Aspiring Jedi
The death of the Sith that had sought to engage them left rather a bad taste in Teynara's mouth, and for a moment, it was all she could do to simply stare wide-eyed at his corpse, looking for all the world as though she had never seen a man decapitated before. I suppose seeing people die from age, illness and injury is a little different from seeing one of your companions extinguishing that life with deliberate purpose, she noted with a touch of unsteadiness to her thoughts. I suppose what they say at the Temple is true: all Jedi kill eventually. The idea of it made her want to throw up, but she kept her stomach. Wouldn't do to let anyone see that.
Not that Teynara was particularly squemish - quite the opposite, in fact. After all, her parents were both in the medical profession, so she'd seen a fair amount just in observing them, and as a Xenobiologist, she was more than familiar with the various anatomical and physiological differences that existed between many of the species of the Galaxy - it was, after all, her primary area of expertise. She'd seen blood, guts, injuries that could never be effectively repaired, deaths that could not be averted and deformities that would cause life-long disability that could only just about be compensated for. A little blood shouldn't bother me here, yet it does. Perhaps it was the manner of death that was the issue.
Not that there's really any blood, she mused, eyeing the corpse with a little less in the way of astonishment now, letting the analytical side of her brain take over, perhaps to let the emotional side retreat for a moment and take it's time to cope with the shock of it all. It all happened so fast, that much she was certain of. But the neck is cauterised by the high-energy interaction with a lightsaber blade, so blood flow is minimised, essentially sealing blood within the two severed sections of the body. She'd heard it said among some circles that a lightsaber was actually an unethical weapon: with a little oxygenated blood remaining trapped inside the head after decapitation, consciousness could be maintained for a few seconds after the cut had been made, just long enough for the realisation that you were dead to set in. A truly horrific way to die, if true, she thought.
She couldn't dwell on that now, though - there would be time to mourn later, and to reflect on the events here. And, yes, I can mourn for an enemy, she assured herself. His goals and values were not mine, but he was nonetheless a living being, worthy of life. His end should be mourned by somebody. And she felt that grief, most strongly, but now wasn't the time to stop and reflect upon it - they had a job to do. The tears that fell from her cheeks weren't to be restrained, though. It felt good and proper to allow them, even though her mind forced the feelings that went with them to the back of her mind.
"Uh...yeah, I can probably do something with this," she said haltingly in reply to Carmen's query. Teynara had spent enough time around technical equipment to have a fair idea how to deactivate some when she came across it - but, if things were as bad as she expected out there, they probably didn't have a lot of time to stop and puzzle out the workings. Maybe I'll take a leaf out of Carmen's book, then. The blonde walked over to Carmen with a surprisingly strong gait, then took the Sith's lightsaber from the other woman's hand, gripping the hilt tightly in her hand. She turned to the equipment, then pointed the lightsaber's emitter at the transmitter and pressed the large red button that activated the blade. The snap-hiss familiar to most Jedi issued from the weapon as the crimson blade extended and cut into the equipment, sparks flying everywhere. After a moment, it was debris. She turned off the weapon and threw it away, disdain and a little anger evident in her mannerisms. "I trust that satisfies your requirements?," she asked with a touch of annoyance in her voice, then turned away.
There's not enough time here, she thought despairingly. People were dying all around them, she knew: here, in this room, out there, on the streets, and perhaps even now, the Chancellor and her escort were among those who were falling even now. And what can we truly do to stop all this?, Teynara wondered, a soft sigh of frustration falling from her lips. It's all madness. And she was culpable now, just as they all were. Some of this is my responsibility. She'd have to carry that.
Not that Teynara was particularly squemish - quite the opposite, in fact. After all, her parents were both in the medical profession, so she'd seen a fair amount just in observing them, and as a Xenobiologist, she was more than familiar with the various anatomical and physiological differences that existed between many of the species of the Galaxy - it was, after all, her primary area of expertise. She'd seen blood, guts, injuries that could never be effectively repaired, deaths that could not be averted and deformities that would cause life-long disability that could only just about be compensated for. A little blood shouldn't bother me here, yet it does. Perhaps it was the manner of death that was the issue.
Not that there's really any blood, she mused, eyeing the corpse with a little less in the way of astonishment now, letting the analytical side of her brain take over, perhaps to let the emotional side retreat for a moment and take it's time to cope with the shock of it all. It all happened so fast, that much she was certain of. But the neck is cauterised by the high-energy interaction with a lightsaber blade, so blood flow is minimised, essentially sealing blood within the two severed sections of the body. She'd heard it said among some circles that a lightsaber was actually an unethical weapon: with a little oxygenated blood remaining trapped inside the head after decapitation, consciousness could be maintained for a few seconds after the cut had been made, just long enough for the realisation that you were dead to set in. A truly horrific way to die, if true, she thought.
She couldn't dwell on that now, though - there would be time to mourn later, and to reflect on the events here. And, yes, I can mourn for an enemy, she assured herself. His goals and values were not mine, but he was nonetheless a living being, worthy of life. His end should be mourned by somebody. And she felt that grief, most strongly, but now wasn't the time to stop and reflect upon it - they had a job to do. The tears that fell from her cheeks weren't to be restrained, though. It felt good and proper to allow them, even though her mind forced the feelings that went with them to the back of her mind.
"Uh...yeah, I can probably do something with this," she said haltingly in reply to Carmen's query. Teynara had spent enough time around technical equipment to have a fair idea how to deactivate some when she came across it - but, if things were as bad as she expected out there, they probably didn't have a lot of time to stop and puzzle out the workings. Maybe I'll take a leaf out of Carmen's book, then. The blonde walked over to Carmen with a surprisingly strong gait, then took the Sith's lightsaber from the other woman's hand, gripping the hilt tightly in her hand. She turned to the equipment, then pointed the lightsaber's emitter at the transmitter and pressed the large red button that activated the blade. The snap-hiss familiar to most Jedi issued from the weapon as the crimson blade extended and cut into the equipment, sparks flying everywhere. After a moment, it was debris. She turned off the weapon and threw it away, disdain and a little anger evident in her mannerisms. "I trust that satisfies your requirements?," she asked with a touch of annoyance in her voice, then turned away.
There's not enough time here, she thought despairingly. People were dying all around them, she knew: here, in this room, out there, on the streets, and perhaps even now, the Chancellor and her escort were among those who were falling even now. And what can we truly do to stop all this?, Teynara wondered, a soft sigh of frustration falling from her lips. It's all madness. And she was culpable now, just as they all were. Some of this is my responsibility. She'd have to carry that.