"Back there on Commenor," Asaraa didn't lift her eyes, unwilling to meet Caedyn's gaze as she spoke. "When we found that Sith and he started talking I...I let him get to me. I know that it was just words, that he was trying to push my buttons but it didn't help, not right there in the moment. I wanted to punch him in his face and charge him, cut him in two. Anything to make him shut up." The girl was extremely interested in her hands right now, clenching them into fits and opening them up again as she examined her nails intently. "I shouldn't have let him get to me but...I did something really bad and got a lot of people killed." This time the girl looked up, her blue eyes catching Caedyn's gaze, "I guess part of me still wants to find forgiveness in action, and when he accused us of sacrificing innocents so that we could look better and act the heroes, it touched off a sensitive point for me. I don't want anyone else to get hurt because of me, but he almost pushed me to attack him without thinking, playing right into his plans. If you hadn't stepped in I have no idea what would have happened but I figure, it's not a great idea to play into a Sith's plans like that. So...thank you for saving me from myself."
The girl fell silent for a moment before she shook her head, her hair swishing around her head like a short look as she offered Caedyn a small smile, "Nah they wouldn't have, I'd have never let them shoot you like that. Besides, you're too useful alive. They'd probably have ended up killing me and taking you to use you as a hostage. You mother wants to protect her people but to protect her own flesh and blood, there's nothing a parent wouldn't do for that right? at least that's what people tell me." Asaraa couldn't really remember her family, and it wasn't like she was ever going to have the chance to meet them to find out for herself anytime soon, if ever. "And not much a kid won't do for his mother...or his father when it comes down to it."
She let the statement hang in the air as she stretched out her legs, uncurling in her seat like a cat stretching. As she stretched out Asaraa's shoulder's seemed to swell with her usual confidence, her confession, the memory of her displayed vulnerability hanging in the air between them, as she waved a hand at the boy. "What kinda friend would I be if I just slinked off back to Kashyyyk and left you all here to deal with the Sith alone? Besides, they owe me and," this time the grin was brighter, "Who else is gonna get you out of trouble when you end up in there?" She glanced back at her hands for a moment, "Kashyyyk is home, and I guess I need to head back, to check in and make sure they know I'm ok and see if the Assembly or my master have any missions for me. But not just yet, I'll need to organise a lift back for one, but, you know, if you need someone to watch your back, I've got a pretty fast ship somewhere out there, unless Odin decided to go explore the unknown regions by himself."
[member="Caedyn Arenais"]