50 Shades of Grey

[The Red of Sinner]

He smiled and looked down. "Help me understand what is going on with you. I understand you are with the Sith to get back that which is yours...but what happens when you get it? What is it they have of yours?" He said looking back ul. Romeo hardly actually spoke, and he had never asked for a friend, didn't ask for a child either...but that happened.
"Why must you die, and know when that time will come?"
[member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

"Fate is unavoidable Sin, even if we are the ones to create that fate in opposition of our true one. It is as i have said and will say again, Alexandra Cinthra will die while the body remains, to be friends with me is to accept that fact that time is going to come to an end sooner or later for you. I am merely choosing when rather than letting someone else choose for me." She looked at him as she said that. "As for what they have, when i do reclaim it that is when my fate is sealed."

[member="Romeo Sin"]

 

[The Red of Sinner]

Romeo chewed more words, letting then quickly soaked. "I understand Alex, though my fate is being molded so that when I die... I will die with all goals accomplished. Those goals have yet to be made, or shown to me. I wonder sometimes...what was my fate before I took control of it."
[member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

[member="Romeo Sin"]

"The same as it is now, the same as it will always be no mater what happens. You misunderstand. To take command your fate is the same thing as not doing anything... i know it makes no sense but let me make it clearer. There is already nothing that you could do to stop what the force has at the end of your fate, how your fate ends though is determined by what you do." She spoke softly as she walked with him.

 

[The Red of Sinner]

"So...in a sense I do control it. By doing nothing, I do not further what I could become, what I could do, or somethings could walk my way, and throw me into a chaotic adventure...which is vice versa if I am doing something." He rubbed the side of his head, and scrunched up his face.
"Fate hurts my head." He chuckled a little to his own joke.
"You never answered me Alex...what does the Sith have that belongs to you, or was that your way of saying mind your business on that?" He looked at the woman. He had slowly grown fond of her voice, and wisdom. It saddened him to think about the fact she knew when she was to die, so he didn't think about it.
"You know...you won't truly die...you'll be one with the force when you have accomplished this...quest. I only hope that in the end it turns out exactly how you wanted it to. I hear..sometimes people come back as force ghosts..or spirits...do you think that is something you will be able to do?"
[member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

"To come back as a force ghost is a power that i do not hold the ability to attain, nor that i will ever hold the ability to attain. Im to weak in the force to become such. And i am sorry but that is something that i cannot tell you nor will i ever be able to tell you, what i am missing is something far more personal than anyone could understand."

[member="Romeo Sin"]

 

[The Red of Sinner]

Romeo nodded in response, understanding somethings are left best unsaid.
"Maybe someday I will learn what that thing is, and understand why it is so important to you."
Romeo stopped near some water, and turned to look at the woman.
"Do tell me though...advice wise...how would I best serve this galaxy? I've always thought through thwarting the Sith in their plans would, but I know there is more than that...but I don't know how best to serve my friends, and family.
Many rely on me for guidance...sometimes I feel I'm not the one for it."
Now for a fact he knew why he was here, not teaching through the force, but for friendship, and guidance as a leader.
[member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

[member="Romeo Sin"]

"You be yourself, share your knowledge and expand it as you help those you care for. I created my own order, one that had to leave this place for safety, to spread knowledge to whoever asked for it and that is what i gave them. But not only that, you must have confidence in your actions, you must understand your own limits and lead to their fullest extent. You gauge your power and protect those that you must, no force user is invincible, no matter their strength, but every one of us are gifted with more than just the force itself, if you hold a kind and level heart, then you will be able to find the loyalty and trust of anyone, fear only lasts for so long... does that answer your questions?"

 

[The Red of Sinner]

Romeo's jaw was ajar as she spoke, the words were exactly what he needed, and lowered his eyes closing his mouth again.
"Thank you...you know...when I first started my training...my leg was nearly cut off by my master. The second time was with a man of great strength, and darkness...the third was so fast that I didn't even get to learn more. I have never been able to keep a master, but I've learned small, but very important things through them." He shook his head, and quickly embraced her. All his masters had been cruel, they had all been Sith, and Romeo wanted them all dead. They never spoke like she did, and even though she wasn't his master, she just gave him the best advice he would ever need.
[member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

Alexandra blinked and looked around for a moment as he had done that. "Uh... your welcome, you dont really need to thank me, thats what im here for. Spout the useless knowledge that others make their lives, while i just spout it and move on with my days. Also, you dont have to hug me." She laughed, soft and kind her tone as she did and simply stood there until he separated, bowing once he did to him. "Plus, it was my pleasure."

[member="Romeo Sin"]

 

[The Red of Sinner]

Romeo bowed before her after realising her. "If one does not show appreciation for what was taught or given, then nothing was learned. You're wise beyond your years you know this right?" [member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

"Oh great, next comes the calling me master. Tell you what Sin, we go back to the friend thing, and you stop complimenting me and thanking me, no need to get on that sort of area here... i have enough of that in the order and trust me, its annoying after a while. And pleeease dont bow to me, there is a reason i only fight for the sith and am not one of them, soooo much groveling..."

