L I G H T - O F - A S H L A
Lady Eina L'lerim-Vandiir
The First and the Light of Ashla
Heiress and Princess of the Eternal Empire and Terraris; Angelic Mascot and Representative of the Ashlan Crusade
Eternal Empire's Ambassador to the Ashlan Crusade; Matriarch of the Valkyrja; Leader of Sanctuary and the Fjölkyngi Smiđr Guild
The First and the Light of Ashla
Heiress and Princess of the Eternal Empire and Terraris; Angelic Mascot and Representative of the Ashlan Crusade
Eternal Empire's Ambassador to the Ashlan Crusade; Matriarch of the Valkyrja; Leader of Sanctuary and the Fjölkyngi Smiđr Guild
Location: Settlement, Kamar
Equipment: Sverð Fyrstr (swords) | Ljósspjót (spear) | Skrúð Engill Fyrstr (armour) || Empyrean gland | OPBC-01m || Current appearance
Writing With: Heinrich Faust | Isla Draellix-Kobitana | Open
Eina wasn't really bothered by the distance and that she is not with him, but by how it all turned out. She felt like Geiseric didn’t want her to be there because he was worried something was going to happen. And Eina interpreted that the man didn't want her to see if something happened to him or he might die. Last but not least, feeling bad didn't help her; she had a bad feeling, and that's when a bad thing usually happens. So really, these two things added up the worries and not just the separation, the fact that spending days or weeks separately wasn’t a problem because it happened multiple times and they could communicate at any time.
It was different now because of the ones listed earlier. Just because, despite the dyad, she hadn't let the man as close as they had since their engagement. She was afraid he would want to leave if they talked about that topic, so Eina was more distant. But not since, and that has made her partly more vulnerable, as she dared to be attached to Gei more than before. She still had to get used to it, she had to put this in order in her soul, and the situation didn’t help.
When she entered the building, she was notified that Isla wanted to know her situation. Eina wouldn't let MANIAC say that. The Valkyrja actually had to realise that she wasn’t even afraid that Gei would die, as that was just another step in the circle of lives, even if the man became one with Ashla, they would still be able to talk, do anything. Rather, she feared he was in trouble, that her beloved crusader would get hurt, or someone causing him pain. Eina feared one thing about death, which was that someone would share the same fate like her father.
She fell to the ground at one of the walls in the building, hugged her knees, and continued to cry. Eina had never worried so much about anyone, not even Gei before this situation. If that conversation hadn't happened on Ession, she would have let the man completely close from the start; she felt that the time they had spent together would have been very different if she had no fear that Gei might not want to be with her. That's when she heard Isla's voice, she wasn't in a position to talk, especially not about the pain she was causing.
"Go away! I don't want to talk to you!" she said crying.