much the short end of the stick on cruelty in the Galaxy. She gave a nod of understanding, "It's almost a shock, to be honest. Never expected these things to happen. Not like this." Managing a smile she spoke, "Appreciate that, one more person to help, to aide, to go to, is always appreciated."
She cringed slightly sensing the deep pain with his brother, "They are not just cruel, sinister, evil and then some. A few border on the edge to the light, a few can be saved, but so many are truly lost. I hope that is not the case with your brother." Her eyes grew sad with his words, "Well, I understand that. I've got no family left anymore. Mother gone when I was seven, and on my own since. Father I never knew until I was in my late teens, and only a few months." Something about the words there held more pain than she would dare admit to. So much pain from losing her father, the force would have allowed her to save him. Just her father refused, believing it his time to go. Something that broke her heart forever.
"Don't have any siblings that I know of. Always wondered what a family was like." She then glanced to the others in the room, "The people here, are the closest I've gotten to a family. Never really knew much of it."
Another nod, "If I can come back from the twisted darkness that I fell into, anyone has a chance. Everyone deserves that second chance." The one she never believes she had deserved. "So have a little faith, it may not be the end just yet. Sometimes they need the right motivation to return. But don't give up hope. You give up hope and all truly is lost."
Before the injection, she had started to cry. The voices in her head growing so loud she just wanted to make it stop. His hand squeezing hers, felt a fair bit of fear at being touched by him, but between the pain and the urgent need for medicine she didn't do anything beyond pull away to reach for the syringe. Had it been any other time, any other moment, she might have thrown him across the room.
As the medicine flowed through her veins she started to relax, and shook her head as Josh withdrew. "Stop." She whispered, eyelids starting to slowly flutter as tiredness overwhelmed her. "Don't be sorry for trying to show compassion and concern in a moment like this. Yes.... there is history, and by males most I don't ever let touch my skin, very few ever get to, male or female. A good decade without allowing people to touch me, and I've been sensitive to it. Nerves are messed up and its not always pleasant but..." She shifted back on the bed, pulling the covers over her. "I've just been afraid to be hurt again, and let that fear keep me from people." Talking and revealing far more than she usually did about herself, and that part of her past. "Fear keeps me from a lot of things, and I need to stop reacting as harshly as I usually do, breaking wrists, throwing people across rooms, just because of a touch. Because I'm afraid. Very afraid."
She let silence hang in the air for a while, tears starting to well up as a very much high Coryth lay there in bed, "I'm so scared." She admitted openly. "I'm afraid this is going to fail." She not really aware of what she was saying at that point. "I'm afraid I'm not going to survive this journey." Lastly she whispered, "I just want the pull to stop, the voice that haunts me to go away, the visions ... the visions of the golden box, it calls to me." Both hands holding her head frustrated, but finally revealed the things she'd kept hidden. This point, she nearly asleep, but awake enough to still respond, just not aware anymore. Anyone really could have asked her anything, and she truly would have answered completely and fully in the semi-awake state she was in.
(Can skip time skip a bit if we want to. Up to those flying)
"More cruel than I think you may know." Cory having gotten much the short end of the stick on cruelty in the Galaxy. She gave a nod of understanding, "It's almost a shock, to be honest. Never expected these things to happen. Not like this." Managing a smile she spoke, "Appreciate that, one more person to help, to aide, to go to, is always appreciated."
She cringed slightly sensing the deep pain with his brother, "They are not just cruel, sinister, evil and then some. A few border on the edge to the light, a few can be saved, but so many are truly lost. I hope that is not the case with your brother." Her eyes grew sad with his words, "Well, I understand that. I've got no family left anymore. Mother gone when I was seven, and on my own since. Father I never knew until I was in my late teens, and only a few months." Something about the words there held more pain than she would dare admit to. So much pain from losing her father, the force would have allowed her to save him. Just her father refused, believing it his time to go. Something that broke her heart forever.
"Don't have any siblings that I know of. Always wondered what a family was like." She then glanced to the others in the room, "The people here, are the closest I've gotten to a family. Never really knew much of it."
Another nod, "If I can come back from the twisted darkness that I fell into, anyone has a chance. Everyone deserves that second chance." The one she never believes she had deserved. "So have a little faith, it may not be the end just yet. Sometimes they need the right motivation to return. But don't give up hope. You give up hope and all truly is lost."
Before the injection, she had started to cry. The voices in her head growing so loud she just wanted to make it stop. His hand squeezing hers, felt a fair bit of fear at being touched by him, but between the pain and the urgent need for medicine she didn't do anything beyond pull away to reach for the syringe. Had it been any other time, any other moment, she might have thrown him across the room.
As the medicine flowed through her veins she started to relax, and shook her head as Josh withdrew. "Stop." She whispered, eyelids starting to slowly flutter as tiredness overwhelmed her. "Don't be sorry for trying to show compassion and concern in a moment like this. Yes.... there is history, and by males most I don't ever let touch my skin, very few ever get to, male or female. A good decade without allowing people to touch me, and I've been sensitive to it. Nerves are messed up and its not always pleasant but..." She shifted back on the bed, pulling the covers over her. "I've just been afraid to be hurt again, and let that fear keep me from people." Talking and revealing far more than she usually did about herself, and that part of her past. "Fear keeps me from a lot of things, and I need to stop reacting as harshly as I usually do, breaking wrists, throwing people across rooms, just because of a touch. Because I'm afraid. Very afraid."
She let silence hang in the air for a while, tears starting to well up as a very much high Coryth lay there in bed, "I'm so scared." She admitted openly. "I'm afraid this is going to fail." She not really aware of what she was saying at that point. "I'm afraid I'm not going to survive this journey." Lastly she whispered, "I just want the pull to stop, the voice that haunts me to go away, the visions ... the visions of the golden box, it calls to me." Both hands holding her head frustrated, but finally revealed the things she'd kept hidden. This point, she nearly asleep, but awake enough to still respond, just not aware anymore. Anyone really could have asked her anything, and she truly would have answered completely and fully in the semi-awake state she was in.