Mother of Pearl
Joza’s lower lip caught between her teeth. Her hands rubbed back and forth along the tops of her thighs slowly, occasionally grabbing at the fabric that covered them. Her nerves had not abated entirely, but they were plateauing into a quasi-calm state now that the initial storm was over. All in all, things had turned out…better than she had expected. For now, at least. The next 8 months would certainly bring challenges of their own, and who knew what else after.
Now that the scolding was over, she found that Connor’s words were strangely calming. Maybe it’s because she esteemed him highly that it crushed her to disappoint him, but he was still here. He hadn’t kicked her out of the Order, and he’d even promised to help her. Don’t let anyone push you. You’re important. It’s your choice. Encouraging words like that had been rare, and she realized this suddenly. Typically the only praise she received had to do with her looks or her body—not that she didn’t appreciate them, but that wasn’t the focus of their conversation.
“No changing? Can’t blame a girl for trying.” She gave him that same tired smile, though her eyes did seem to brighten. And then they turned back to the wound beneath his eye for a moment, gaze flicking away after she realized she was staring. It was impolite, Joza wouldn’t want someone staring at the marks on her body like that.
Raising an arm, she wiped away the foundation and concealer on her left cheek to reveal a scar of her own. It ran diagonally down her cheek, its shape and texture telling of that of a saber burn. While it was not severe in appearance, time had allowed the light pink mark to flesh over a bit and smooth out. “I got this during my first battle with the Sith. A Trandoshan Acolyte burned me with his lightsaber during a lock. I don’t remember much of the fight, but I remember that vividly. And the part where I threw up.” She traced the burn with a finger idly, though the memory didn’t seem to worsen her mood. “Luckily I stopped getting sick in battle a while ago.” She laughed softly, almost humorlessly. No one was without their scars here.
[member="Connor Harrison"]
Now that the scolding was over, she found that Connor’s words were strangely calming. Maybe it’s because she esteemed him highly that it crushed her to disappoint him, but he was still here. He hadn’t kicked her out of the Order, and he’d even promised to help her. Don’t let anyone push you. You’re important. It’s your choice. Encouraging words like that had been rare, and she realized this suddenly. Typically the only praise she received had to do with her looks or her body—not that she didn’t appreciate them, but that wasn’t the focus of their conversation.
“No changing? Can’t blame a girl for trying.” She gave him that same tired smile, though her eyes did seem to brighten. And then they turned back to the wound beneath his eye for a moment, gaze flicking away after she realized she was staring. It was impolite, Joza wouldn’t want someone staring at the marks on her body like that.
Raising an arm, she wiped away the foundation and concealer on her left cheek to reveal a scar of her own. It ran diagonally down her cheek, its shape and texture telling of that of a saber burn. While it was not severe in appearance, time had allowed the light pink mark to flesh over a bit and smooth out. “I got this during my first battle with the Sith. A Trandoshan Acolyte burned me with his lightsaber during a lock. I don’t remember much of the fight, but I remember that vividly. And the part where I threw up.” She traced the burn with a finger idly, though the memory didn’t seem to worsen her mood. “Luckily I stopped getting sick in battle a while ago.” She laughed softly, almost humorlessly. No one was without their scars here.
[member="Connor Harrison"]