His words held sincerity, a rare thing to find within the circles they both moved in. There was a comfort in his honesty, an ease in the way he spoke about his family, and it was this very ease that made Fevris feel safe enough to continue the conversation with the same level of openness.
She considered his question carefully before answering, her gaze momentarily drifting to the path ahead as she gathered her thoughts.
"It's true that the pursuit of knowledge drives me," she began, her tone thoughtful,
"but it goes deeper than that."
Fevris turned her gaze back to him, her blue eyes reflecting a mix of determination and something more vulnerable.
"I was born with a rare condition—congenital adrenal insufficiency. It's a part of me that I've had to live with, something that has shaped the person I am today. But more than that, it has given me a unique perspective on life, on the fragility of the human body, and the importance of finding solutions to overcome such limitations."
Her voice softened as she continued,
"I suppose, in a way, my work is personal. It started as a means to understand and perhaps find a way to overcome my own limitations, but it has evolved into something much bigger. I want to ensure that others don't have to suffer in the same way, that they have the tools and the means to live their lives to the fullest. It's about giving people the chance to have a future, one that's not defined by the circumstances they were born into."
Fevris smiled faintly, a hint of vulnerability still lingering in her expression.
"It's also about control. My condition took that away from me, but through my work, I've found a way to reclaim it, to take control of my own destiny, and in doing so, perhaps help others do the same."
There was a brief pause as she let her words settle between them, before she added,
"So yes, while knowledge is a powerful motivator, it's the desire to make a tangible difference, to create something lasting and meaningful, that truly drives me."
She glanced at him, curious to see how he would respond. Fevris had revealed more than she typically did in such conversations, but with Sarlow, it felt natural, as if they were both peeling back layers to uncover the core of who they were. And as she looked into his eyes, she found herself wanting to know even more about the man beside her, the man who was managing to, effortlessly, draw out parts of herself she rarely showed to anyone.
As they continued their walk, Fevris took a moment to observe their surroundings. They had reached the gardens. The night was cool, and the stars above seemed to shine just a little brighter in the stillness of the evening. Turning her attention back to Sarlow, she gently squeezed his arm, an involuntary gesture and perhaps, in its own way, an invitation to continue the exchange they had started.
"You know," she began, a slight smile playing on her lips,
"for someone who's managed to balance so much, you strike me as someone who might have a secret hobby or two."
Fevris looked at him with a playful curiosity, letting the conversation take a more personal turn.
"Is there anything you do purely for yourself? Something that has nothing to do with duty or responsibility, just something that makes you feel... more like you?"