ECLIPSE
Echoes.
It resounded through her being with every step she took. The Force spoke to her in a different way than it did to others. She felt almost every passing, every emotion, every spoken word. It both haunted her and gave her clarity.
Psychometry was both a blessing and a curse.
Zhea had perfected the art of it. It placed her firmly in the lap of the Force. She was much more skilled in it than being skilled in combat. Yes, she was good with a saber, but she was no Guardian. She walked a different path. She remained firmly on the Light side of the Force. And it had served her well....until now.
She could feel the strength that Simon was projecting toward her through their bond as she moved. It made her feel better with every step. She still didn't know how she survived all the years in the Order without him. Yet, she had never really been on the frontlines. Lately had been exceptions to the rule. And she realised that her skillset in that regard was severely lacking.
She could hear Kaleb's raving screams behind her, but she persevered and had just taken the swing to dispatch the first shelf of Dark books when her saber clattered to the ground. Something she thought she was prepared for, struck with such precision that the mental and emotional scars would remain for a long time to come if she survived.
The Dark wave that ripped through the temple, all but froze her heart as frost caked on her skin and the bit of breath she had left showed white in the air. It drove her to the ground and the scream of pain it tore from her was a sound she never knew she capable of.
Almost prone on the ground, she miraculously avoided most of the Force wave that rippled from Kaleb. Not that it would have made a difference, as she was no longer in the present or cognitive.
You're a failure.
No... Yes. Failed as a Shaman...
I didn't.Also failed as a Jedi.
No, there are many good students of mine...so many people saved.FAILED HIM.
A sob escaped her frozen lips at the memory of his empty room in this Temple and no note or word. She wept for her family she left behind - that she disappointed. The tribe on Batorine that she failed to help.
Displaced by the very people she now felt duty-bound to help.
She really was a failure.
Zhea felt like she was firmly at the Darkness' mercy as the pain, anguish and despair from others in the Temple echoed through her. For the only time in her life, she couldn't help even if she wanted to. The past battered at her psyche in the most painful of ways, the Corruption finding every single doubt and insecurity possible and throwing it in her face as it's consuming cold freezing almost her entire body.
But there was a part of her it couldn't reach anymore.
From deep within her, a soothing warmth thawed the frozen fringes of her heart. It was just enough to hold the Dark Frost at bay from killing her. Enough to bring her to a point where she could shiver again.
Simon...
The Kiffar slowly lifted herself from the floor into a semi-kneeling position, a frozen hand curling around the hilt of her saber as she looked up at the Dark Jedi.
"Y-you'll h-have to d-do better t-than that to s-stop us, Kaleb." she got out through chattering teeth before struggling to her feet and igniting the cerulean blade again. She wouldn't be a failure.
Not this time.
Holding out her free hand toward the shelf behind her, she mustered what Force she could to heat the air around the shelf to a point where they started to smoke. The chances of her actually causing them to burn were low, however. She was still weak. The effects of the ramped Corruption were still affecting her. But knowing she wasn't alone, gave her the strength she needed to at least stand on her feet and muster a modicum of her skills in the Force.
She'll try as long as she could to let that smoke become a flame that would cover a larger area of books than a saber could.