Kurayami Bloodborn
Drunken Savant
Objective: Obroa-Skai
Allies:Mando'ade, [member="Ardgal Raxis"], [member="Rashae"], [member="Nolan Detta"], @Vojak, [member="Kalyr Alor"], [member="Drof'del Tavor"]
Post: 4
Location:Obroa Skai Station, Deep Space
Enemies:Unknown
Kurayami had just gotten back into position with the doctor and her team when things went south, fast. Everything seemed to slow around him as Rashae's ankle was grabbed by...a tentacle. This was making the whole op seem like a worse and worse idea. His first instinct was to open fire, but even with his familiarity with the weapon and ability to control the recoil he would have had millimeters to work with if he wanted to hit the creature. He couldnt risk that she would remain calm enough for him to not injure her by firing. A flash of memory, one long buried. Though his eyes never left Rashae it wasn't her face he was seeing, it wasn't her voice he heard crying for help. He reached out towards Rashae, as if trying to grab her. While it was true he was, he wasn't grabbing her the same way Ardgal soon would. He had a telekinetic grip on her, trying to keep her from being pulled down into the maw of whatever was waiting below. It was not an easy thing to maintain as he was a bit out of practice, but he could push himself a bit longer. He made no sound as he struggled to keep Rashae in place, his focus was entirely on not letting her go.
He knew Drof and Ardgal weren't far but the few moments it took them to get there seemed an eternity. He maintained his hold through TK until Ardgal was able to actually get a hand on her. He let his right hand fall to his side, breathing heavily from the strain. He knew he didn't have the luxury of taking a few minutes to catch his breath. The report of Ardgal's shotgun and screech of the creature solidified that much. As soon as she was up they were running back towards the Maintenance Hangar. It wasn't far, but again he took the six o'clock position. Once inside he kept his gun trained on the door as it closed. Only once it was closed and the emergency lever in place did he allow himself to put the Deece on his back while letting himself breathe again. Slow, deep breaths. He needed to get his head back in the game, these visions, hallucinations, whatever they were...all he saw was his failures, more reminders of people he had been unable to protect. Even those who had been closest to him he had failed. His head fell forward slightly, the helm clanking against the breastplate of his armor. When he spoke, even the annuciator in his helmet did little to hide the tone of defeat in his voice.
"I apologize. I went too far during that sweep. My mistake nearly cost the doctor her life. I went to check a small offshoot where I thought I had seen movement, as I returned she was grabbed. I shouldn't have left. I did what I could to keep her from being pulled down, I couldn't take a shot, couldn't get a clear angle."
He was unsure how this would reflect on him, but he was guessing it wasn't going to be favorably. He took another deep breath calming himself, trying to recenter his mind. Still every time he closed his eyes he could hear their voices and see their faces so clearly...the part about the shot wasn't a complete falsehood, though he did have an angle he could have shot from the margin of error would have been incredibly minuscule. He couldn't tell them the real reason had been because he hadn't seen the doctor, but his long dead fiancé's face and heard her voice calling for help. They would either think he had completely snapped or was on some serious amounts of spice. That would definitely not help his standing if they got that impression of him.
Allies:Mando'ade, [member="Ardgal Raxis"], [member="Rashae"], [member="Nolan Detta"], @Vojak, [member="Kalyr Alor"], [member="Drof'del Tavor"]
Post: 4
Location:Obroa Skai Station, Deep Space
Enemies:Unknown
Kurayami had just gotten back into position with the doctor and her team when things went south, fast. Everything seemed to slow around him as Rashae's ankle was grabbed by...a tentacle. This was making the whole op seem like a worse and worse idea. His first instinct was to open fire, but even with his familiarity with the weapon and ability to control the recoil he would have had millimeters to work with if he wanted to hit the creature. He couldnt risk that she would remain calm enough for him to not injure her by firing. A flash of memory, one long buried. Though his eyes never left Rashae it wasn't her face he was seeing, it wasn't her voice he heard crying for help. He reached out towards Rashae, as if trying to grab her. While it was true he was, he wasn't grabbing her the same way Ardgal soon would. He had a telekinetic grip on her, trying to keep her from being pulled down into the maw of whatever was waiting below. It was not an easy thing to maintain as he was a bit out of practice, but he could push himself a bit longer. He made no sound as he struggled to keep Rashae in place, his focus was entirely on not letting her go.
He knew Drof and Ardgal weren't far but the few moments it took them to get there seemed an eternity. He maintained his hold through TK until Ardgal was able to actually get a hand on her. He let his right hand fall to his side, breathing heavily from the strain. He knew he didn't have the luxury of taking a few minutes to catch his breath. The report of Ardgal's shotgun and screech of the creature solidified that much. As soon as she was up they were running back towards the Maintenance Hangar. It wasn't far, but again he took the six o'clock position. Once inside he kept his gun trained on the door as it closed. Only once it was closed and the emergency lever in place did he allow himself to put the Deece on his back while letting himself breathe again. Slow, deep breaths. He needed to get his head back in the game, these visions, hallucinations, whatever they were...all he saw was his failures, more reminders of people he had been unable to protect. Even those who had been closest to him he had failed. His head fell forward slightly, the helm clanking against the breastplate of his armor. When he spoke, even the annuciator in his helmet did little to hide the tone of defeat in his voice.
"I apologize. I went too far during that sweep. My mistake nearly cost the doctor her life. I went to check a small offshoot where I thought I had seen movement, as I returned she was grabbed. I shouldn't have left. I did what I could to keep her from being pulled down, I couldn't take a shot, couldn't get a clear angle."
He was unsure how this would reflect on him, but he was guessing it wasn't going to be favorably. He took another deep breath calming himself, trying to recenter his mind. Still every time he closed his eyes he could hear their voices and see their faces so clearly...the part about the shot wasn't a complete falsehood, though he did have an angle he could have shot from the margin of error would have been incredibly minuscule. He couldn't tell them the real reason had been because he hadn't seen the doctor, but his long dead fiancé's face and heard her voice calling for help. They would either think he had completely snapped or was on some serious amounts of spice. That would definitely not help his standing if they got that impression of him.