The space gave a quick look over his shoulder, "I will be honest, what I do is bad. Very bad."
He sighed and shook his head, "When I met Kay, I were a different man. Less broken, less hurt, less worlds weary. I thought I could make the galaxy a better place if I fought for the right causes for the right reasons. Then," he hesitated, "things happened," he didn't want to get into Roche, getting captured and tortured twice, Rose Blade's double crossing and the bombings of Dal'Bor, killing--endless killing with his own two hands to subdue men and women who did horrible things. No, he didn't just kill them. He made them suffer, just like they had done to others.
"I lost so much," he said introspectively. Leighlah, his father, his mother, [member="Nyx"], [member="Sasha Voss"], [member="Anara Valnor"]--so much. He had loved until he could love no more. He hoped until he could hope no more. James looked up in Denn's eyes with a grim smile, 'Truth is the monster I be now were always there. I just quit fighting him. I try to keep 'im from Kay. I can't let that hurt her. She is good, one of the few good ones left in the galaxy. I will give everything to take care of her, just like me kids--even if it means I gotta keep 'em from me, just like me kids."
He gave a rueful smile, drawing a cigarette, lighting it and offering one to Denn, "I own a planet. I can get ye a place to stay. Credits are no object. I need men and women who is willing to do dirty things for me. To go to hell with me," he took a pull from his cigarette, "So the next generation dun't." he flicked away ashes from his light, smoke gently pouring from his lips, "Are ye up to that?"
He pressed his ear com in, clearing his throat, "Good, mate, come on in to our new little shipyard. We be ready and waiting for ye mate."
[member="Denn Ralto"]
[member="Lady Kay"]
[member="Thraxis"]
[member="Tiali Orazio"]
[member="Dominik Borra"]
[member="Stardust Raxis"]