Location: Unknown Ship, Somewhere
Objective: Things my heart used to know, Things it yearns to remember
Allies: [member="Bryce Bantam"] | @FO
Enemies: @GA
Gear: Vibroblade,
SE-44C Blaster Pistol, Personal Armor (in sig)
Theme:
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2YF34XlfzU[/youtube]
Everything came rushing back as emerald eyes ringed in crimson and gold snapped open, the world flooding with light.
Blinding.
Where was she?
Was this death? Or was that the darkness?
Lights swam before her eyes, slowly receding to the edges of her awareness, the metal and neon of a ceiling slowly coming into focus as she blinked rapidly, her body fighting for control. Fire burned through her lungs with every motion, the muscles protesting the activity after so long of a rest. Sound failed to filter through her watery prison, the only noise the steady and deep pounding of her heart.
Vision still swimming, she fought to move, her head floating to a neutral position, eyes glassy through the distorted field of vision. A flash of red hair crossed in front of her, eyes widening as memories surged.
Hilikarn Incineration Plant
Darkness closed around her, filled with screams, sobs, tears. Voices echoed in her head, sentiments and phrases that meant nothing to her, meaning lost as she floated, peace surrounding. Something, or someone, called to her, pulling her back, away from the nothingness and towards…what?
What was there?
Pain. The pain of her wounds. The pain of loss. The pain of anger. Nothing but pain.
There it was again, a voice, yelling at her to fight. To push through. She had fought. For far too long she had fought, suffered, persevered. And now, now she had
died for that cause. In search of freedom, power, order, she’d given everything. Lost everything.
No.
She wouldn’t return. The darkness, it was a void. It grated on her, too much…lack of movement. Lack of sound. Lack of
life.
But it was better than what she had.
Wasn’t it?
Another beckoning joined the fray. This one different. Not a voice or a presence, not a person, a soul connected. This one was power. Pure power. Born from the darkness that was Dagobah. Forged in the heat of Mustafar. One poignant point of crimson in a sea of black.
Weak.
Jerking back as if struck, her spirit recoiled from the word, the disgust, the disgraced that rolled through her prison.
Death becomes you.
Instinctually, anger rose from the depths, the emotion empty, no feeling or warmth flooding through as it engulfed her. The dead couldn’t feel. She couldn’t feel.
You could have been more.
Impressions flashed through her mind, memories and possibilities mixing.
A ball swirled around her, friends, past and present, flashing by in a swirl of color. Her wounds and scars disappeared into nothing as she closed her fingers around a proffered hand, swept away in a swirl of color and movement. Eyes flashing to each visage as it passed, never settling on one.
Smiling up at the man in front of her, she danced, feet moving in time with the silence in a rhythm she couldn’t recognize but her spectral partner did. Her palms felt nothing from his, no heat, no slight sheen of sweat, not even the light pulsing of blood beneath skin. What should have been a rush of joy was emptiness, the scene, the people, nothing touching or affecting her, as she waltzed, lost in an endless dance of nothing.
But you would stay here. From fear. Weak.
A flash of emotion touch her gut, gone as quickly as it came. Anger? Resentment? How dare the crystal, imbued with her own power, her own life force, cast its scorn upon her. Hadn’t she earned peace? Hadn’t she given everything for everyone else?
What was there left? A powerless existence devoid of purpose or meaning? Cannon fodder for anyone who wished. She was lost, trapped again in the image of a socialite striving for survival in lying smiles, meaningless compliments, and endless glasses of champagne.
They made you strong. I made you strong.
In an instant, the ball disappeared, swallowed up in that unending pit of black, the crimson light fading.
And you gave it up.
No. It had been stolen from her. Forcefully taken in a blast of light and power.
Then take it back.
The rush of voices and emotions flooded back, this time the words slowly making sense. Pain, panic, and peace flowing from them as she swam her way back to the surface.
A rush of fire across her cheek as her consciousness returned, every fiber of her being following shortly behind, ice encasing her limbs, lungs, and nerves. Without thought, her arm snapped up, palm colliding with the solid but malleable flesh of the person hovering over her, red hair coming into view as she opened her eyes…
Bacta Tank, Medical bay, Zero
The images slipped away, her gut chilled from the reminder of the pure nothingness of death, fear starting to seize within before she pushed it back. She hadn’t come back to fear death.
Her arm lifted, palm and fingers splayed against the glass as she pounded against the tank, once, hard enough to alert the other occupants of the medical bay.
Why had she come back?