[member="Romeo Sin"]

 

[The Red of Sinner]

"I would never call you master, but a teacher yes. I do not believe that anyone is the master of another. None of my apprentices have ever called me master but teacher." He said with a big grin on his face, acting all cool like.
"Don't take that personally by the way. Eh! How about I show you my cooking skills. I bet they'll amaze you!" [member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

[member="Romeo Sin"]

"Well if you so wish my friend, lead the way and show me what you can cook then. The cafeteria i used to have for the order is on the first floor." She walked with him once more as she let him lead on, she would be interested to see what this man was so confident about when it came to his abilities to cook, it interested her to say the least.

 

[The Red of Sinner]

Romeo lead the way with a bounce in his step, Romeo considered himself a master cook, and had pride in it.
As they made their way down the corridors, hallways, and stairs Romeo talked.
"So..you know of the dark side then? Meaning, you can use it?" [member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

[member="Romeo Sin"]

"I could if i felt so inclined, but my emotions better fit the light and that is what i plan to show. One can not simply flip between light and dark and that is what those of the Jedi and Sith fail to see. When you switch between light and dark you scar your connection to the force, while you might gain the illusion of greater power, it is only just that, an illusion.. that is why i hold my path, i am not one to seek the pain of others or their anger and use it as power, no i use my compassion, love, joy, and kindness to full my power... love is a thin line to walk though. As it can lead to fear and that would scar my connection if i used fear to fuel my powers, but if i can keep the use of love as just that, it grants greater power than any hatred."

 

[The Red of Sinner]

"I believe you are wrong, and right Alex." He said behind him. Romeo had his own curious points of view on the force.
"I believe you do not simply switch between the two at any given moment, but at moments that call for such action. Compassion, and Passion can walk hand in hand. If I were to kill an enemy in anger, then I have fallen deeper to the dark side? No, I gave the right reaction to an enemy. Though this enemy must give me a reason to strike with anger. Though if I strike with the will to survive then what? That's all I have ever know, but this has given me my own insight on such things though. I can go out, fight Sith with hate, mind you this is the phrase "fight fire with fire', and then go home to my dau..." He stopped. He trusted Alex, but did he trust her enough?
"To my daughter, and never fear that she was ever in danger of Sith. Though maybe this is because we live in the Tingel Arm. Even so, I would not fear it if I lived near Moross territory. My anger for the Sith come from personal reasons, and if I did not have those reasons then I would not have a reason to help against the Sith, which would then make me nothing worth to the galaxy but another Dark Jedi in the Tingel Arm. So I ask you this in all this mumble, what makes the dark side so bad?" [member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

"Nothing at all to tell you the truth, the darkside is a perfectly valid path." She smiled and rose a brow as she asked something else. "And you have a daughter? Do tell my friend as you have certainly peeked my interest into you and i can't wait to hear about this." She would watch him very curiously, listening to what ever came from him and contemplating the words that she would receive.

[member="Romeo Sin"]

 

[The Red of Sinner]

Romeo cleared his through, and his cheeks flushed a bit.
"Well....well..uh..you want the full story? Of course you do.."
He sighs and tries to relax, as this isnt a story he tells often.
"It started back on Drumond Kaas, where a woman by the name of Patrica Susan Garter bumped into me. Apparently I was the best looking being she had ever seen, and somehow got me to buy her drinks. Realize I dont ever really drink. Anyways, one thing lead to another, and so how we ended up back at my place. Thats not the end of it.
A few months later I find myself on Zeltros. or Zeltron, I dont know which is correct as I have only been there once. I was hunting a Sith Lord down, and low, and behold she was there with a Jedi. We all clashed for a bit, and it ended with my slicing of the Sith's arms, and bringing a ceiling down on top of me. She nursed me back to health, again not where this ends. For a while I didnt see her again, but I was now living on Tattooine, and she some how find me there, and requested my help in stopping a slave trade, which would land me a bounty on my head later on. This landed me into another night of uh....naughty moments." He cleared his throat.
He was majorly blushing now.
"The next few weeks she stayed with me, and more nights 'Cough Cough'. Eventually she did the test, and found she was pregnant, and got very scared of it. I calmed her down, and told her it was a blessing, and that I was really happy even if i didnt know what being a father was supposed to be like, but that I would do my best. Well she had the child, the ran off. This left me as a single father of a wonderful daughter. Erika Sin." His eyes drifted off some as he spoke about his daughter, she always filled his mind.
[member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

[member="Romeo Sin"]

Alexandra merely listened and said nothing more until he was done, only then did she speak. "Uh, and your daughter, how come you are here instead of with her my sith hunting friend?" She rose a brow at the story, curious as to not only the man's story but to the entire situation. She did not experience this sort of deal, and didn't think she would in truth past the AI she had created. So it was strange to her his being here without the girl was a actual thing that was happening.