"At least I
focus on the real threat!" Xiphos snapped. "The death toll is up to a
hundred billion! A HUNDRED BILLION!" Xiphos shouted, the sheer number in of itself horrifying her, unable to restrain herself emotionally at the sight of the man who had helped kick start the year of pure hell she had been through. "Even The Vong showed more mercy than the Lobsters!"
Flashes, memories of the worms devouring the soldiers she fought beside, of Moya leaving, of Lynda denouncing her, of cities burning, of planets dying, and her being unable to stop hardly
any of it, all mixing in a hellish slurry in her damaged brain.
"I DREAM ABOUT NAR KREETA AND SARKA AND CSILLA EVERY NIGHT!
EVERY NIGHT!" Xiphos screamed at him, her pent up frustration and emotional turmoil over all the horrible things she had seen the Bryn'adul and The Maw commit, and that she had committed in response, boiling and freezing in an agonizing cacophony within her.
"HOW MANY OF THOSE MURDERED WORLDS MIGHT HAVE BEEN SAVED HAD WE ALL ACTED AS ONE?! INSTEAD YOU'RE
HERE! FIGHTING OVER THIS
CORPSE OF A PLANET!"
The ground cracked a bit beneath her, the air around her and him getting colder. The full weight of what she had lost over the past months made those cracks. Moya. Lynda. Her rabbits. Her ship. Syd...
Syd...
"The SJC might not fully approve of what their
allies are doing...but I don't see you, or anyone else you call friend raising that much of a complaint. As long as you get to kill all the Sith
first, you won't
mind getting killed by the Lobsters
last. There is
nothing to respect in your organization anymore!" Xiphos spat, barely getting her emotions back under control, thankful he couldn't see her crying under the helm as everything she had been holding in spilled out in a river of wrath that flowed from her tongue. This would not do. She couldn't lose control like this in the inevitable fight against him.
She couldn't help but be furious at him in the moment.
"There was a time when I took the heat off you at Yurb, when the Bryn'adul were on the verge of
murdering you. If you only knew how many times I thought about that day..."
She angled her blade low and pointing out directly in front of her to Coren, in a Fool's Guard.
"...and how much I
regret it! I would shame myself, and my ancestors, returning to a fold
that immoral. My good deeds would taste like ashes in my mouth serving the Concord again. The worst I've done is kill military assets on the battlefield. YOU LET BILLIONS BE MURDERED FOR THE INDIGNATION OF
TEENAGERS!"
Xiphos lunged, not fully in control of her emotions with a series of quick jabs barrowed from the Ataru style, a highly focus and strength oriented version of Form Four's "Saber Swarm" technique, directed at his throat and chest. As she had changed, so had her Form One. It was no longer a "pure" form. Bits of Ataru and Makashi, along with Strong Style had been encorporated into it as she had begun to gain a greater understanding of her battlefield needs.
The result was a style as good at fighting multiple opponents as well as just one, and went well with heavy armor. She would have to be careful. Starchaser was a legend, in spite of how much his actions disgusted her, and being in the presence of the man who she viewed as the cause of so much (albeit not
all of her woes, in fairness to him) unnecessary death and suffering, proclaiming his adherence to the Jedi way above all, even in the face of all the
horrific disasters to the victims of the Lobsters that resulted from his unhesitating urge to destroy Sith sabotaged her ability to lock her emotions away completely, due to how
livid she was with him.
There could be no true emotional distance today. Not for Xiphos. Not in the face of the man whose horrific mistake had led her to rebel and lose nearly all of her loved ones over her intense conviction in her own cause.
Could what she felt be described as Hatred? No. Her hatred, her
genuine hatred, was reserved almost entirely for the Amalgam.
Coren Starchaser
, on his own, had not committed the truly personal sins against her The Amalgam had. Her disgust and contempt towards him was over what his decisions had cost too many others more than her, however much they might have personally cost her in of themselves.
This wasn't Hatred.
But make no mistake, it was still
deeply personal.
In a really abhorrent, and unnatural way, Xiphos viewed herself as attempting to bring
Coren to justice...
Meanwhile...
Following: Jester Squadron
A Squadron of 007 Fire Sprays streaked over the deserts
DECEASED Aron Gowrie
and his forces were fixing to have a merry romp in.
Jack, the Model 1 Flight Leader, his chassis painted a custom metallic purple with green photo receptors like all members of Jester Squadron, spotted NIO fighting Maw.
"Say, Mark..." Jack said to his second in command.
"What is it, Jack?" Mark asked.
"Do you feel funny about using Semi-Bryn'adul tactics?"
"I'm in Jester Squadron. I'm
aallllwaaayys feeling funny. But in answer to your question I can't honestly say I mind."
"Not as funny as
they will feel when we do worm things. Straaaaannnge woooorrrm things..." hissed Heath the Nuetralizer, flying next to Jack.
"Heath, I let you on this Squadron because you amused me by sowing a Thermal Detonator into that one guy's stomach, but there was something inherently grotesque in the way you said that."
"Wait, he sowed a
Detonator into someone? That's
awesome! I wish I had thought of it!" Jared the Nuetralizer exclaimed. "Weirdest kill I managed was with a defibrillator."
"
Posers!" Zach the Nuetralizer chimed in. "I made some Mawite Motherfether drink liquid nitrogen!"
"You are the poser, Zach! I killed me a New Sith by using a plastic fork and a Ysalamiri! Took me about fourteen days of non-stop stabbing, but he kicked it eventually!" Mark retorted.
"Hahahaha hahahaha HAHAHAHA!" Joaquin the Nuetralizer cackled.
"What's so funny?" Jared wondered.
"I think it's a processor issue..." Jack explained. "He fights well enough..."
"I believe..." Heath trailed, locking onto a Cataphract in the distance.
"That whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you...much more philosophically introspective and exploratory to new stimuli!"
"I've seen you kill with Knives, Heath..." Jack muttered, increasing engine speed. "You ain't fooling anybody."
"Oh, I'm
way past knives, Jackie-Boy. I moved onto Cheese Shredders. Potato Peelers." Heath asserted.
"That's nice. Everyone, get set for your attack run!" Jack ordered.
Everyone began picking targets, some going for the AFV's on the riverbed, others looking to hit Gowrie's tanks.
But the Starfighters were not the only threat.
"Execute." Jack ordered over comms.
His squadron split up, Jack, Mark, and Jared raining fire on the heavily defended mountain side, the others, firing at the AFV's.
That's when the
Impeding Assault Tanks came into focus in this battle. Five had been dispatched to attack Forces on the Riverbed, others on the mountain trails. They emerged horribly from underneath the feet of the NIO as well as the Maw, their strength managing to completely flip over some of the Cataphracts and brutally kill some of the soldiers with the multiple weapons aboard the centipede like vehicle, burrowing back underneath before a return salvo could be directed at them. This was only the first attack run. The plan was to alternate between sudden attacks from underneath, and crushing assaults from above. Xiphos called it the "Heaven and Earth" stratagem. It had killed a few of the tanks so far. Time would see if they could keep up this pattern.
Meanwhile, the Nuetralizers began to enact Psychological Warfare over open comms.
"DAMINDS ARRRREEE FOREVER, THEY'RE ALLLLLLLL I NEEEEEED TO PLEASE ME. THEY CAAAAANNNN STIMULATE, AND TEASE ME. I CAN SEE EVERY PAARRRRT NOTHING-HIDES-IN-THE-HEAAAAAARRRT TO HUURRRRT MEEEE..."
The Mongrel