Things Are Going To Change: OP's Future

[Jonathan Walsh]

Hey any fleet based people around still?

 

[Drazav]

[member="Ayden Cater"]

Ahhhhh nooo, Sorry about quitting on the protectorate for a while, I am in need of revamping most of my characters, along with Drazav, and since Christmas is near I'm working slowly, I will try to get to Drazav as soon as possible though... I feel so bad now though

 

[Ori'Alor Tal'Verda]

Ayden Cater

Sorry I've been gone, my Skype went Tits up, and IRL kinda kicked my ass.


I'm back and ready to whoop some booty.

 

[Noah Corek]

[member="Ori'Alor Tal'Verda"]
Canal is now a Vong sex slave....

 

[Ori'Alor Tal'Verda]

[member="Noah Corek"]

well, that situation has to be corrected, doesn't it.

 

[Noah Corek]

[member="Ori'Alor Tal'Verda"]
*sighs*
I'll grab my rifle...

 

[Ori'Alor Tal'Verda]

[member="Noah Corek"]

Do you know where any of the Ex-Dreadgaurd are?

 

[Noah Corek]

[member="Ori'Alor Tal'Verda"]
They all scattered, you and Canal are the only ones I know of, Galaar is dead and the rest of the NPC Dreadguard are with the Protectorate and with the abscene of Canal and Calico, leadership falls to you.

 

[The End Narrator]

1. I got burned out.
2. I had IRL issues that came up and passed.
3. See number one.
4. Had other issues within Chaos that created a rift between the desire to create and the general inability to overcome the muck in between.
5. Be honest, I lost my creative drive somewhere when you take one through four and put them together.

I can't honestly tell you anymore.

Do I want to write? Sure. Do I feel it somewhere? Quite possibly. There are other factors which are preventing me from doing such and I just don't desire to write alone - Should I choose that route, I'd go back to writing on Word and such.

You asked, I gave an answer. So, please don't think this is some woe is me or some rage crap. Just saying how I feel. Would I like that to change? Sure, who wouldn't. Anyone who has a hobby and feels it fall away...typically would like to see it return.

However, I just don't see it happening. I could be wrong, stranger shit has occurred.

 

[The End Narrator]

But, I'm an ass and I love you all which is why I still come here.

I am just struggling to find my streak again, I just need to man up.

I'm working on it.

Sorry I got burned out.

 

[Ventasia Terana]

[member="November Sinclair"]
Don't stress it too much, We all get burned out. Push too hard though, and you'll regret finding that spark~

Then again, like you said, stranger things have happened...

 

[HK-36]

Alright, I'll start a Space Hulk thread tomorrow after some rest so we can get some action going,


Also who would be interested in a free for all faction brawl in an arena? Just hitting each other with blunt weapons and/or fists, more or less a controlled bar fight.

 

[HK-36]

Alright, our Space Hulk thread is posted, I'll put up an OOC thread in a bit about it, feel free to not post there in rhymes,

Link here

 

[Lilicky]

I've mainly been busy IRL and have a standing semi-LOA. Doesn't also help that lately I've been fighting a bought of depression that has me feeling like anytime I try to get a post up or even make a comment, everyone is purposely ignoring it or viewing me as nothing more than an annoyance, so yeah...


yay for depression.

 

[HK-36]

[member="Lilicky"],

I was missing the cuteness of Lilicky

 

[Lilicky]

Depression trumped a lot of things. I even tried coming back slowly and I still managed to overwhelm myself and got this feeling that everyone was ignoring me because of my previous mess ups and failures on the site.

[member="HK-36"]

 

[HK-36]

[member="Lilicky"],

I know how it is, I had days like that too. The presence you could make with Lilicky is limited though as he wouldn't really be able to contribute during battles I believe? Except maybe pushing a button like you did that one time

You could always have one alt with us for anything that has a fight in it and for the rest we can do something with Lilicky ^^

 

[Delila Castillon]

[member="Lilicky"]


*Picks up the fluffy ball of adorableness*


How can anyone ignore this face?

 

[Lilicky]

~ The little ropo preened from the attention. ~


It wasn't Lilicky so to say. It just felt like when I posted anything with any character, my past failures trumped anything else I may have done. I'd try talking to someone and get no reply, or I'd post a message and watch as it just got buried, so I started feeling like I was being ignored and just in general nothing more than an annoyance to people. Being a way for a bit helped with the depression, though I still feel like my constant faction attempts and such just made my presences not welcomed.

[member="Delila Castillon"]

 

[HK-36]

[member="Lilicky"],


I understand where you're coming from, and I did tried to do my best to have your back, even blitzing that dominion of Kal'Shebbol for your Knights, I still can't believe we pulled that off