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Iris Arani
Roman Vossari
Just don't lose yourself in it.
Zaiya mulled over Iris's words, a thoughtful frown tugging at her lips. It was a valid warning -- and one that hit closer to home than she wanted to admit. Ever since she'd been separated from her parents, there was this empty space inside her, this constant need for connection, for bonds. If melding with someone through the Force felt anything like that, like filling that void, it could be dangerous for her. She wasn't sure she'd want to let go once she had it.
More than a little scary if one thought about it.
Iris's description of being the bridge for others, of how that connection could shape and change them -- that hit hard too. Bridges could connect people, sure. But they could also burn. The thought sent a shiver through her, a flicker of anxiety twisting in her chest.
"No, you're right, Iris," Zaiya finally said, her voice soft but steady. A swirl of color rippled across her skin -- hues of deep amber and flickers of jewel-toned light, reflecting her mix of emotions. She glanced up at the Jedi Knight, then at Roman, her opal blue eyes flickering with a hint of embarrassment.
"Sorry…" she added with a sheepish smile.
"I just get so excited when I figure out something new about the Force, especially how it works with me. It's still hard to tell what's normal with the Force and what's just... me."
She paused, her fingers absentmindedly tracing the patterns on her arms as if grounding herself in the present.
"How do you make sure you don't get lost in melding?" Zaiya asked, her curiosity piqued again. The thought of losing herself, of blurring the line between where she ended and someone else began, was terrifying. But also… kind of intriguing. She could feel Roman was interested too. This was something they both wanted to understand.
"And how do you train with it? Like, safely?" she added, her tone earnest now.
"I don't want anyone getting hurt."
Her skin flickered between the blues of calm curiosity and a soft pale bronze of vulnerability. She was learning, but there was so much she still didn't know -- and she didn't want to make mistakes that could cost her or her friends.