The Heir
He took the utterance of his name as the closest thing to permission he would receive, turning his head upwards, dulled red eyes welcoming the confusing silver-gold eyes that stared back. Weakening his external walls so that he might reinforce his mind against the influence of the entity inside his brain that would be all too willing to draw both sabres and... and... and...
It did not bear needing consideration for what a foolhardy decision it would be.
Control was beyond him, controlling something which could not be touched, could not be threatened, could not be swayed was an impossible task indeed, and though in months after that fateful day on Fiviune he had developed some theories and ideas on how it could be countered, featuring heavily those other voices that had echoed through his mind. Such was a difficult proposition when his own thoughts had become his enemy in the pursuit of excising the entity.
Of course in those weeks and months since, he had begun to try to understand the fragment, the fracture in his mind, its identity was well known to him, even if after all this time he had refused to call it by its name. A childish attempt at denial when the truth was written well perfectly in his mind. It was a primal thing, roaring at any threat if it approached, quick to anger, quick to scold, quick to taunt, yet it paradoxically above all else, seemed to desire to protect him.
Malum remembered on Odacer-Faustin when it had almost begged him to unleash it upon the Jedi Shadows when taunts had failed, taking control of his doppelganger to battle when he was outnumbered.
When its headaches and taunts had not only revealed what he had not seen himself but also given him information that he could not possibly have known.
Relics, memories, of a bygone age, memories that only one other person possibly could have.
Malum did not delude himself into believing such boons were given freely, that the entity did so out of the kindness of its non-existent heart. No, after all, one only needed to glance down at what he wore to know what the entity desired.
Malum only needed to look into the mirror and remember, he was beginning to forget who he was, to know what it wanted.
He had a time limit, that much was certain, how close or how far he was from the clock running out was a mystery, but just now, he felt that perhaps he had extended the time he had.
It was a quirk of the entity, whatever it was, though foreign to him, seemed wholly unique to him, or perhaps he simply had not known her as much as he had thought. He had noticed it, whenever around certain figures, certain... special figures. The headaches had grown worse, the urge to commit action, rather than convincing, was forcing.
The entity wished for revenge, it threw rationality to the side and simply tried to take control to force him to undertake its will, and there, would be its fault. For Malum was able to resist, through immense pressure, through searing headaches and a war between souls, when they competed, they were not working in concert, his freedom restored... for some time.
If needing to be around those who hated him, who he hated, simply those who triggered such phenomena.
Well, it was a price he would simply and happily pay.
So it was as he was commanded, the armoured figure rose at his Empresses' command, lips dry, simply nodding at her words, it was at the mention of his sister, that a brief moment of clarity claimed his brain, a ghost of a smile appearing at his lips, "Unfortunately not... I have not seen her... in some time," It was a hesitant confession, but all the more concerning to him, it was a confused realisation, memories were drawing blanks, when was the last time he had seen any of his family?
A tinge of guilt made itself to its fore, quickly hidden behind a forgery of a smile, "But I will do my utmost to bring her to the next soiree, all of them if I would have it my way... I had not realised Sophia, had made such an impression upon the Empress," Malum intoned, mind working through the pain as he considered what that meant, the Empress was to Malum's mind still perhaps one of the strangest women he had ever met, confusing him at every turn.
He was not sure if having his little sister on the Empresses' radar was a good thing at all.
It was as she asked her last question, long having returned to her husband's side and attention that he gave perhaps the only true smile he had given the entire evening, "As your Imperial Majesty wishes."
Of course, such a smile was quickly wiped off his features, returning towards his neutral mask of an expression, as he almost, for but a second, considered giving into the force that was attempting to take dominion of his soul. Darth Empyrean, the Emperor to whom he had... surrendered... his loyalty to always had that effect on him. He had done his best to ignore the eyes that had been staring right through his soul, the entire time that he had been speaking to his wife, but every second, it grew harder, and harder to ignore.
