Kyra Perl
Coalescence
Romi's Quarters
Kyra Perl
She locked the door, turned and lingered on the silence a bit.
"Kyra..." and her voice sounded so defeated -- she felt like she failed her. They'd all be through so much...
She glided across the room and sat next to younger sister. Jade never knew emotions like this and found it hard to connect with her before but now, the budding maternal energy was seeping to the surface.
"First off," a beat. "I'm so sorry, for everything..."
She reached out, and cradled her hand.
It felt like ages since they'd seen each other, and felt even longer since they were able to connect on a familial level. Kyra was always a bright light, and now the Galaxy happened. Their roles, the war....it all happened.
And quite frankly, seeing her sister...made Romi look internally and wonder just what the kark had she been involved in this whole time.
Kyra sat stiff in the seat, not needing her empathy to sense Romi's heavy looks behind her back. Any sibling worth their salt knew when they were due in for a talking to. Her fingers gripped at her knees, biting back the slight tingle the spices left over her skin.
Her senses might be dulled, but she was sharp enough to feel stress. Her throat bobbed as Romi cradled her hand, her dilated gaze remaining intentionally ahead. "There's nothing to be sorry for, you can't control a coma."
But she was glad that Romi had pulled through. Not that she could find the words to say it. Her time in sith space had made a lot of words harder to find. Was that how Romi felt? It must be. Kyra had always sensed the disconnect the eldest adoptee had with the family. Duty before emotions.
Duty before self.
Kyra had taken up Romi's mantel when she had fallen ill all those months ago. Kyra would like to think she knew all about how Romi felt in life. She had always been her biggest hero.
She pulled her hand away, rejecting the touch in favor of rooting through her pockets. The leather bomber jacket would be familiar, though it had long since lost Romi's scent.
"I didn't come about that, anyway. I have something on Nida-- I thought it might be useful."
A flashdrive was produced, held out purposely between them.
Romi's Quarters
Kyra Perl
She hadn't looked at her
Romi picked up the quiet cue and glared at Kyra from the side...allowing her to retrieve her hand. This felt off.
Okay.
That coma made her realize so much, and it was almost as if she ran away from it all. She'd always committed herself to her duty, and it normally took precedence over any need she may have had; she always put others first, and dealt with her own chit in silence. But, now that she was looking at Kyra, someone who'd looked up to her... was this really the type of role model she wanted to be?
"What is it?" She trailed her hand as it went to pull something. "A flashdrive?"
"What's on it?" she followed up, "Where'd you find this stuff?"
She took a moment to try and figure it out but -- "Kyra."
She stood up, "Look at me." She commanded. She closed in and leaned forward "Look. At. Me."
Her eyes -- "What did you do!"
Kyra winced, Romi's response reverberating through the thickened confines of her skull. Ouch. She trailed her gaze unwillingly up, meeting Romi's with a deafening silence. She tightened her fingers around the flash drive and raised her chin.
"I'm a Zeltron, I could do worse."
Romi's Quarters
Kyra Perl
She was sharp.
"It's not funny." She retorted, twisting her neck in visible irritation.
"Whatever you're indulging yourself on...has you not being yourself." she continued, "Is this some type of way to avoid everything?"
She stepped back, "-- & you really thought I wouldn't notice..." Her real one strength was her ability to analyze and figure shmuck out.
"Lets take a step back from Nida for a moment and talk about you...so what it is?"
She moved in front of the door.
Kyra let out a heavy sigh, hearing the physical body block of the door. For the first time she wondered if she could take Romi-- overpower her, push her to the side. The thought brought an inappropriately timed smile to her lips.
"It's not funny."
Well it was a little...
As the youngest she had always been a bit manhandled by the whims of her elder siblings-- always a tag along, never the leader. Well she didn't want to tag a long this time, she didn't want to be bossed around. She stood up, a jitter entering her hand as she faced Romi in full.
"Listen. I'm not here as Kyra, your sister, I'm here as Kyra The Jedi. I don't want those looks, I didn't ask for your thoughts. I wouldn't have even known how to find you if I hadn't snooped on Dad's feed.
"Take the stupid flash drive. Figure out why Nida's like this," she demanded, the proffered piece of metal gleaming inside the hand that shook. "I did my job. Now you do yours."
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Kyra Perl
Silent.
She stepped aside -- fine
She wasn't gonna bar Kyra from this. She grabbed the flashdrive and stepped back.
"My entire life has been dedicated to my role as a Jedi. All I know, and have is my duty. If i've taught you that was all to aspire to sister, i'm sorry."
For the most part, Romi has run away from anything that could remotely get close to her...something of hers that'd been magnified after she recovered from a similar situation like Nida. Nowadays, she was finding that sprint all the more difficult.
"Be angry with me, with Nida, with everything...but feel all that comes with it. Don't run." She continued.
"This dysfunction has to stop--" She snatched Kyra's hand and planted it across her stomach, "-- If only for those who'll look up to us..."
Jade was never vulnerable like this...
But this situation in particular brought it out of her each time. As much as she tried to run from it...
"Do you feel it?"
She couldn't. And, that was the scary part.
Kyra tried to jerk back, ready for a scuffle if that's what it took. She had had more than her fair scraps with Yula, Romi wouldn't be-- It all died at the faint echo that reached her through the spice-fueled fog. A pulse of life beat in near perfect sync with Romi's body. It was tiny... fragile, and pure. It remained unreadable for her to pick up at a distance, but touch had always been a bridge. Her brows furrowed as she sunk, with great effort, further into the force. It grew clearer. A little bean of life lay nestled under Kyra's hand.
She gasped, lips parting as she stared at Romi's stomach.
"You're..."
Her thoughts flew backwards, running though reels of memories-- pictures, magazines, all plastered with her sister's face. He was always there-- an assignment turned into something more. A line fuzzled and she was seeing through Romi's eyes. A marriage, full of hope and killed in its cradle. Danger, remorse, pain. And now...
"You're pregnant."
A secret.
Kyra looked up, Romi's fear shining in her eyes. "What are you going to do?"
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