Post: 12
[member="Vilin"]
"Atrisia," he echoed, exhaling heavily at the mere mention of the Mad King Mythos brought him back to that day, "That's when everything started to change, isn't it? When we changed..."
He trailed off, pausing to fumble a pack of cigarras out of his belt pockets and, upon receiving a nod of assent from the Devaronian, lit up the mild narcotic at a respectful distance from the older man and likely in several violations of Senate District street ordinances. The two stood not far from the Commodore's shuttle, now people watching in silence interspersed by the occasional notes of their conversation. Zark could not read the indecipherable features of the old sea dog to discern what he was thinking, and would consider it in extremely poor taste to say the least to use his super-cognitive abilities to pry in the other's mind, but for his own part he struggled to process the wave of traumatic emotions that flooded over him as he recalled the events of that day, and attempted to find his center through it all.
Vilin had been there as well, there could be no doubt that he spoke with some authority. But the Devaronian had spent much of the Battle on the outer edge of the Atrisia system, dealing with the aftermath as his reinforcements had arrived to a situated already almost entirely out of control. But Zark had been there from the beginning, one of the first responders, and he had gotten a front row seat to one of the most horrifying shows in the galaxy as he had helped Admiral Tevv prosecute the fight from orbit. Tevv, the wily old Sullustan, had actually had a heart attack in the middle of the debacle. And Zark...he had lost half his fleet and thousands of souls under his direct command in a matter of seconds when the Force storms had first hit, and as both Rogue Squadron and the remnants of his task force fought back some sort of terror from beyond, he had lost something else...
"Before that Force forsaken day, we were still the saviors of the galaxy. The vanquishers of the One Sith," he chuckled. It was how it had been when he had first joined up, anyway, "And now? We're meddlers. Invaders, imperialists, crusaders, fanatics. How short people's memories can be...they forget too quickly what real tyrants look like, and that more than anything is the greatest advantage both this upstart First Order in the south and this Imperial remnant in the core possess. They promise people a better way, even if its the same one that's been tried and tried again. The only way to get peace and order is to work for it, when will they learn?"
At some point, Zark realized he had been ranting, and self-consciously he noticed his hands begin to tremble when the cigarra started shuddering in his fingers.
"Sorry," he said in a much lower, more apologetic tone, "I lost my balance there for a second."