"I
will not stand and help this Order in its folly of fighting on two fronts. Every amount of blood you shed fighting the Sith helps the Bryn'adul slaughter another planet. And I vow--do you hear me?--
vow--to oppose
Ryv
and the NIO and NJO at every point as long as they pursue this strategy. I refuse to sit on the side lines and watch you deliberately weaken yourselves for the Bryn'adul. Sure, you might take territory...you 'won' at Korriban. How many more 'wins' like that before you are
undone? It is sheer
hubris." Laertia insisted tersely.
She wanted to tear her hair out. Hardly any of them wanted to set aside this fight with the Sith?
"I have fought for this Order. I have fought its enemies. But I will not assist Ryv or the SJC in the insanity of trying to fight both the Bryn'adul and the Sith just for the satisfaction of the
Diet Imperials he and The GA are foolish enough to call friend rather than ally of convenience, when they probably deserve a blade in the chest just as hard as the The Sith do. I care more for those planets under threat of attack no matter the factions they are part of than I do the Jedi, who it seems wish to treat things like its business as usual still. It isn't."
Laertia winced, hiding the pain of her migraine.
"I spoke to a survivor recently. He's a survivor of the Genocide of Kubindi. His whole family wiped out. Population exterminated for being Not-Bryn'adul. He's sworn to destroy them no matter what deals he has to make. Its personal for him. We might have been able to save at least one more Kubaz if we were all working together. But no...you want your two-front war. Well, mark my words, all of you...you'll
get it."
She stared at all of them, her gaze as cold and piercing as a breeze in a blizzard.
"And by the time you've watched enough of your friends and loved ones die against Sith, and the Bryn'adul no closer to defeat, just sitting back and watching you shoot your heart upon the Ocean Beast who's escaped your capture time and again...you will wonder why you thought it was such a good strategy, not putting a halt to your feud for even one instant to stop those monsters creating wounds in the Force you are sworn to defend."
This caused stirs of deep outrage but Laertia continued in that same, icy, nigh-unshakeable calm voice, no emotion bubbling forward. No hatred. No rage. Just sheer disappointment in those who thought they could have their cake and eat it
"I will not support this strategy. It is flawed, and will lead to senseless deaths better spent on Bryn'adul. Is this war with the Sith truly so much more pressing than an enemy who 'never' leaves survivors if it can possibly be helped? Who have no use for even a slave populace? Even if you might think that noble, falling on your sword for justice, I do not. I see it for the shortsighted act it is. To follow Ryv is to follow a death spiral. It is to follow a warmonger. I am a brutal,
brutal individual. But I am telling you
the truth. Your strategy is flawed, selfish, senseless, illogical, emotional in nature, and if you follow it, you will endanger the future of The Entire Galaxy. I will not stomach it. I 'will' oppose it. Violently, if necessary. I don't want to. It turns my stomach to fight my own peers. But that is what I am forced to do. Because the galaxy, and the lives of all the peoples not yet touched by the Bryn'adul, are bigger than the Jedi Order and its war with the Sith. Bigger than
any Wrong that
any of us have suffered at the hands of the Sith, no matter how vile or cruel an act they performed upon you or your world, it means
nothing if the Bryn'adul are not met by a united Galaxy, so that justice upon the Sith can be sought at a later date once the enemy damaging The Force without regard for consequences is defeated. And they 'must' be defeated. Or you can kiss all this 'Heroic' bullchit goodbye. All your Lightsabers, all your fancy gear and cool friends and worlds and ships and closest loved ones will go up in smoke. Compassion for those innocents are all that drive my words. But I have no compassion or patience for stupidity. Even if its from Jedi. I beg you, do not listen to the likes of Ryv Karis or
Okkeus Dainlei
. Their words are
poison. They will lead you away from the real fight and every victory gained under people like them will be paid for foolishly in Jedi Blood. In lost Knights and Masters desperately needed to defend Border worlds from Draelvasir and Juggernauts and whatever the Feth else The Bryn'adul are called. It will be paid in children with blades sent to the Battlefield before they were really ready, as I was. You are making a mistake. I refuse to let all the wrongs the Sith have done to me personally cloud my judgement, as the wrongs done to you and yours have clearly clouded the judgement of many Jedi. For those of you who wanna run me through...
fethin' try it..."
Laertia left the side of
Thurion Heavenshield
and
Starlin Rand
standing completely alone now.
I...I'm so sorry, Starlin. I'm so sorry for where my choices led you and Syd. I'm a bloody wretch who kills with barely any feeling and I am sorry for that also. I hope you can forgive me someday. But I can't quit now. The Galaxy is more important than the will of The Jedi. Don't blame Syd. Please don't. She couldn't be here. She's still too distraught over you emotionally and it wouldn't have done you any good, her being here. Blame 'me' Starlin. Its 'my' fault. All of my fault for what happened with Syd and you." she said to Starlin telepathically.