Until rubies met gold, and Malum could only say a certain few worlds, or otherwise no doubt die a painful death.
"As your Imperial Majesty wishes."
Srina Talon Darth Empyrean
It did not bear needing consideration for what a foolhardy decision it would be.
Control was beyond him, controlling something which could not be touched, could not be threatened, could not be swayed was an impossible task indeed, and though in months after that fateful day on Fiviune he had developed some theories and ideas on how it could be countered, featuring heavily those other voices that had echoed through his mind. Such was a difficult proposition when his own thoughts had become his enemy in the pursuit of excising the entity.
Of course in those weeks and months since, he had begun to try to understand the fragment, the fracture in his mind, its identity was well known to him, even if after all this time he had refused to call it by its name. A childish attempt at denial when the truth was written well perfectly in his mind. It was a primal thing, roaring at any threat if it approached, quick to anger, quick to scold, quick to taunt, yet it paradoxically above all else, seemed to desire to protect him.
Malum remembered on Odacer-Faustin when it had almost begged him to unleash it upon the Jedi Shadows when taunts had failed, taking control of his doppelganger to battle when he was outnumbered.
When its headaches and taunts had not only revealed what he had not seen himself but also given him information that he could not possibly have known.
Relics, memories, of a bygone age, memories that only one other person possibly could have.
Malum did not delude himself into believing such boons were given freely, that the entity did so out of the kindness of its non-existent heart. No, after all, one only needed to glance down at what he wore to know what the entity desired.
Malum only needed to look into the mirror and remember, he was beginning to forget who he was, to know what it wanted.
He had a time limit, that much was certain, how close or how far he was from the clock running out was a mystery, but just now, he felt that perhaps he had extended the time he had.
It was a quirk of the entity, whatever it was, though foreign to him, seemed wholly unique to him, or perhaps he simply had not known her as much as he had thought. He had noticed it, whenever around certain figures, certain... special figures. The headaches had grown worse, the urge to commit action, rather than convincing, was forcing.
The entity wished for revenge, it threw rationality to the side and simply tried to take control to force him to undertake its will, and there, would be its fault. For Malum was able to resist, through immense pressure, through searing headaches and a war between souls, when they competed, they were not working in concert, his freedom restored... for some time.
If needing to be around those who hated him, who he hated, simply those who triggered such phenomena.
Well, it was a price he would simply and happily pay.
So it was as he was commanded, the armoured figure rose at his Empresses' command, lips dry, simply nodding at her words, it was at the mention of his sister, that a brief moment of clarity claimed his brain, a ghost of a smile appearing at his lips, "Unfortunately not... I have not seen her... in some time," It was a hesitant confession, but all the more concerning to him, it was a confused realisation, memories were drawing blanks, when was the last time he had seen any of his family?
A tinge of guilt made itself to its fore, quickly hidden behind a forgery of a smile, "But I will do my utmost to bring her to the next soiree, all of them if I would have it my way... I had not realised Sophia, had made such an impression upon the Empress," Malum intoned, mind working through the pain as he considered what that meant, the Empress was to Malum's mind still perhaps one of the strangest women he had ever met, confusing him at every turn.
He was not sure if having his little sister on the Empresses' radar was a good thing at all.
It was as she asked her last question, long having returned to her husband's side and attention that he gave perhaps the only true smile he had given the entire evening, "As your Imperial Majesty wishes."
Of course, such a smile was quickly wiped off his features, returning towards his neutral mask of an expression, as he almost, for but a second, considered giving into the force that was attempting to take dominion of his soul. Darth Empyrean, the Emperor to whom he had... surrendered... his loyalty to always had that effect on him. He had done his best to ignore the eyes that had been staring right through his soul, the entire time that he had been speaking to his wife, but every second, it grew harder, and harder to ignore.
Until rubies met gold, and Malum could only say a certain few worlds, or otherwise no doubt die a painful death.
"As your Imperial Majesty wishes."
Srina Talon Darth Empyrean