Yes. Yes, he pressed her buttons. He jabbed them like a hammer hitting a nail full bore. And there was a reason for it. He did not want her to fall. And she was ever so close, no matter what she said to him, to anyone. The pure anger and self-loathing came through clear as a night sky on Tatooine when she clenched that fist, even if for but a moment. But No matter how he thought or felt, a moment was all he needed. He'd seen too much, done too much, been through too much to see things any other way. He took note as she looked to the door to the cell first. She cared for one across it's threshold, more-so than she would admit to. That was a good thing. Friendship was a core value of the Jedi of old. Jedi of now looked at it far too fleetingly.
"You want to know? Are you prepared to know, Kana? Because I can tell you simply, or in great detail. And I know all too well that a simple answer will not suffice for you. You crave knowledge, but the knowledge you seek is not the knowledge you need."
Ket moved even closer now, until he was almost nose to nose with the girl. And he bent his head down and looked to her with lifeless eyes. He could feel her pent up rage and frustration begin to boil over. It reminded him all too much of himself at an even younger age. And as one who'd been on her end of things, he knew full well what was needed in this situation. Brutal, uncompromising honesty.
"The Dark Side is not something you resist, Kana. It's something you fight. And you WILL fight it, every single day of your life. You are not here to see justice done, little girl. You are not here to see that punishment is carried out, to see me pay for my crimes. You are here because you know deep down that I am right. I've watched you since the day you were born. The Force grants powerful visions, Kana, to those who can see them. I have lept across time itself, over 8 centuries I have watched this galaxy. I saw the plague, I watched the rise and fall of empires. And as I lay in my hibernation, I saw visions of those whom I thought the Darkside craved as it's own. And so I watched, and kept note of them all."
Ket took a step back, and pulled his jacket off slowly. As the leather fell tot he floor, his shirt followed suit. The skin beneath was tattooed, of course. But it was scarred and branded as well. Names she knew all too well lay upon his flesh, raised up from the rest. Truden. Raaf. Karr. Eden. Diamonds. Olar. Peradun. Elaris. They were there for her to see now, and he made no motion to hide them.
"As I sat there, as Aseir Inari healed my mind, and I nearly died, there was but one thing that kept me alive. One thought. That these names upon my skin were not those I was to bring into the Darkness' service. These were those whom the FOrce had called to me to protect. To keep safe from the Dark Path. To watch over as a protector. This is why I've come, Kana. Not to seek Redemption. No, I've come to do the Force's bidding. We are ALL servents to the Force, whether we choose to be or not. THIS is why I've done what I've done. You think me here to take you back to the Sith as some sort of triumphant trophy?"
Ket's face, for the first time in many years, contorted into a look of disappointment and disgust.
"I'm here to show you just how close you are to becoming Sith Master Kana Truden. I will not let that happen. Think on this, Kana. I have the power to simply walk out that door, and I could drag you with me, kicking and screaming, and not one of those Knights and Masters could hope to stop me. I was the one who brought forth utter destruction of Telos so long ago. I once commanded the Sith as if they were my own personal plaything. Yet here I am, willing in a jailcell, where my own death may come sooner than we think, trying to show you."
It was then that he closed his eyes. He began to calm himself, to center himself, and he made no attempt to hide it. Not from Kana, nor from Master Raaf or Knight Korr outside. Not from Master Windspeaker who kept himself in the corner, watching. He let forth the peaceful calm of the living Force pour from him. An enigma? Not in the least. All one needed to do was to look deep within him, and they would see he truly was not the same man he once was. No, now he WAS a man, and no longer the Monster he had once been.
"You, Kana Truden, need to understand that coming to terms with your past is not enough. You need to face it head on, with open eyes. You need to look at that past, and forgive not only those who once hurt you, but YOURSELF. And you need to realize that you ARE worthy of your title. Once you understand that you did not become a Jedi, but that the Force CHOSE you to be a Jedi, you will know peace. You will know forgiveness, and then, and ONLY then, will you understand the lesson I am trying to teach you. Your friends helped you, and the Force guided you, but you heeded it's call. Not to escape your past, but to tell your past that it did not DEFINE you. The FORCE defines you. The FORCE shows you the path. Yes, you walk it, but until you let go, Kana, until you look at yourself and say that you are not a product of what shaped you, but a product of what the Force willed you to be..."
Ket whispered this last part, as it was something it took him 800 years to come to understand. "...you will never be whole."
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